I'm Not a Shit Carrier

The more tormented

''Hiks.. hiks... I am not an unlucky carrier!!!" peekkik Alisa in heart.

If the sacred words he could get out then it would slightly reduce the pain in his heart.

''I'm sorry I married you! Starting tomorrow, I don't want to know! You have to get my money changed! Change all my money during my work in the new week and also in Berastagi these three months!! Replace it! Or you should leave this house!!!'' peekit Emil's.

So furious Emil, he floated his backpack to Alisa's body.

Bugs!

Bugs!

''Astaghfirullah!! My mother!!'' Ira shrieked, as she saw Alisa close her eyes as she endured the pain all over her body.

Emil doesn't care about the shrill voice Ira says he has.

''Dad already! don't torture Mak anymore! Poor Mak, Dad! Mak's pregnant again!'' pekik Ira's.

Not less, but increasing. Alisa could only shut up. Tears continued to fall on his tapered cheeks.

Hasbunallahi wani'mal vice ni'mal Maula wani'mannashir..

Repeatedly Alisa recited this remembrance in her heart. I hope God's help comes to her.

Till...

''Enough Well!! Don't torture my heaven anymore!! Would you like, if I avenge your heaven?!'' peekik Lana was so loud.

He ran to hug Alisa who was being beaten blindly. ''Son??''

''Wild Mak! Let him know! Who is really guilty here!!! If Mak hadn't asked for it, I would have killed him!!!!!'' lana's cry was so shrill.

Until Emil stops from hitting Alisa's body. He stood with the words of his only son.

''We're getting out of here, Mom!! You can't bear to see Mak being tortured like this! Even if you have money, you will pay for all that money! We're leaving, Mom! Brother please.'' ask Lana very much.

She hugged Alisa tightly. And Ira as well. The three of them were crying.

Emil who saw her sculpted. Lana still hugged Alisa tightly. ''Mak??''

''You can't, son.. Mak is pregnant.. Where should we go, son?? While Mak's money was up to pay her.

Lana knew the meaning of the word 'pay it' meant by Alisa. ''Please, Mother .. come on.'' invite her again with trembling lips.

Alisa shakes. ''No what son.. Sincere .. You have to replace the one that is finished. A patient brother, huh?''

''Mak??''

''Yes, Son! Tomorrow Mak will find a job to replace the money. You have to stay here with Mak? Accompany Mak, hem??'' sahut Alisa while stroking Lana's head fondly.

While Emil still stands there. He was still busy with his thoughts about someone Lana wanted to kill.

Wh who? Her thought. Unable to think about it, Emil chose to leave Alisa and her two children who were still in deep sadness.

''Better now we're beberes huh? Our house is very dirty. Come on. We both clean her.'' said Alisa.

He tried to get up from his seat. But I can't. Those who see it cry more. ''Just sit down, right? Does it still hurt his stomach?''

''Ssssttt. yes, Mak just sit here.

After her he sat up leaning against the wall with little by little he rubbed his belly it.

I'm not strong..When can we meet again?? I can't stand it..

take me away.

Ira and Lana who saw him can only resign now. Many times Lana tried to persuade him, but still not in pusher by Alisa.

Now what can he do besides just being able to give up the situation?

The longer instead of the less pain in Alisa's heart. He was increasingly tormented by the behavior of Emil who always blamed him.

Again, Lana tried to get them to leave. But Alisa still does not. Until every day his heart was tormented by Emil's treatment of him.

For example, on this night, Emil kicked Alisa out of her room by pushing Alisa with his leg to her stomach.

''Go!!! Don't you sleep near me! I'm sick of seeing you! Sleep outside!!'' jolt Emil with teeth grinding.

Dugs.

Dugs.

''Astaghfirullah! Oh God! Alrighty! I'm going out! You can be mad at me, but not at my stomach! There is my son in here! If you don't want this kid, it's okay! But I want this kid! He's innocent! He's a gift to me!'' sahut Alisa was very upset with Emil's behavior.

''Huh! do a lot of talking to you! out!!'' jolt Emil again.

Alisa breathed. ''Allah, I am sure he will change.. I know, I was wrong for lying to her. But I was forced to do all this for my sake, herself and this family.

Lana who saw her Mak getting sobbed behind the door of her room. So is Ira. They both cried while hugging.

''We go, brother.. You can't see Mak kayak... Come brother..we go.'' take Lana again to Ira.

''Can't Dek.. Where are we going? We do not have a Dek home.Can we go back to Mak village? Mak will not want.not to mention the money Mak just stay a little in the account, we can what with the money Deck.'' whispered Ira in Lana's ear.

''Hiks.. Mak's... Mak's.. Mak.we go, brother.. Brother is not strong continuously see Mak like that.

And so is Alisa. His body shook because he was crying. How many days he was looking for a job but never got it.

''Where am I going now?? My money is just a little bit, at least enough for the cost of giving birth.I think I should make risol deh. Tomorrow I start buying with the money. I'll leave Ira and Lana later. Also at Tama's school. Tama..'' lirih Alisa so slow.

He remembered that his adopted son had not come to their house for a month. I don't know where his adopted son is.

Tama is big now. He can find his own money. Even his pocket money Tama no longer asks from Linda.

''Where are you going, son?? Why haven't you come here in a month?? Mak kangen.'' said Alisa again.

Unbeknownst to their family if Tama is in front of their door.

Tama sobbed at the door of Alisa's house. Intentions of wanting to visit her Mak instead get news that is so painful for her.

''Calm down, hiks.. Brother will help Mak to pay the debt to that person. For a month now, Mak's brother.. I heard from Lana, because Lana herself said the same brother. My brother will help Mak. Later I said to Mama. Mama just got a ride yesterday from her office. I hope you help Mak Alisa. Mak calm down.. Brother will help. hiks.. Mak.''' lirih Tama behind the door of Emil and Alisa's house.

Hold on from there with a wounded heart. It turns out that his departure for a month to work, to help Alisa even become runyam because of the endless debt problems.

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A little closer to the end!

TB