Disappeared

Disappeared
Chapter 43: Drowning



I just want my life back to what it used to be. I can play with friends. Can live freely, can get here and there without anyone forbidding. But after I got married everything changed as if there were chains around my neck choking me. I can't be free, I'm always spied on by a man named husband.


I know she loves me so much but I'm not really ready for this wedding.


I was thinking, instead of me killing my babies, I would rather just die and be able to die together with my baby.


Goodbye, all of you, goodbye. I will leave this bitter life.


Zara drowned herself in Sean's swimming pool at midnight. The water seemed to attract him to sink to the bottom. He did it on purpose because there was no other choice.


Zara closed her eyes, and water appeared to have entered her ears, nose, and mouth. He deliberately tortured himself and hoped the angel of death would soon take his life.


Until someone pulls his hand and brings it to the surface. Who else if not Sean? Sean was very surprised to see his sister was not in the room. He saw the outer door that was connected in the pool open. Sean saw the pool like something was awkward, when he approached he saw his sister had drowned in the pool. Sean thoughtlessly helped Zara.


When he got to the top, Sean put Zara by the pool. Zara was unconscious.


Sean screams Zara awake until the sleeping Mauren awakens and approaches them.


"Zara why oppa?" ask Mauren.


"He's drowning, get Juna!" said Sean.


Mauren immediately calls Juna and tells him that Zara is drowning. Juna was very surprised and immediately headed to Sean's apartment.


Juna who had just fallen asleep because he was drunk forced to wake up. Although his head was very dizzy he was forced to drive a car.


Hearing Zara drown, he was so frustrated. It was all his fault.


Half an hour later.


Juna arrived at Sean's apartment, he immediately approached Zara who was asleep in bed. After waking up, Sean told him to go to sleep.


"Zara" said Doctor Juna, stroking Zara's head.


"She just slept Juna, here you are! I want to talk to you, ", Sean said.


Juna and Sean were talking in front of the pool. Juna continued to wipe away her tears. He was confused about what to do.


"You drunk, Juna? Can't you get rid of your bad habits?"


"Sean, what should I do? Why is Zara like this? I love him so much" said Juna.


"I don't understand what Zara's thinking either, but it's better for you to be apart than for Zara to be unhappy" Sean replied.


"You told me to divorce Zara? What kind of friend are you?" juna was angry.


Sean sighed, he could not help much but seeing Zara commit suicide made him feel good about Zara.


"Zara's still unstable, Sean. I understand him so much and I'm sure he loves me too. You don't remember when Zara pleaded for Mr Soldier's blessing? It shows that Zara loves me. I was suspicious of Anita, and she must have provoked Zara. The snake woman I had to get rid of her immediately" said Juna.


"The matter about Anita's sister isn't finished yet?"


"Police are still investigating the discrepancy of the DNA test results. If indeed the test results are faked then I will sue the hospital even though it is a shade hospital owned by Young Group" said Juna.


"I'll help you Juna. Now you have to think about your relationship with Zara going forward" Sean said.


Juna sighed, he only wished that Zara would open the door of his heart. Juna believes that if Zara also loves him, maybe Zara's unstable emotions make Zara always think short.


"But why did Zara drown? Isn't Zara good at swimming?" ask Juna wonder.


"It's likely that he deliberately drowned himself and we better take him to the hospital to get his womb checked"


Juna agrees, he and Sean take Zara to the hospital. Sean was at the drop-off because Juna was half-drunk and couldn't drive.


"Oren, you're home. Tomorrow morning oppa will go home," said Sean.


Sean carried the awakened Zara on his back. Zara was surprised that her husband was there.


"Sister Sean, I'm fine" Zara said.


Juna tried to hold Zara's hand but Zara brushed him off. He turned his face. Juna was so hurt, he didn't expect that her marriage was so much drama.


Arriving at the hospital.


Zara was examined by a doctor on duty. Sean and Juna wait outside, they pray that the baby in Zara's stomach is okay.


Sean patted Juna on the shoulder, giving encouragement to his close friend.


"Juna, I don't want to make you sadder but I've done this to you every now and then. You better let Zara go" Sean said.


"What's my fault Sean? I'm sure Zara was just labile with her thoughts. He loves me so much"


"If Zara loves you, she will never try to leave you. Or put it this way, you're pretending to leave Zara, what's her reaction? If he did love you he would have regretted losing a man as good as you" Sean said.


Juna squeezed his hand, he was afraid to do that. He is afraid that Zara will not regret losing Juna.


Juna leaned his head and drew up a plan.


"Do I have to pretend to leave Zara?"


"Right, I'm sure Zara would feel lost if she did love you" Sean said.


Suddenly the doctor who examined Zara came. She said that Zara and her two babies are fine.


Juna breathed a sigh of relief.


"Sean, I'll do it that way. I'm gonna pretend to leave Zara. I'm sure he must have been looking for me and begged me not to leave him" Juna said.


"May it work Juna. I will always support you"


Juna chose to go home and did not see Zara. He must be good at acting in the future.


While Sean went in and saw Zara who had not slept.


"Sleep Zara, it's midnight. Your mama's coming tomorrow morning" Sean said.


Zara ignored Sean's words. He was looking for the whereabouts of the husband through the sight of his eyes.


"Where is Om Juna?" ask Zara.


"Why are you asking Juna? Don't you intend to leave him?" answer Sean.


Zara was stuck with Sean's words. He then switched the conversation. Sean smiled. He saw Zara was so embarrassed.


"Juna plans to return to Anita. I'll help you with your divorce"


"Om Juna said that?" zara asked in surprise.


I don't know why Zara hurt even if that's what she wanted. Sean smiled faintly, he could see Zara being annoyed through her facial expression.


"Yes, Juna said so"


"All right if Om Juna doesn't love Zara? Why is she that easy to get Zara?" said Zara.


"Aren't you the one who wanted all that? Why are you upset by yourself?"


Zara was silent, she immediately pulled the blanket up to her head.


Sean smiled and stroked Zara's head.


"Think about Zara. If you take Juna off, you'll regret it" Sean said.


"I won't regret it" cried Zara.


"I don't want you to cry if Juna leaves you and I'll definitely make fun of you because you regret what you did" Sean said.