THE ACTOR

CHAPTER 98. DON'T WASTE TIME.

"Mommy, make a surprise, why appear without such a sound..?"

Zill spoke like that, when she realized her mother was standing next to her. The mother smiled at her son's words.

"Have you heard from Sherlin yet..?"

"Oh, there's no news about him, I'm busy giving lessons to our rival company until we forget about it..!"

"You lied, baby, you pretended not to know, because your heart is still not able to throw that feeling just like that..!"

Zill took a deep breath hearing what her mother had said. The woman could always guess correctly what she was feeling.

"Law Mi, I need time, which is important now, she is good, her mother-in-law has also changed, Gisella is also not likely to bother her husband anymore, that's enough to make me happy to see him now happy...!"

"But, you also have to be happy dear, start to give the opportunity to the woman who puts her heart on you..!"

"What's the news about Sherlin..?"

"She's pregnant..!"

"Thank God, one more miracle God gave him, and I think he should accept that, he's the most magical person I've ever known in my life..!"

"Unlike mami, who was immediately down and self-destructive when the deceased husband seduced the woman...!"

Zill reflex turned to hear what her mother had said.

"Mommy also has a sincere heart, the proof, mom can forgive Gisella now..?"

"That's because mami is also a Zill woman, a woman's heaviest blow is when she can't bear a child..!"

Zill took a deep breath. What Gisella received was indeed very tragic. To be honest, Zill was horrified to remember everything that had happened. It was like a dream, but it was real. A mystical experience that might if told to others, in the sophisticated age as it is now, will make people will not believe.

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"Sell..!"

Gisella glanced when the door of her room was opened, and Dina appeared to her best friend, who went straight into her room.

The woman was sitting at the edge of Gisella's bed not far away where Gisella was also sitting with a blank stare staring out the window of her room.

"Sorry yes, I just got to nengokin you..! I'm concerned about what you're going through right now...!"

Gisella sighed hearing Dina's words.

"Gue destroyed Din...!"

Said without tone.

"But you still have us Sell, you're not completely destroyed, you can be happy if you want to sincerely accept everything that has happened..!"

"Gue crippled Din, I can't be a career woman anymore, I'm getting useless so..!"

"Crippled doesn't mean you can't be useful to someone else Sell. There are many things you can do if you want, not being a career woman does not mean that woman is immediately bad, because the nature of women is not in a career..!"

"Gue want to ask you one thing, do you actually know the consequences that I will receive when I increase the level of Ki Robius's science power at that time...?"

Dina was silent for a moment, upon hearing what Gisella said.

"Gue told you, the risk is gedde but you don't want to terrorize me...!"

Sahut Dina with a tone of heart. Not wanting to make Gisella even more devastated over their conversation. Gisella sighed.

"All because of my feelings on the big Revand. I'm not afraid to accept the risks that I might receive, but after this, I become less likely I ngarep the man again, my circumstances are like this, I am, how can make a man like him turn away from his wife, not a defect I'm hard to get him, let alone I'm disabled like this...!"

"Sell, you're too focused on your practical feelings, until you forget there's a man who sincerely loves you..!"

"Pram..?"

Dina nodded. Gisella took a breath.

"Where are you..?"

"Gue met him downstairs..!"

"What...?"

"Why is that a shock...?"

"Because I've rejected him, I think he's useless expecting me, in vain, he can find a better woman than me, I think, he came back to Jakarta when I told him to come back, I don't want to hurt anymore Din, I'm not handicapped if he stepped on me, let alone me like this...!"

"Sell, what did you get from this incident that almost took your life..?"

Dina asked in a tone of heart.

"Fear, which I've never felt before..!"

"When...?"

"Himwa I'll be taken...!"

"Why are you afraid of death...?"

Gisella was silent at the question coming out of her best friend's mouth.

"Eitherway. I just feel scared, because what I want has not been realized, because that's what I don't feel willing to die before it's all realized...!"

"Not Sell. It's because you feel guilty about what you've done. You're afraid to die, because you want to fix all the mistakes you've made..!"

"No one will believe an actor can repent Din...!"

"There's Sell, the people you've hurt, Revand, Sherlin, Zill all give you a chance to change, don't waste that time being a waste Sell, you know, no one can forgive a mistake with sincerity like they were Keelo, especially Sherlin, she's the woman you hurt the most, but the first to be willing to forgive all your mistakes...!"

Gisella. Inexplicably hearing Sherlin's name honestly he still felt jealous of the woman, but what Sherlin had done to him when he was at the end of death, really can not make him to do bad things again to the woman.

Which woman would save the life of the woman who wanted to take her husband...? Only Sherlin can do that. That's why, even though the envy is still there, considering what Sherlin has done to her, enough to make Gisella so embarrassed, to repeat the thought of taking Revand back, to the other side, even though his love for the man is still as great as it used to be.

"Sherlin is stupid. He should have let me die, because if I died, wouldn't that make him free from my distractions. He had a chance to get me killed, but he didn't want to do it, whereas, over and over again I wanted to get him killed, to pay everyone, he said, but the woman never avenged my bad deeds with bad things as well, I was so ashamed of it, I felt it was natural, Revand loved that woman so much...!!"

Dina smiled at what Gisella said. Never did he think it would come out of the mouth of a man like Gisella, whom he already knew so haughtily as to admit himself to guilt.

"Sell's. Your chance to get better is still there. Use that well. We have to prove, not all actors are rotten to the end. Humans have many reasons to take action. So do you and me, we are like this because it was once too hurt, but what is now happening to you is also opening my eyes and mind, that if we sincerely accept the bitter pill that we receive, then there is a sweet thing that will wait for us, not have to force something that we should not have to force...!"

"I mean you..? You're happy with the person you pelletize, not like me who failed miserably..!"

Dina was bowed to hear what her best friend had said.

"Lu know, why am I just seeing you now...?"

"Because you're too cool to make love to your husband, right...!!"

Dina again shook her head, her face turned very grim.

"My husband died Sell, when the devil was destroyed, the science was also destroyed, because my husband was weak in faith, worship also never, he also could not fortify himself, he also could not fortify himself, and that makes me feel so guilty. Because of love, I actually kill the person I love, you still mending your loved ones stay alive without anything less, while I, this feeling makes me feel condemned for life...!"

What Dina said made Gisella unable to hide her surprise. Apparently, it's not just him who's at risk from what he's done. But also Dina. Dina's right, how could he see Revand die because of her..? At the hotel first, Gisella seemed crazy to see Revand wanted to jump out of the window of Zill's hotel. Gisella can not imagine if Revand also died because the demon Ki Robius was also destroyed at that time, but honestly he was shocked to hear the man who loved his best friend was also affected by the science of Ki Robius, whereas compared to him, Dina is able to do Ki Robius requirements well...!

Note: Don't judge someone by the bad things they've done. But judge what he does now and in the future, because every human being must have made mistakes, and every guilty person deserves to be given the opportunity to change, for the Lord also provides forgiveness for His servants who make mistakes and promise not to repeat them until the end of their lives.

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