Double-role

CHAPTER 174 (Season 3)

"Dear, Raihan! What the hell are you doing? Why yell at your mother like that?" asked Zaidan while entering his master's room.

"You don't like that, however, Mamah is pregnant with a baby sister. You-"

"It's enough .. baby sister, baby sister, baby sister .. I'm sick of hearing it!" Raihan shouted to reveal a rough blanket looking at his parents.

He sat on the bed with tears in his eyes. His breathing felt tight, his chest up and down trying to regulate the increasingly peaking emotions.

"Did you care about me all this time? I don't want to hear anything more about that baby. I-"

"DIRECTION!" Alina jerked at him by raising her voice. He got up from sitting looking seriously at the baby.

Her mother's red eyes scared Raihan. His heart aches when the mind if the mother prefers a baby sister is getting stronger.

"You don't say that, honey. We never forget you, we care about you. Mom and Dad-"

"FAITHFUL. You're all lying! All this time Dad and Mamah have been moving me to Azam's father's house, because they want to spend time with my baby sister without my presence, right? I knew all this time I was just a burden to you guys."

"I realized .. I'm not Dad's son. Just asking for a little time from Dad alone, I can't get it. Even now you pay more attention to that baby who has not been born into the world."

"I'm sick .. I'm very sick, Mah. Azam's father and Jasmin's mother did treat him well, but why? Why don't Mom and Dad pick me up after the holidays are over? WHY MAH?"

"And after we meet again you guys .. You pay more attention to baby sister and ignore me. Even during the holidays yesterday, Father and Mom prefer to spend time together."

"I just want to play with Dad and Mom, am I wrong to want that? I realized Mamah and Dad were happier and built a new family without me. Thank you for keeping me up all this time. May Father and Mother be happy with your new family."

After expressing her deepest feelings, Raihan left silence. Alina could not support her weight anymore, her legs were limp and almost fell. Luckily, Zaidan quickly held him down and sat his wife in bed.

Tears can no longer be held back, flowing, flowing like a river. He cried as if to hear the words and tears of pain in Raihan.

Alina did not realize if all this time the attitude she had given with her husband hurt the baby. The sobs of tears were not inevitable buzzing and echoing in his little whiz room.

Zaidan carried the trembling body into his arms and gave a soft elusan on his back. He also felt guilty for what happened to make Raihan hurt. He did not realize if his attitude that always rejects the invitation of the child continued a long streak.

"I'm so guilty .. I'm guilty of getting Raihan hurt. I've hurt her .. I hurt Raihan again," said Alina as she pleased.

"Shut, no dear. We made a mistake that was not realized. I'm also guilty of ignoring it, but ... Raihan can't know what's going on in our family."

"We can't burden his mind with such a big problem" Zaidan said.

In her arms Alina simply nodded and continued to cry again and again. It hurts to see tears streaming down Raihan's handsome face.

...***...

After a little quarrel with her mother, Raihan calls Azam asking his father to pick her up.

Upon his arrival at the birth father's residence, he never escaped Azam's embrace. Raihan hid a watery face in his field chest.

She placed two glasses of tea and warm milk and sat down next to her husband. He rubbed the top of Raihan's head, baby.

"Darling, what happened at home, hm? You can tell it to Mom or Dad, son. Does Mamah know you came here?" ask Jasmin streak.

Behind the father's chest, Raihan shook his head briefly. Azam sighed softly, bringing the round head to look up.

Azam and Jasmin were glued when they saw tears wet their faces. Slowly Azam rubbed a clear circle on Raihan's cheek.

"Don't cry, it'll all be fine. My hero never cried like this" he said, then put a warm kiss on the broad forehead of Raihan.

The son tried to hold back the sobs that were getting whacky. He felt guilty for yelling at his mother, but Raihan could do nothing but express his deepest feelings.

"So, what's really going on, honey?" ask Azam later.

Raihan took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He lowered his head to hide the pain in the eyes and did not want Azam to see it.

He told me everything that happened at home. On the sidelines of his words, Raihan was reluctant when the pain was getting stronger.

He felt completely wrong in his current position, hearing all Raihan's words, Azam turned to Jasmin who was also staring at him.

The two adults felt the pain of watching Raihan reveal his heart. At least they participate in the problems that occur. Because the beginning of these symptoms occurs in his household.

"Dear, listen." Azam cupped both cheeks containing his champion.

Raihan looked up again to his father's dark iris. "You can't ignore you, honey. Mamah ... loves you very much, maybe right now mamah and Zaidan's father are just excited to welcome little brother."

"They won't forget your whereabouts, honey. Mamah and Zaidan's father love you so much .. They just need time, but believe me. Mama and Zaidan's father will never be able to ignore you." Azam tried to convince Raihan.

"But why do they only focus on the baby's sister? W-is my existence just a burden to my mom and Zaidan's dad? Just because they're gonna get their own kids, I'm forgotten?" Tears flowing indicating fragility.

Azam has no power to stem the pain of watching his baby like that. He hugged her tightly while giving a kiss on the top of Raihan's head several times.

"It's okay, mommy probably didn't mean it that way. Don't think of anything, honey."

"Shut, don't cry anymore, your hero has to be strong. Raihan, will be a big brother. Already well, here there are still Father, Mother Jasmin, and Brother Aqeela. Raihan is not alone, dear. Give time to mamah, well," said Azam while continuing to wipe his back slowly.

Raihan simply nodded in response unable to say another word. He kept crying spilling tightness in the chest.

Jasmin who saw that did not expect that a child as good as Raihan could be so fragile. There is a feeling of guilt that also surrounds him.

Watching the father and son right in front of him, he could not stem the tears. The clear liquid was sliding quickly and gave a deep kiss at the top of Raihan's head.

...Seriate......