Double-role

CHAPTER 115 (Season 2)

"Dad apologize, honey. I'm not a really good parent." The words were spoken quietly behind the slit of Azam's pale lips.

All eyes looked at him, those who were stopping right beside the elevator caught the attention of people passing by. Moana who witnessed the descendants of the Zabran family crying right in front of her baby was made to be unexpected.

Because all this time the great mistress knew, the figure of Rusdyan Azam Zabran is an authoritative man with abundant charisma. However, at this moment all of that disappeared changing weaknesses.

"Son Azam, can we move for a moment to the room? It's not nice to see a lot of people" Moana suggested.

Azam nodded slowly and followed where Moana was carrying her baby. Jasmin passed back through the hotel's automatic revolving door and was stunned to see the husband's tears. He could not prevent his departure and gave them a chance.

"Hopefully your relationship with Raihan can improve," he murmured in hope.

Room number two became the meeting father and son. Raihan sat on a single sofa with Azam crouching in front of him.

The firm hand held her small hand warm. Raihan did not expect that his father would come back and see him.

For months they had not met each other, nor had communication ever been done. The two meet again when Alina has an accident caused by Yasmin.

However, at that time Raihan was reluctant to see or see his father. Now that things were fine for the first time they could look at each other.

"What do you want?" ask Raihan slowly.

Moana who was sitting near the entrance just looked at them in silence. The two hands fold in front of the chest observing the relationship of father and son there.

"It seems like their relationship isn't okay? Why?" mind curious.

Azam looked up at the black obsidian in front of him. A weak smile is triggered to drain the tension in the baby.

"Is Dad okay?" asked Raihan again aware of the situation of the father.

Hearing the question of his caring baby Azam smiled warmly and then shook his head slowly, "Dad is not okay, but ... I'm trying so well to see you, honey. Dad ... wanted to apologize to you."

"I'm sorry? What's wrong with me?" ask Raihan pretending not to know.

"Dad ... has been a lot wrong with you, honey. Especially to your mother ... Dad just gave me the wound and kept making her cry. Dad-"

"If you already know why keep repeating it again and again? Do you know? Every night you cry and cry? Raihan knows Mamah kept everything alone. Mamah's trying to hold on to make our family okay."

"At first Raihan also did not want mamah and Dad separated, but when he saw mamah continuously crying ... Raihan wants to take Mom away from me." Raihan snatched his father's words quickly.

As powerful as he could, he held back the tears that had accumulated in his moon bead. "Raihan was grateful to have left that night. Raihan was relieved that he finally chose to leave the source of the pain."

"Raihan doesn't care if you don't love me like Aqeela. Raihan just wanted me to treat you well, but it's over."

"Raihan also saw Dad staying silent in the room that we were not allowed to enter. Because Raihan was curious ... Raihan opened the door and saw Dad sitting on a single sofa holding a picture frame."

"That time Dad said ... Yasmin I love you so much. I can't live without you, what am I supposed to do with this family now? From there Raihan thinks if ... Dad didn't really take Raihan and mamah well."

As if an invisible hand gave a crushing blow slapping his face strong, Azam was silent stiffly hearing all the deep words of the son.

"May Raihan ask? Is it because Raihan was born from mama, that's why you don't care about me that much?"

Along with the question was thrown Raihan crying as he pleased. He could no longer hold back his deepest feelings. All this time he could only endure and keep everything alone.

He did not want to burden the mother with questions that continued to settle in her small head. He was just a child who wanted the attention of his father and mother.

However, as long as they were still together on one roof the treatment of his father to him was so different. Raihan's feelings were so sensitive and realized something was wrong in his family.

"No, honey, it's not like that. Father ... I really love you" said Azam.

Raihan stared into the dark bead of the father. "Can Raihan trust him? Raihan wanted to believe Dad's words, but ... Raihan can't."

As if it contained bile, bitterness spread within. Azam did not expect to hear the speech of his baby so giving pain.

"Darling, you have to trust me. I really love you."

"Why didn't you say that before? Saying the same thing you always say to Aqeela?" raihan reminded.

At that time he could only see in the distance what kind of warm treatment his father gave to his brother. He could only be silent and look at everything making such a reassuring memory.

The treatment embedded in Raihan form a conclusion if the father does not love him.

Words that continue to buzz in memory are like stressing to yourself if the father never loved him wholeheartedly.

"Can you forgive, Dad?" Pinta Azam later.

"Okay, Raihan doesn't know."

He got up from his seat and set foot, leaving Azam in place. Raihan approached the silent Moana stiffly.

Mrs Zulfan did not expect that what an eight-year-old signed him to look like an adult. Moana did not know what had happened, but she caught the fact that Azam differentiated his two hearts.

"Darling you're okay?" moana asked as Raihan stood right in front of her.

Instantly also her cries broke out with a heartbreaking sobbing making Moana shocked. Her new grandmother instantly pulled into her arms and rubbed her little back warmly.

"It's okay, Raihan has done a good thing. Raihan's affectionate with mama, right?" Raihan nodded at a glance.

"If my dear Raihan doesn't cry anymore. Mamah must be worried if she sees Raihan like this," he said.

Moana released a hug and cupped both cheeks of Raihan. Both of his thumbs gently rubbed the clear liquid that continued to flow there.

Raihan tried to hold all the feelings in his chest. At first glance Moana glanced behind the grandson watching Azam looking down deeply.

"Raihan, would you like to go with Daddy?" tanyanya. Hearing the question made Raihan widen his watery eyes.

...Seriate......