Disappeared

Chapter 45: Crying

At 6am.

Zara woke up from her sleep. He looked at the ceiling. She couldn't sleep all night thinking about her husband. For 2 weeks he has been looking at his mistakes.

I miss Om Juna.

How am I supposed to?

I'm really mean

Sera who was wearing shoes saw Zara. He smiled then threw the doll into Zara's face.

"Isssh... What the hell is tun?" said Zara.

"Udah take a shower. Beautiful Dandan, meet Uncle Juna at the airport!" said Sera.

Zara sighed, she pulled the blanket up to her head. Sera continued to ridicule him because his twin sister was so hypocritical of his feelings.

"I'm going to school first, okay? Don't forget Uncle Juna's 8 samperin at the airport" Sera said.

After Sera came out of the room, Zara sat on her bed. She saw her phone ringing from her husband.

Zara is very happy but hesitates to lift her.

Zara only looked at her husband's wallpaper so handsome that the phone from Juna stopped and didn't ring anymore.

Zara left her room, headed for the balcony and looked at the clear sky. He was confused as to what to do, he could not approach Juna first because he was embarrassed to leave him.

My mom suddenly came from behind. He stroked Zara's head, he knew the hardness of his son.

"Zara, loyalty is expensive. There is rarely a man as loyal and responsible as Juna. Don't think about his past! Think of the present and the future! and think of your twin babies too! Caring for and raising a child without a father is hard, Zara. Mama felt it" said Mama.

"Udahlah mah! It's still morning don't lecture! Zara wants to wash her face first" replied Zara.

Her mother shook her head. Zara's just getting childish. Indeed Zara is not ready at the age to get married but rice has become porridge because Zara is already pregnant first due to the actions of Juna.

Zara went into the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth. His mind was still focused on Juna.

Zara was crying and feeling sorry.

I should how?

Cook I have to meet Om Juna first? Shy dong.

After coming out of the bathroom he rushed to the kitchen. He sat in a chair while daydreaming. Usually Juna will make food. She misses Juna's food.

"Sir, please make Zara nasgor dong!" said Zara.

"Good, non"

"The eggs break, stir together with the rice," said Zara.

"Tumben, non? Don't usually like it if the eggs are broken?"

"It's just the desire"

Zara remembers Juna often made fried rice like that. He misses Juna's fried rice.

"Non Zara how much daydream? Kangen den Juna huh?" godaunt.

"Ish. Zara is at home" replied Zara.

After almost 20 minutes of waiting. Zara was finally able to enjoy her favorite fried rice. He ate voraciously even though it tasted very different from Juna's.

I miss Om Juna.

After finishing the food. He's headed to the park.

His troubled mind made him very confused.

Otherside.

Juna after bathing and then put on his clothes. His mind was always thinking of Zara let alone the girl not picking up her phone.

You must have forgotten me, Zara?

Why so fast?

Juna grabbed his phone and tried to call Zara again.

"Hallo?" said Zara.

Juna smiled. "Zara, how are you?"

Tut. tut's...

Zara immediately hung up on him making Juna very sad.

Juna just wanted to say goodbye to Zara.

Okay Zara. I understand if you don't love anymore. I don't want to force you.

Juna then walked towards the kitchen. He made Zara's favorite fried rice. He peeled the onions and picked the red chili.

Maybe because the onion effect made him shed tears or maybe because of sad thinking about Zara.

Juna washed his hands and sat down on the chair. He cried out his sadness. Both marriages should be the same.

"I'll order some food" muttered Juna.

Juna grabbed the phone and ordered food. She did not want to continue cooking as she was reminded by Zara.

The status of the widower will approach me.

Pathetic widower. No 4 months of marriage has been like this.

Suddenly the house bell rang. Juna immediately opened it which turned out to be Sean and Assistant Kim coming.

Sean hugged Juna. He's gonna lose his crazy friend.

"Hoi sentet's... Don't be sad! You can play there" said Juna while stroking Sean's back.

"You're my best friend Juna even though you're a playboy and a jerk and a basket boy" Sean said.

"You're here to make fun of me, just go home!" answer Juna.

Sean took off his embrace and went straight into Juna's house without being told to.

Juna looked furious but he was sober because it was their farewell day.

"Make me coffee, Juna!" ask Sean.

Juna snorted, he immediately made coffee for the two of them.

After a few minutes of coffee. Juna took the coffee to the living room and handed it to his two friends.

"Till this second Zara hasn't picked up your phone?" ask Sean.

"So had time to lift after it was directly turned off. Uh but why are you here?"

"We'd like to take you to the airport, doc" Assistant Kim said.

Huh.they look happy when I'm leaving.

They drink coffee made by Juna while Juna is seen looking at his cell phone who knows Zara sent a message.

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Zara just kept stroking her stomach. He was very upset with his own feelings.

Should I be so happy dong if Om Juna leaves?

I can be free and I can find another guy.

Zara grabbed her phone and looked at Juna's photo. He wiped the photo.

Om Juna did not ask for his son. Huh.

Let's move on Zara! It's your decision. Don't regret it!

Zara sat down and ruffled her hair. Juna, Juna and Juna were in his mind until when Juna called him again. I wanted to reject her, but my heart wanted to talk to her husband.

"Hallo?" said Zara.

"Zara, are you okay?"

"Hem"

"I want to say goodbye" said Juna.

"Go!"

"Sounds like you're really happy, huh?"

"Hem"

Juna let out a sigh, he smiled even though it felt heavy.

"Please take care of our child! I entrust you," said Juna.

"Om saying so like going and not coming back? Om must take care of this child, " replied Zara.

"If you want me back I'll come back, Zara"

Zara turned off her phone. She was crying sobbing. My mom just looked at him. He doesn't have to defend Zara.

"Za.. already there shower! We're going to the airport. At least you should say goodbye to Juna" said the mother.

"If Om Juna goes how's this kid, mah?" ask Zara while sobbing.

"Eat it before acting should think first, Zara! You always let Juna down until he left you. Now I just realized, isn't his name lost?"

My mom hugged Zara. He calmed Zara who was crying a mouthful.

Hope your tears aren't fake, Zara.

May your tears sincerely weep for Juna and not be contrived.