
Slowly the cold wind came to accompany togetherness. Seconds by seconds the clock continued to chime away at the silence. The vanilla aroma of aromatherapy candles burst into the box-shaped room.
Alina still faithfully rubbed the back of her baby and thought of Raihan's words. The thought of the child made him stupefied.
Despite her young age, Raihan has precocious thoughts and this makes Alina proud. He has a hero who will protect him at all times.
"According to Raihan, what about Uncle Zaidan?" ask Alina again.
"Uncle Zaidan?" raihan repeated, Alina nodded even though her son did not see. "Uncle Zaidan really likes Mama. Raihan agrees that Mamah is married to Zaidan's uncle and ... Raihan would have loved it if Uncle Zaidan had become the new father."
"Astaghfirullah, where did you get those words?" Alina was surprised and slightly stretched out a hug.
Raihan chuckled softly while showing a row of white teeth. "Raihan heard Aunt Zara saying that Uncle Zaidan loved Mamah very much."
"Oh my God, when did you hear it?" alina asked in surprise.
"Em, Raihan doesn't know. Because Raihan often heard it," I was honest with the son while laughing softly.
Alina sighed and warmly clenched her little body again. The Raksi that poured out in Raihan immediately gave a calm.
The Son is a trust from Allah on every trusted servant. The child is also an invaluable gift. His existence is able to heal wounds and become a spirit to start a new life.
Alina is grateful at least Raihan became evidence of marriage that had felt happiness. He did not regret anything or violate the circumstances that once built a household with Azam. Because behind it all he believes there will be good afterwards.
"Do you want Uncle Zaidan to be your father, honey?" ask Alina again.
Raihan looked up while showing off his row of milk teeth again. "Well, Raihan also saw that Uncle Zaidan really liked Mamah."
Alina again gave a gentle smile. "If you could choose between uncle Zaidan and father, who would Raihan choose?"
The question escaped from Alina's reddish mouth. He himself was also shocked and shocked by what he said.
"Ah, I mean Mamah-"
"Uncle Zaidan was very kind and Raihan also loved father, but .. father always made Mamah cry. Raihan just wants Mamah to smile, even without a father." The warm words that her baby uttered reconcile.
Raihan was charged with precocious, the divorce that occurred between his parents did not make him sad. In his mind it is ingrained if the goodness of the mother is the main.
"You love you so much, dear." Alina held Raihan tightly channeling how much she loved her only son.
...***...
Dawn dawned, the painting of God at the beginning of the day so spoil the eyes and reconcile the soul. The panorama of the sunrise becomes a hunt for tourists who come to the sea.
Some of the wistawan had even been waiting for him as early as possible to be able to see the beauty. In addition to the waves that are so calm makes the natural scenery more hunted.
Mobile phone cameras immediately capture the moment as a memory. Seeing how enthusiastic they were to present the beautiful curved crescent moon on the beautiful face of the black-hijab woman.
"The sunrise is so beautiful presenting a natural panorama that is so beautiful. Words cannot describe how beautiful this painting of God is. Feelings as profound as symphonic music form a harmony. Love comes uninvited and leaves without excuse. Love so broad .. as wide as the ocean presents longing. Tears-"
"Stop, what are you doing? Early in the morning it was poetic like that." Alina patted her best friend's shoulder softly.
Zara chuckled who was sitting next to her. They enjoy the same object and only a whisper of nature accompanies the two women.
Alina and Zara are one of the victims of selfishness. They have now proven that letting go is better than defending. Life is also a choice, let go of the hurt and welcome that gives happiness.
"Yesterday is a story I will never forget. Along with the application that was presented mas Zaidan to you .. mas Dimas also admitted his feelings. Alina, why are we always in the same situation?"
Zara's words immediately attracted Alina's attention. His head turned to the side where the interlocutor remained in the same position.
Iris cochleat her milk widened not believe. "W-what? Did Dimas confess his feelings? That cold man confessing his love to you? The guy with glasses"
"Yes Alina, that cold, bespectacled man named Dimas confessed his love to me!" firmly Zara Languang looked at him fixed and then his ripe lips pursed.
Alina chuckled watching his reaction. "God, good for you, Zara. I was guessing that Dimas liked you. You .. deserve to be happy for what you've missed."
"The words I gave back to you, but .the trauma and fear are still there. I was afraid to build a house again. I-"
"Zara's." Alina cut her words quickly.
Zara fell silent and waited for what Alina had to say next. "Like you convinced yourself to go hijab, at first it was scared, wasn't it? However, after you use it ... what do you feel?" tanyanya.
"I feel comfortable, calm, and much more protected."
"So does opening the heart to a new one. You will feel the same way because everyone is not the same. I'm sure Dimas can make you and Naura happy, especially your little daughter is very close to him." Alina laughed lightly. "It's been advising others, but I'm not much different from you myself, Zara."
The woman with the sweet smile laughed softly. "I was also surprised to hear that. Like I said, what you said I gave back. Because after all we deserve to be happy, there or not a companion. I resigned and gave everything to God."
Alina nodded in agreement, "so do I."
"But what do you think of yesterday's proposal? Do you think about it" asked Zara curiously.
"I ... thought about it. Last night I spoke to Raihan. He knows that Zaidan likes me, he said, hearing those words from you. Whether intentionally or not Raihan heard your words," he explained.
At once Zara laughed out loud when she saw the red hue spread on her best friend's white cheeks. "Isn't that good? You don't have to explain it to him anymore. Raihan alone knows that Zaidan likes you a lot. I'm sure he's capable of making you happy and letting go of the pain that Azam has already given."
"Okay, for now I still have to think about it. Her parents are so nice, I don't want to be a stain for that nice guy."
"You're too pessimistic, Alina. I'm sure they all accept you for who you are" Zara said cheeringly.
Alina simply commented a smile and looked back to the front where the king of the afternoon had started to sit on his throne. The feeling instantly warmed when the seriousness that Zaidan gave reached into the recesses of his heart.
...Seriate......