I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Again and again

After Alisa cleansed herself, she went into the room where her husband was fast asleep.

The clock on the wall shows ten o'clock in the evening. Alisa is very hungry, but she has not prayed.

First he prayed after he ate. His energy was drained when the husband had invited him to wade through the heavenly sea.

''Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi.'' said Alisa after her prayers were finished.

For a moment he clapped, he saw where Emil was. His heart was sliced when he remembered the incident that had just happened in his nature.

His heart ached, seeing Emil can fall asleep soundly while he had to endure pain all over the body and also the core center.

Alisa sobbed, she cried by covering her mouth so that Emil did not know. The pain in his body was not worth the wound of his heart.

After he calmed down, he looked up and prayed,

Oh, my God, my God, Robbi, my God.. You are loving, loving, and loving, and nothing escapes your sight.. Forgive the sins of my parents, protect them wherever they are and bestow your Grace and grace upon them both..

Oh, my God, my God.. Forgive my husband's sins.both present and past.guid him to always go to your path.. Open the door of your guidance to him wide.. Whatever he has done today is the destiny that you have set for me. I will accept with roomy chest the good and bad of my husband.. I'm just an ordinary man who does not escape sin.it's just that I didn't expect.if my priest would turn out like this.I'm sorry servant ya Robb if servant complains to you.. not a servant complains.it just feels different.pardon me servant ya Robb.. May this be a field of reward for me to go to your heaven.. Amiid...

After Alisa finished praying still wearing her face, Alisa headed to the kitchen when her stomach was getting sore because she had not eaten dinner.

The dinner she said was with her beloved husband turned into a delicious meal for her husband but not for her.

Arriving in the kitchen, he saw two packages containing fried noodles and egg martabak. Alisa opened the two packs at once, then she split the two.

Half fried noodles and half scrambled eggs. He who was hungry, saw the food that stirred his appetite makes himself flurry.

Alisa ate with gourmand. Although occasionally shrinking the clear water flowing on his cheeks. Her usual dinner of three with parents is now just by herself.

Eating in a wounded mood. However, after thinking about what Emil did it was natural. Is Emil her husband?

I don't know! Alisa doesn't know what's going on with her heart right now. After dinner, he returned to his room and lay down on Emil's side.

It feels like Alisa has only been sound asleep for a while, but has been disturbed. Something was pouring into his face.

Because she was so sleepy, Alisa did not care about it. His body is so tired.

Just a moment he dissolved in a dream, now his body is like being peppered. Alisa moved uneasily as something wet tickled her.

Wanted to wake up, but couldn't. Because he was so weak he was not powerful. Alisa could only moan involuntarily.

A person who was in control of his body burned the fog of passion, when he heard the moans and villages of Han from the owner of the body.

Alisa wriggles uncontrollably under her shackles. The more he swallowed, the stronger Alisa's groan became.

Alisa was being fondled by something in her dream. However, to just open his eyes he could not.

There was someone there, someone who missed him so much. Alisa only saw her back body. Unknowingly Alisa was long-moaning.

The suspect smiled. He knew that the wife had just gone through the first release.

When the unification happened, Alisa flinched. He opened his eyes and saw that Emil was already on it.

Alisa looked at him wryly. While Emil looked at him with a mist of passion. As Emil pushed back his hips, Alisa screamed.

For him it still hurts. Because just last night she did with her husband. A clear thread flowed down his cheek.

Seeing Alisa crying, she smiled. Alisa opened her eyes and saw Emil was smiling with his lower body constantly moving on it.

Alisa looked at Emil. Again and again, Emil ignored Alisa who was crying sob.

His heart is broken, his hope is broken. Just now she was praying, hoping that her husband would be a little more sensitive to her. But look at it now.

What happened just now, is repeated.

The moans and Han village inside Alisa's room continued to sound.

Only he was snarling and hissing. While Alisa dissolves in the grief of nestapa.

At the final blow, Emil hugged Alisa so tightly. He hugged Alisa with his eyes closed and breath panting.

Alisa who saw him fell silent. After she finished, Emil pulled her body from Alisa's body.

The union was painful according to Alisa while according to Emil, it was very pleasant. Again, Emil ignored Alisa.

No words of affection, no thanks from him. Makes Alisa sob.

He slept with his back to Emil. I wish the young man would embrace her. Up to half an hour Alisa waited, still no warm embrace from the husband.

''Yes Robb... strengthen me.. I am sincere if this is my destiny.. this is my duty.. but why does it hurt so much to be ignored like this??'' whispered while sobbing.

Long Alisa cried, unconsciously she slept until the dawn he was not aware. Alisa woke up when the sun was already showing its light.

''Ehm... What time is this??'' alisa said with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.

He looked to the other side of the bed. There's nobody there. Alisa disappointed. Since he was already having bad luck, he rushed up and headed for the bathroom.

As she was about to move, Alisa again felt a sense of untold pain. Alisa breathed.

''Ssssttt is very sick today, I can't cook. Auwf.. Ohhh .. it hurts so much.

He continued walking while enduring the pain at the center of his core. Alisa crying.

Again and again she was disappointed in her husband.

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TB