I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Fear

Alisa feels herself going to court soon. Alisa was scared, her knees were shaking, her body was cold hot, as well as her hands were sweating. His entire extended family had gathered, and it was time for him to be tried. Mama Alina sat away from him, as did Papa Yoga.

Aunt Alisa who saw the situation of Alisa so frightened, she moved to sit next to Alisa to encourage Alisa if she was later punished by her father.

The atmosphere was gripping, quiet, there was only the sound of crickets out there. Alisa was getting scared, her hands squeezing the edge of her clothes so afraid that Alisa could hear her own heartbeat so fast.

Alisa lowered her head not daring to look at her papa. While Pak Yoga looked at him flat, mama Alina just kept quiet. Uncle Alisa who saw all the family was silent at home, he tried to break the silence between them.

''Ahhhhhhhh, does anyone want to ask? Why is this house empty like a grave? Where is everyone??'' tanyanya with a confused temple.

Yoga sir who heard it sighed.

''Since when??''

The deg!

Alisa was shocked to hear her papa voice. He was getting scared, the aunt who was next to him, rubbed Alisa's shoulder to answer her papa's question.

''Since when is Lis ? Since when did you lie to papa like this ?? Is this the teaching you got all this time when you were studying religious school ?? Answer Lis..!''

Alisa gasped at the words of Pak Yoga. His eyes condensed. His vision became blurry because the tears that had been dammed were fertilized by his eyes. His lips shook with the cry. He twisted the edge of his shirt with his head down.

''Answer son. since when??'' ask Yoga again

Alisa couldn't stand the pace of her tears. The tears were shed without being controlled.

''Sorry Pa.'' he can only say sorry.

''Haahh... How long have you guys been in contact ?? Is Papa's ban you don't listen to Lis ?? Have you been lying to Papa all this time ?? Every morning you always leave early already how many months Papa noticed, is there anything you want to explain Lis ??'' press Pak Yoga makes Alisa unable to speak.

Her lips felt Kelu just to answer questions Pak Yoga. Alisa sobbed, she remained down her face was already filled with tears.

''Why are you lying Lis ?? Is the affection you give so far lacking ?? Until you look elsewhere..??'' pak Cecar Yoga.

''Ma-sorry Alisa Pa-pa.'' he said.

''The correct answer is Lis..!!'' reproof mama Alina.

As a mother, she felt that she failed in educating Alisa, so Alisa dared to lie to them. Mama Alina was disappointed with Alisa's attitude. All this time he always supported whatever he did.But now what? Alisa lied to both of them.

Pak Yoga who could not stand the silence of Alisa finally snapped at him.

''Alisa's answer !!!'' the snapping of yoga pack made Alisa terjed terjak shock.

Alisa.

All this time his father never snapped at him. Because a young man who had just applied at once tied him up made a Yoga pack snap at him. What if Emil will marry her after school..??

Everyone there was surprised. They looked at each other making the atmosphere feel quiet. I heard Alisa's voice.

Uncle rubbed his sister's shoulder patient Ga. Don't first be emotional.. Alisa is your daughter!!''

Pak Yoga rubbed his face . He took a breath and let out a rough one. His emotions have reached ubun ubun. If there was no brother, he would probably hit his own son.

''But you lied to us all this time! Is this what you want?! How far have you come with her, huh?!!'' snapped again.

Alisa terjedaknya again heard the sound of yoga sir so loud. Uncle Alisa told her to stay patient.

''Remember Allah Ga..!! Istighfar!! Slow down your voice.Shame to hear the neighbors! What they said later, just had his son proposed to people but his home was already noisier! patarrrrr... .''

''Ahhhh, why are you silent.

Let's answer Lis.. How far have you come with that man?? Have you been fucked by him?? You adulterous with her?? Up to the size of your hand he knows??'' he said it made everyone who was there surprised by his words.

Mama Alina closed her eyes. He couldn't bear to see Alisa being accused like that. Not to mention Alisa's uncle she has been preaching repeatedly. The whole family of Alisa gaped at the words of Pak Yoga.

Alisa who had been silent at last looked up. His heart is burning ! Sick at the same time. Not yet dry the wound that was scratched by Emil, now increased again with new wounds. Wounds intentionally made by his father. Without seeing the real situation, Pak Yoga accused him of sinning.

*What is the sin of Alisa.. until the papa accuses Alisa of sin??

Alisa's not like that pa..

Alisa is still holy even today..

The young man who papa said had fucked Alisa, even though he never touched Alisa but in the hand alone..

How could papa accuse Alisa like that*..

Alisa closed her eyes for a moment and then turned to look at her mother. Mama Alina who was stared at by Alisa, threw her face away. He doesn't want to see Alisa.

Is mom the same?? Just this is how you believe Alisa??

Alisa looked at her mother's nanar.

His heart was wounded, and when he got what he wanted, he got pain. Is her happiness coupled with her pain?? He was so hurt, even so badly! It hurts so much to see the people we love hate us. Alisa is unable to do anything, she can only give up.

Again he was wounded.

Sick but not bleeding.

Pak Yoga smiled cynically looking at his daughter. He had guessed, if Alisa did not obey his orders. Now he feels like he failed as papa educated Alisa. He stared at Alisa flatly, expressionlessly. Without excuse he left them with a million questions in their minds.

How can a Yoga Sebastian judge his own daughter without seeing and hearing the defense of his daughter.

Uncle Alisa looked sadly at Alisa. Unexpectedly at a very young age, he had already gotten this kind of pain. Just now that he was happy to see his nephew proposed by someone, it was unexpected that the happiness that Alisa could be coupled with the wound. Uncle Alisa closed his eyes for a moment, then gave the code to his wife to bring Alisa into the room because the situation was no longer possible to discuss this Masslah Alisa.

''Get Alisa in! let him rest, tomorrow we'll see what the next problem is like. For others, you should not go home first, yes, we must accompany them here until they make peace with the situation of Alisa, then we leave this place..'' he said and got the nod from Alisa's extended family.

Alisa stared at her papa who left the room without saying goodbye. The voice of his aunt did not listen. His eyes looked straight ahead, where his papa had just left without saying goodbye to his extended family.

Alisa was pensive, did she wrongly accept Emil's proposal?? But where is the mistake?? He did not even answer the question from his uncle when asked if he was willing to accept Emil's proposal or not.

In his daydream he felt floating, like being on a cloud and crashing on a sprinkling of flowers so soft, making himself relaxed and relaxed.

For a moment he felt the warmth there. His sleepy eyes began to shut until he fell asleep in the dream world.

Uncle Alisa who saw him daydreaming, approached Alisa and carried her into the room and put her to bed with her aunt Alisa next to her to accompany Alisa.

Not what the hell.his aunt deliberately accompanied Alisa, because when outside was Alisa did not respond to his call until repeatedly his aunt called him but still he was silent and dreamy. His uncle who saw Alisa so badly lifted him up to the room and laid there.

It was a pity to see the fate of Alisa, having just gained happiness shortly after her injury. He was hurt by someone he loved so much.

Can Alisa go through the next day with a wounded heart??

Sorry a lot of typo, this is already author revision..

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