I'm Not a Shit Carrier

In the abject and in the degraded

Alisa stared at the three children. So much pain that he felt when Grandma Rima accused him of being a non-no.

Her chest tightness. A clear sheet flowed down his tapered cheeks. And Ira as well. He did not expect if his Grandmother would insult his Mak.

What's wrong if the three of them were born from Alisa's womb? Where is the error? If they can choose, they don't want to be born to a father like Emil.

But this is the destiny they have to live. It is very painful to get insults from the closest people.

If others can survive. But these? Grandma Rima. Mother of Emil's father. He accused them like that.

Clear circles still flowed down his cheeks. Lana's still defending her. He stared at his son.

Really, Alisa is so lucky to have a boy like Lana. Although he is often nosy and naughty, but look now.

He defended his Mak desperately. Again, the tears fell without the ink.

It is very painful to be accused like that. Rima's grandmother falsely accused Alisa by saying that the three children were not Emil's children.

Then, whose kids are they?

Lana stared flatly at Grandma Rima. He clenched both his hands. ''So do you not want Grandma against my mother? Does Grandma hate my mother that way? Is that so bad my mom in Grandma's eyes? To the extent that Grandma accused him of that isn't it? What does Grandma really want?! Have you not been satisfied all this time to ruin my Mak's life?! Not satisfied are you torturing him with your words so spicy every day?! If my father's goal is to marry my Mak just to be hurt like this, then my Mak will not! Who wants to live with a husband who does not accept a wife for who she is?''

Ask Lana to Grandma Rima. The old woman was silent at the words of her granddaughter. The son of Emil.

''I was not asked to be born into this world! The three of us are in this world because of Grandma's dearest son! And now, with how much Grandma accuses my mother, my guilty paradise here? Grandma has no glass? If you don't have glass, I'll give it to you! So that an old man like Grandma can look up first before licking others!''

His heartache. The scathing words he always received with silence, because Alisa always forbade him to interfere.

As an obedient child, Lana obeys her Mak's wishes. But today? Her Mak's self-esteem is trampled by her Grandma.

Mother of Emil's father. Lana's real father. Still with a flat face, he spoke again to Grandma Rima.

The face was so cold, but on both of his cheeks were rushing tears. Tears of her heartache because Grandma Rima accuses her Mak of being non-no.

Dddduuuaarrr..

Rima's grandmother froze at the words of her granddaughter. He glared at Lana's words.

''Why is everyone always able to see the ugliness of others, while on him it is clearly emblazoned. I was amazed by the old man, he was the oldest, he could insult and demean others. As if, he was the most right! He is the best! Don't know, even he's worse than the person he's licked!"

The deg!

Again Grandma Rima's heart feels smashed by Godam's hammer. So much pain and heaviness that he felt squeezing his chest.

"If Grandma wants us out of here, then we'll go! There is no need to insult and demean others. Now I ask Grandma, if my Mak's position is reversed to Grandma, can Grandma accept it? Can Grandma survive if Grandma's husband is like that? Doesn't it hurt Grandma, if Grandma's children are accused of not being Grandma's husband's children? I guess not! I can see what Grandma's doing! Now it looks clear!'' Lana said at length.

He rubbed the rough tears flowing down his cheeks. ''Even if that happens, Granny will definitely scold the husband who has the heart to feed Grandma. Grandma would have gone berserk like crazy, if it had happened to Grandma. And if it happened to Grandma, as it happened to my Mother, Grandmother must have heard every word from Grandmother's mother-in-law!''

''I know who Grandma is! Grandma is nothing compared to my mom. If I may choose, then I would rather be born to my Mother from another Father, not Father Emil's biological son Grandma! I was a kid, I couldn't do anything. But I always studied in school about the Kramas. About how I behaved to both my parents. Also my experience during my teaching, so much I got from there.''

He rubbed again the tears that continued to pour on his cheeks. ''I have never insulted or humbled Emil's father in front of anyone! Even though I know Dad always insulted me and my mom in front of a crowd. But that doesn't matter to me, because I've always been taught to be nice to parents including Dad and Grandma! The one who always insulted my mother! Is it my fault that you two didn't like her? Hasn't it been enough all this time the sacrifice he's made for Dad?? Answer Nek!''

Grandma Rima was speechless, her old face was sad. Clear circles continued to flow on his wrinkled cheeks.

''When there was Atok, Grandma was so kind to my Mom! But after Atok died, let alone to visit my Mak who had just given birth, even Grandma blatantly told Dad to bring another woman to my Mak's house! Conscious Nek! Grandma is old! Grandma should be a role model for grandchildren like us who are little. Thisno. What is there is usually only insulting and demeaning!''

''Before insulting others, look at yourself. Has it been good for us all this time? As long as we live? What if suddenly death comes to pick up, while Grandma is still in a bad state? Still insulting and demeaning others? Can Grandma refuse him? Not that I mean patronizing, but people like Grandma, it is mandatory to be reprimanded and made aware of mistakes that continue to be deliberately made. Repent Nek, before death to pick Grandma!''

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