
Alina still can't believe hearing Zara's past stories. She thought that the arrogant woman who still loves her husband is a heartless person. However, it is wrong as soon as someone reviews a smile or behaves unkindly there is a mystery behind it.
"That's why now I'm disturbing your household. I still love Azam and wish I could be with him to forget the pain of the past, but .. I realize Azam loves others, just like my ex-husband. I know how you feel right now, Alina." Zara admitted, Alina just commented on the knotty smile and let him continue to tell stories.
"Two days ago I met Naura, she again questioned where her father was. I didn't answer and just said that Arfan went to the country. I ... I cannot tell the truth and also mas Arfan .. he does not want the existence of Naura at all. In the past, I had thought about dropping it. Since I thought her father just didn't want the child, how could I raise her alone? Many times I tried to abort her, but she continued to persist in my womb. I-"Zara had no power to stem the tears and spill so hard.
Alina who witnessed this could not hold her clear liquid. As a mother she understood what Zara felt. He was again surprised for the umpteenth time to hear the most bitter confession the secretary had ever gone through.
So many stories happen in every individual. Everyone has their own storyline and plays a major role in it. Good and bad, black and white, happy and hard have earned a share in certain times.
It is printed in the history of life how the past is present as memories. Whether it is taken learning to be better, or vice versa, depending on how to react. But God has prepared the best.
For Allah has explained in Surah al-Baqarah verse 155 that it means "And We will certainly test you with a little fear, hunger, lack of possessions, souls, and fruits. And give glad tidings to those who are patient."
Alina rubbed the back of her hand slowly channeling her strength. Zara who was busy wiping the clear liquid gasped slowly and glanced at him at a glance.
"I'm ashamed to meet you like this. Because thanks to your presence Naura changed a little and can smile sincerely. Usually, the child always hides sadness. Thank you for meeting and accompanying him. Naura wishes I could be good friends with you. That child ... that child is the single most precious treasure of my life. I'm lucky that God still entrusts it to me" Zara said.
Alina reviewed the sweet smile and gave a few claps in her hands.
"Have not cried, God still loves you. Naura .. She is indeed a very good child. I understand how you feel, as a mother and wife. It is not easy to live a household if our partner does not love. So difficult and almost giving up on the circumstances, trying to wait for him to reciprocate our feelings. Because in his heart he was imprinted for others. I'm sorry for what happened to you. I have no pity or laugh at what has happened to you, quite the opposite. I'm proud of you, Zara."
Alina's words made Zara look at her again. The two corners of the ranum perfectly curved to form the pride radiated on her beautiful face. He seemed to understand if all this time the woman in front of him had been getting too many tests in his life.
"From the beginning of marriage, Azam never loved me at all. Seven years ... seven years I feel fooled. I thought after Yasmin's departure she would try to accept me instead. However, it was just my wishful thinking .. mas Azam would not be able to return my feelings. So, I understand what you're feeling," Alina said later. He chuckled softly and released eye contact with Zara.
The view from the outside is the center of attention. Objects that continue to pass slowly restore their memory in past episodes.
"The past is back, I don't have the right to keep it. I think .. I can still survive for the sake of the children, but I realize they need a healthy environment more. My love is at the end of the road now. I'm a stupid woman, keep trying and hang on. I-"
"No Alina! You're not a stupid woman, you're an amazing woman. Not all women can survive in your position. Moreover, you have chosen to be a strong woman and fight for the good for your children." Cut Zara fast.
Alina widened her fleeting eyes and took another sip of her drink. "Thank you."
"I'm really sorry to have hurt you all this time" Zara said.
"That's okay, thanks to your help too I know how Azam's mad behavior is behind me. Thank you," Alina replied. Zara nodded slowly and drank her drink.
They also spend the day exchanging many stories in cafes. Alina thinks that Zara isn't that bad at friendship. He can be a good listener, especially household trips both are almost the same. Alina felt like she had a friend who understood her situation.
The night invites dusk to change tasks. Silence greets accompany every person to fall asleep. However, not for Alina who returned to meet her two colleagues.
After returning from the cafe, he gets an urgent call from Angga. After his two children fell asleep he rushed to the meeting place without waiting for Azam's return. She knew her husband was in Yasmin's place.
"So, what does Mas Angga want to say?" alina said upon arrival at the old warehouse.
Angga took out two blue dongker documents before him. Alina frowned not understanding when Sarah even thrust a laptop at him.
"What'sthis? What do you guys get now?" tanyanya did not understand.
"You can read it first and analyze it yourself" Angga replied.
Alina sighed and started to open the two documents in front of her. "Alright I can't continue to rely on you and will look for his own. You guys, you know if I-" his words were cut off in the middle of the road when his bead read and balanced the writing contained in the two papers.
"This?" Alina looked up directly with the doctor.
The bespectacled man nodded slowly at what Alina had in mind. "Ja-so-"
"Next Teteh can see this recording," Sarah said and then pressed the enter button on the laptop keyboard.
Instantly the video in front of him aired a recording that made Alina's attention focused. He frowned deeply when he saw the show.
"Is this the CCTV footage in the hospital?" ask without taking your eyes off.
"That's right" Angga replied.
Seconds by seconds passed, Alina continued to pay attention to every movement of the person in the recording. At the beginning of the video shows one person walking in the hallway and at the middle there are two people pushing one of the hospital beds out.
On top of that, there was an unconscious patient. Alina smothered her mouth in disbelief. Her small back drooped limp and leaned against the head of the chair, slowly the clear brown iris stared at Angga and Sarah alternately.
As if understanding what Alina was thinking, they nodded in agreement.
"These two guys?" lirih Alina's.
"Yes, they are doctors and nurses at the hospital where I work," Angga explained to her in disbelief.