Double-role

Double-role
CHAPTER 117 (Season 2)



From last night, Raihan kept his lips tight. Moana who is looking after him is so worried about the condition of the grandson continued.


The big lady was afraid something might happen to Raihan considering that last night her biological father came and talked about something sad. Her feelings as a mother say that the little man harbors sadness so deeply.


"Darling, let's have breakfast. Maybe your new mom and dad are waiting for us," Moana asked for the umpteenth time and now Raihan nodded without resisting. Moana's red lips lifted up the knot and held her out of the room.


The sun shines so brightly, the light penetrates all the way to the hotel canteen where a lot of big glass surrounds it. The outside scenery was so obvious accompany every visitor who ate there.


Raihan's black pupils circled the room and found the mother laughing happily. His chest rumbled again not wanting to make the pleasure disappear.


However, not long after the attention of the five people turned to him. Alina got up from her seat and walked closer to her baby.


Raihan who was not ready immediately bowed his head in hiding swollen eyes. Feeling something different, Alina cupped the son's face making him inevitably look up.


Instantly both eyes were perfectly wide with their lips open. Alina felt pain watching her loved one hide it.


"What's going on, honey? Why are your eyes so swollen like this? Have you been crying all night?" tanyanya.


Raihan was speechless unable to say a word. Everything you want to say is stuck in your throat.


Moana patted the daughter-in-law's shoulder slowly making the owner look up. The head was given inviting deep wrinkles on Alina's wide forehead.


Seeing the sad eyes of her mother-in-law, Alina understood and immediately carried Raihan. He took her to the dinner table and let her hold him tightly. The handsome face was hiding in the chest of the mother feeling a heartbeat that made her calm.


Raihan's situation immediately attracted the attention of everyone, especially her husband. He stared at his wife demanding an explanation. Alina just shook her head not knowing what had happened to her heart.


"Darling, have you had breakfast?" Zaidan tried to get her to talk.


Raihan just shook his head slowly without changing position. Alina took a breath and exhaled slowly.


"Darling, look at your favorite food. We eat together, Dad? There's Naura here too" Alina persuaded.


"Kak Raihan why? Why is he hiding his face?" ask Naura plain.


"Sister is not feeling well, dear," Moana replied making the little girl look at him and nod briefly.


Alina's feeling grew even more uneasy when Raihan hugged her so tightly. He immediately rubbed his back slowly and was surprised to feel the small body tremble as if holding back a cry.


"Everyone go to the room first." Alina left without hearing their answer.


Zaidan who was about to follow was blocked quickly by his mother made him turn his head. "Let the two of them first, give Raihan time with his mother."


"What's really going on, Mah?" asked Zaidan to sit in the place of his ex-wife.


Zara and Dimas looked at the big madam demanding an answer. However, Moana just shut her mouth tightly unable to say anything before speaking to her daughter-in-law.


...***...


Alina already brought Raihan to her room at the hotel. He sat on a single sofa near a large window that showed a view outside.


He who was on the fifth floor watched the towering mountains far away there with still rubbing Raihan's back slowly.


"Honey to see your face?" doors later.


He also cleans it gently, the implusive movement increasingly drain the clear liquid. Raihan has no power to stem the sadness when the warm treatment of the mother is given.


"Mamah won't force Raihan to tell a story .. It's just that, Mamah felt sick seeing Raihan like this, dear," Alina said.


Raihan saw a clear keristal began to seep in the mother's eye patch. He shook his head a few times and continued to watch Alina.


"Every night" Pause for a moment Raihan as if reluctant to say what had happened to him last night.


He again did not want to tarnish the happiness his mother had felt at this time. "What's going on tonight?" ask Alina directly.


"Evening ... Raihan met and talked to dad."


The words contained lightning striking into the heart. Alina stiffened with her heart too tight.


When she was overwhelmed by the pleasure of heaven, at that time the baby met her ex-husband. Guilt creeps in the innermost recesses of the heart, he also warms the small body of his baby.


Alina cried in silence and refrained from shaking. "Mamah .. apologize, dear. Mom's really sorry."


"Why should Mom apologize? Mama is not wrong. I'm the one who should apologize, for having met father secretly behind Mamah."


Alina shook her head a few times, "no dear. You're not wrong."


Silence struck the mother and child crying together and trying to hide the tears. Missing suddenly came crashing made Raihan say again.


"Mom," called.


"Yes, Honey?"


"What ... does Raihan miss us all? Raihan suddenly remembered when we were together at home. Hearing that I loved Raihan last night .. makes Raihan not know what to do."


"Mamah, Raihan doesn't know what to do. What did Raihan say this was wrong? Raihan also pityes father," said Raihan continues chattering.


Alina couldn't stand the pain in her chest. He cried and crept strong little body of his hero.


"You're really sorry, honey. Mama's been selfish not thinking about your feelings" Alina said again.


Raihan shook his head strongly. "You don't have to apologize. Raihan's just talking nonsense. Raihan is happy to see Mamah laughing happily with Zaidan's father, but on the other hand ... Raihan felt something was empty. Suddenly Raihan remembered father," he said again.


Alina is aware that as bad as any parent will always be attached to a child. The pleasure they had spent together was evidently settled in Raihan's memory.


He knows the relationship between father and son cannot be broken. Although the existence of a benevolent figure was present in their lives, but the blood ties could not be forgotten.


I don't know what happened last night, what they're talking about, Alina doesn't know. However, her instinct as a mother said that Azam had admitted his mistake.


From the direction of the entrance that opened little Zaidan heard all their words. He clenched both hands feeling like he was failing to be a husband and father.


Seeing his two dearest ones crying together he wanted to go there and put them in his arms. However, he realized that the past could not be decided just like that. The shadow of Azam will always be in their lives.


...Seriate......