I'm Not a Shit Carrier

I'm Not a Shit Carrier
Pakde Tarman



Alisa screamed as hard as she saw Gilang leave her.He woke up from his sobbing, Alisa kept crying calling Gilang's name.


Bude who saw him panicked, while out there Alisa family was very surprised. They all run into Alisa's room to see what's going on.


Brrruuuaakkk


The door is pushed from the outside with a loud noise. They all stood in front of the door. They were glued to see Alisa's situation.


Alisa still hiccups, she hasn't opened her eyes yet but Alisa's sitting just like her bud. He was sitting in a state of concern.


A matted prayer mat, a slanted face, her eyes swollen, her cheeks wet with tears. They all saw Alisa's state of pity, but what should they do if the yoga pack themselves refused her. So did Mama Alina.


Pakde approached bude and asked what was going through his eyes. Bude replied with a blink of an eye sign that Alisa was not okay.


Bude leads Alisa to fall on the bed. Alisa according, he walked gontai assisted with Alisa sleeping with the right tilted position to turn his back on them all.


Alisa still hiccups but her eyes are closed. Apparently he fell asleep while prostrating his worship. Not to mention his body feels hot he sweats indicating he is feverish.


Bude knows that Alisa has a fever because she took care of Alisa from last night. After feeling Alisa calm, and not crying anymore then Bude out of his room.


Pakde who could not bear to see the situation Alisa, immediately he told Hilman to call Pak Yoga. They should discuss this immediately seeing Alisa's apprehensive condition.


A moment later Pak Yoga and his wife came and sat there in front of his family. Pak yoga looked at his sister with a flat face without expression, as well as Pakde Tarman he also had a flat face Namaun firmly.


Mama Alina kept quiet and sat next to her husband. From last night he did not see the situation of Alisa at all. Luckily they were all there otherwise, Alisa would have been taken to the hospital by now because her parents didn't care about her anymore.


This is a very serious thing, sir. So he had to act for Alisa's good. Accept it or not it is up to them what they will be like. What matters now is Alisa's situation.


Pakde looked at Pak Yoga and sighed.


''Do you know why you were called here??''


Yoga is just quiet. Not knowing he was just silent. Pakde Tarman continued his words making Pak Yoga and mama Alina stare at them flatly without expression.


''Only here is your affection as a Yoga parent?? Does the word love a mother without limits' only apply when you feel happy at the same time your daughter?? Where are your conscience?? Should you be called parents?? I don't think you deserve to be called the father of Yoga and you don't deserve to be called the mother of Alina!


You're both selfish! You are only concerned with your ego! Without seeing and hearing the true reason of Alisa. You judge him as if you were the one here most hurt!


Look in there! all night she cried until she had a fever. Is there a little bit of pity in your heart for him?? I guess not! because from last night until today you don't even care about him!!


What if something happens to him when we're not here??


What if the head of the former accident suddenly relapses again??


And hahh.. What if he died last night?? Are you guys also unwilling to see him for the last time??''


You two don't deserve to be called parents. There are many people out there who want to have children but can't. But y'all? You even wasted the opportunity afforded by the almighty.


You two are negligent!! You better not have kids!! Let you know what the pain is not having children!!


Really !! I'm disappointed in you two!!!''


Dduuuaaaarrr


Like being struck by lightning in a hole. Pak yoga and mama Alina gasped at the words of Pakde Tarman.


They were surprised by the words of Mr. Tarman as well as other younger brothers they were the same. Moreover, they know that all this time Mr. Tarman, did not want to say that would hurt people. But today Pakde Tarman issued a word that is very painful for those who hear.


''Why?? Shocked I'm talking like this?? Are you surprised by Yoga?? I won't talk like this if you don't start!!


Do you remember how you fought to get Alisa?? You two desperately tried to get around here and there for treatment so you could get a child. But now?? You guys are wasting it instead. It was as if what you had obtained was nothing, compared to your feelings of disappointment towards him!!


You're selfish!!


I will decide! From today I will take care of Alisa and consider her as my own daughter!!


I'll take good care of it! We will not waste a gift from the almighty like a kaliian!!''


Tests


Tests


Tests


Mama Alina's tears fell on her hands. He sobbed until his shoulders shook from crying.


Don't they know that she's just as sick as Alisa ?? He was just disappointed that! not that he ignored Alisa. Really am! the statement from Mr. Tarman hurt his heart.


Pak Yoga stared at the pakde expressionlessly, flat. He was silent for a long time, only his eyes moved to and fro a sign he was agitated by the words of Mr. Tarman.


It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that the disappointment is still there. Who the hell would want that?? No one will want to, just that he still cannot accept that his daughter has been betrothed by people's children.


If she could choose, it was better for Alisa to be an old girl than she had to marry someone far away, Alisa would automatically be taken away by her husband.


Pak Yoga is not ready to lose Alisa.


She still loves Alisa.


He did not want Alisa taken away.


Therefore he was forced to do this so that Alisa understood that she loved her daughter very much.


And it turned out that his attitude like this had hurt Alisa's feelings. What should he do now??


Pak yoga can only bow, he does not want to show his weak side to his sister and brother.


The downside is *Alisa.


Beloved daughter*. Her pride princess.


He will be weak when it comes to Alisa. Unfortunately, Mr. Tarman and his other brothers did not understand that.


A moment of silence.Silent.it only sounded Mama Alina's sobbing.


Pakde continued to look at the two of them. There is a sense not to the heart but forced to do it so that they are aware! That having it does not mean being wasted. Having it does not mean not being noticed, but because having that love and affection will grow into a sense of willingness.


To let go does not mean to let go.


Are they afraid of losing Alisa??


So they do something like this??


Pakde Tarman sighed.


Let time answer it.


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Hold your breath yes, because after this will be a lot of chili and onion othor slip here..


😁😁😁


See you's...


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