I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Emil's heart

'' Deck.. Brother will explain! Actually..''

Emil breathed in as much fresh air as possible to fill his lungs which were difficult to breathe.

" In fact, at that time, Brother returned to Ross's place, to say something, but upon arrival there, he hugged Brother tightly, making it difficult to breathe. At first you did not suspect his behavior, but when you daydream, he wanted to kiss you instead. Brother was surprised, his reflexes avoided, and he could only kiss the cheek of aja Abang.'' said lirih at the end of his sentence.

Alisa stopped laughing. But when he heard Emil's words, he wanted to hear more. He opened his palm.

Emil smiled, but weird? How come Alisa's face has no tears? As she daydreams of Alisa's face, Alisa suddenly surprises her.

'' Explain! what really happened at that time!'' hatchlings.

Emil nodded obediently, then he began to tell how he had initially come to Ross's sister to say something that ended with words that hurt the poor woman's heart.

(It's in chapter 55.. )

Emil sighed.

'' Brother tau dek.. He was wrong to say he was such a bad woman. But you had to say it! Brother wants him not to interfere with our relationship anymore. Therefore Abang said so.'' lirihnya, making Alisa look at him instens.

Looking for a lie there. But all he got was honesty. Alisa is a dilemma. What better he should do. On the one hand, he was very eager with Emil, on the other hand there was a woman who was injured.

What do I have to do Robb..

Alisa closed her eyes for a moment. Emil just kept looking at her. A look full of love.

" Deck.. Brother please.. Don't stay brother huh? Brother is really serious with you. There is no intention to hurt you! Who should know, like this Brother! can get along with anyone and handsome of course.'' said Emil, making Alisa roll her eyes lazy.

Emil chuckled, while Alisa threw away her face. There is just his behavior, again serious even negombal. Basic Emil!

'' Brother is here or deck. Why look at the wall anyway?'' smith again. Alisa just kept quiet.

'' Brother really deck..seriously same to you! if you're just pretending to do what you've been working on for two months, just to buy you a ring? Brother willing to body Abang tired, do not know hot, do not know rain, all that you do to give something special for you, as a sign that you are really serious about this relationship.''

Alisa's heart was filled to hear every expression of Emil's heart. He wanted to say if he accepted Emil. But there is something still holding him back about Emil.

Three months of relationship with Emil. But Alisa doesn't know Emil very well.

Sometimes Alisa hesitates about her choice, but her heart says if is a good young man. Alisa was really confused by this situation.

Soon, he'll be out of school. Is it after the end, Emil really going to marry her??

It's still a question mark for Alisa. Long they remained silent. Two of them dissolve in thought Each.

Until they were both surprised by the sound of people saying greetings.

'' Wa'alaikum salam Bu. isya isya I came directly here. but when I came, mother and father are not home.'' he said while looking at Pak Yoga behind Mama Alina.

Emil got up, stretched out his hand

to salute. Pak Yoga was just silent, Emil became wrongly stared at like that.

'' Pa.. accepted or Mak Emil's hand?'' reprimand mama Alina, make Pak Yoga jerk.

'' Ah yes . Yes you have entered first.. Lis! when you're done, get in! not good long time outside!'' added Pak Yoga as it passed while going inside.

'' We first yes son. already tired, want to rest.'' said mama Alina.

'' I'm Ma.'' said Alisa, while Emil only smiled faintly.

Is this just my feeling, right? If Pak Yoga does not approve of our relationship?? whispered Emil's heart. He looked at Alisa's parents. Both of them are no longer visible.

Alisa who saw Emil daydreaming, reprimanded him.

'' Brother!'' reproof Alisa

'' Huh? Yes what deck?'' saith.

'' Is there anything you want to say again, right?? if there's no Alisa come inside. Tomorrow Alisa school, so must quickly sleep to be more fit when waking up in the morning.

Emil was silent, he dissolved in his daydream.

'' Yes already, then Alisa entered huh bang??''

'' Huh? eh? yes deck.. Come in! Waiting for your answer, right? your time is three months away before Brother inaugurates our relationship in front of the ruler! I hope you think about it!'' he shouted, while stepping away from Alisa's house.

Alisa speechless.

'' Brother went home deck..''

'' Yes.''

What should I do, huh? I am so confused, really confused.

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TB