I'm Not a Shit Carrier

POV Emil

I was surprised to see him standing on the edge of the wall to the left of the road. He looked at me like he was going to eat me alive. Really his gaze was very obvious as if he was intimidating his opponent.

I held the fear in my heart. Never before have I seen her with such a flat face made me feel guilty towards her.

Did he hear what we were talking about until he said that to me. My chest felt tight to hear every word that came out of his lips.

I want to explain but I can't because he cut it first. I was confused as to how to tell the truth. But he still didn't listen to me. I can what? But... what is that in his hand?? I wonder what it is? Is that box really aimed at me?? I smile.. Hah I'm a ge'er.

I tried to approach her again because my main goal now was to melt her heart. But I didn't think it was a tough meeting for me and her. I know she was sick as well when I said that, I know what she looks like She's a gentle woman who can't possibly talk rudely to anyone else but today I saw her frail side.

He tried to stay strong, I know that. That's why I chose her as a future wife. I can't choose wrong. From the first time I met him my heart rippled. I want this heart to come out every time I meet him. So I convinced my heart to choose her as my future wife. It was unexpected that Ros also said his love for me.

And damn it my lady saw everything that was going on between us. Until he misunderstood me. I never played with his feelings. I'm sincere with him, but why would he think otherwise of me. Is he jealous?? She might be jealous, but I saw her eyes glittering as she spoke to me.

If he likes me, why does he always pull my love?? What exactly does this girl want?? I don't understand his way of thinking. Until when he said that he sincerely me with others, he was willing to even go away from me.

I was shocked to hear his words. He wanted to run, but I held him off with my check. I tried to convince her but still this girl is stubborn. I want to hold it, speak from the heart to be clear. But I can't .if I do that then we'll get into big trouble, not to mention that he's a kid from respected parents and known by all walks of life.

I'm still normal, thinking about how to conquer this girl. I've been enamored with him there's no way I could have chosen another.

He kept trying to get my hand off her, and I didn't stay silent. I held her hand until she said a word that hurt my heart. Was my sacrifice in vain?? How long did I struggle to melt her heart, and this is what she paid me for?? I really like it even the seed of love has grown with time.

Forgive Brother deck...

He ran with all his strength to avoid me. Acupuncture wants to run but the legs stop. For a moment like someone was watching me. I turned around, and it was true that Ros was standing there with a sour face watching me approach Alisa.

Did he hear our conversation?? Otherwise why did the look on his face turn chilly when I turned to him.

Ah stupid time! the most important thing now is Alisa. I ran after him until he got home.

I knocked on the door and called out his name, but there was no word. I called him so many times that the neighbors were astonished at me. They asked me why I called Alisa like a doormat. And it's true that they thought that I was possessed by the demon of Alisa's love. I don't want to turn away from him but he's the one who died for me.

Instead of the neighbors asking questions that are not clear I better go home. I will think of the next strategy, what should I do to conquer this girl's heart.

Was the proposal??

Or

Just get married??

See you's..