I'm Not a Shit Carrier

I'm Not a Shit Carrier
Justice



''If you are unable to take care of it, or want it, then release it! Once again I reiterate to you, let go of Alisa! don't make him die slowly because of your treatment! Hasn't it been enough all this time, the suffering you've given her? Not enough, did you get her hurt?? Help u! Leave Alisa! Because it's better, than having to live with you who always torment his mind! Let him be free. Give her justice! Because as long as you're married to her, you haven't been fair to her. You're just next to Emil! Release Alisa! let my sister take her! We are ready to accept Alisa!'' firmly midwife Novi with a sharp look at Emil.


''Sister?? Who's her sister??'' murmured Emil, but still heard by the midwives Novi and Alvian.


''Alvian Dharmawan's. My cousin's sister!'' reply can Novi because he heard the murmur of Emil.


Emil stared flatly at the midwife Novi. ''Even if I ever hurt her, I don't let go of Alisa for another young man! Including that Alvian!'' firmly, then he passed leaving the two of them who were staring because they heard Emil's words just now.


Emil continued walking into a room, where Alisa was being treated. Arriving there, he saw Alisa who was asleep.


He approached Alisa and sat down next to her with a chair in the corner of the room.


Emil stroked Alisa's head. ''Forgive Brother dek.. Brother didn't mean to insult you in front of him. It's just that my chest feels tight when I see you laughing with that young man. I'm not gonna let you go anytime and to anyone. I know I haven't been a sister to you. Then I will give you that justice. I'll be leaving tonight, too. I'll be back when our son is born. I don't know what kind of justice to give you. Is it wrong if I love you so much?? I'm just trying to protect what's mine. But why even you! after I leave, may you not be sad anymore because of my presence! Take care of your womb and our daughter. I have to go, because the car that picked me up has arrived. May you be well without me dear.''emil's voice in Alisa's ear.


Cup.


Cup.


Cup.


The last kiss he gave Alisa's lips. ''I will miss you so much! Huh! brother came home to tell you this. But instead. ah already! I just call Rita's sister, so I can accompany you here. Brother go, baby. See you later.'' Emil again with eyes that have condensed.


Unable to see the face of Alisa who was bruised by her actions, Emil chose to leave. He went to come back.


Go to find sustenance, for the cost of Alisa's delivery. He came out without looking at someone who was looking at him with a look that was not like anything.


He left with the heart he had just given his wife. Two days later they made peace.


Yes, although not as beautiful as before. At the very least, he had already tried to make his household safe and peaceful.


And last night, Alisa gave her due to Emil. Although Alisa still seems flat, but Alisa still serves her well.


Emil went with a deep heart wound hoping for the birth of his


his son later, Emil can already change for the better.


Hope so.


After Emil's departure, Alisa opened her eyes. He stared at the pus on the back that had passed leaving him gone somehow for how long.


A clear thread flowed from the corner of his eye. Alisa was crying in silence. There were only tears, indicating that he was injured.


I've never hated you bang. I love you, because you're my priest. If I don't want you, why did I choose?


I accept you with all your shortcomings and advantages. But that doesn't mean I can always just ignore it.


You don't have honesty bang, that's what I regret. If you were honest with me, wherever you go, I wouldn't have thought anything of it.


So that as a result of my thinking, now I get the consequences. If you go to find sustenance, I sincere bang.


Very sincere.


But if you go to start your new life with another, that's not what I'm willing to say.


May you survive until the destination bang Emil. May God protect you wherever you are.


I'm sorry, if I blocked you from hitting the Alvian bang. I did that on purpose, so you wouldn't be looked upon badly by bang Alvian.


I know you. And I totally understand. It's just, you can't be fair in dividing your time for me and for others.


Now you're leaving me and our son here. Hopefully after this, our household will be peaceful and there will be no more division. Amiiam..


Alisa in the heart. He rubbed the clear grain that flowed nonstop. He smiled when he saw Alvian coming in with Ira and Niko.


''Mak!''


''Are you not in the car?? Who is sick, Mom? how even to be the big brother who was carried by Om Alvian??''


''Hehehehe!'' woe to the little girl.


''So.. met dad??'' alisa asked her little girl.


Ira silence. ''Brother.'' call Alisa again.


''No Mak. My sister does not want to see my father. Brother was afraid to see father earlier.'' said the little girl.


Alisa breathed.


''Yes already, later if Uak Rita comes, brother goes home? Not good here long. Tomorrow I can go home. I told you earlier that Uak Rita will be here soon.


Next to Alisa's cheek is still sore and bruised. But he didn't mind. Just now, Alisa called Rita, now her people are nongol.


He came with a face so angry. Alisa who saw it, you know. Rita breathed.


''It's better??'' ask her with a flat face.


Alisa smiling. ''I'm not angry with you, right??'' asked like that Rita melengos.


Alisa who understands, can only smile. ''Sister.not his fault. My fault. Because I blocked him from hitting Alvian's bang. Don't be angry brother.'' persuade Alisa to Rita.


Again, Rita melengos. ''Why the hell?! you always just stand up for that fucking sister?! Don't you know, if his actions were wrong?!'' ketus Rita's.


Again, Alisa smiled. Alvian was stunned to see her. How not, Rita still talks to him.


But look, Alisa instead smiled and tried to persuade Rita not to be angry with her husband anymore.


''Listen to Alisa sister! I know, if bang Emil's making a lot of mistakes. But we as humans can only rebuke him, not punish him. I forgive all his sins, brother.is not man the place to be wrong?? I can only pray for her without patronizing her sister.I know what a bang Emil looks like. Actually he's good, it's just that his stance is not fixed. If it's an emotion, then vent it. He does not think, if his actions hurt others. Therefore, I deliberately silence him, so that he realizes and admits his mistakes. And yes! there was one moment I had to fight his injustice, brother! Believe me!'' alisa is at length.


It made three people of that generation stunned.


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