I'm Not a Shit Carrier

POV Alisa 2's

I ran away leaving her who kept calling me. I don't care about his calls anymore. My heart hurt when I told him that. I ran as hard as I could and went into the room. I threw this weak body on the bed, I covered my head with a pillow and cried inside.

Luckily, my mom and dad were not home, if anyone could get caught crying. I hit my chest so tight it felt like I was squeezed by such a heavy burden. I just kept crying and crying. Until I fell asleep in my tears.

I woke up from my sleep, when I realized .. I was in a vast meadow that was overgrown with weeds. I walked around looking for a way out, but none found a way out.

I searched all over this Padang, when I saw a young man sitting in the middle of thatch. Surprisingly he sat on a long bench made of teak money carved so beautiful with relief so beautiful.

I don't feel my feet stepping towards him. Arriving there I heard he was holding a sholawat that was so soothing to my heart when he heard it. I was so moved to shed tears.

He turned around and smiled at me. Does he know if I cried because I heard his sholawat?? I don't know!

The young man waved his hand, taking me to sit with him there. I walked closer to her, and she stood up to welcome me.

The deg!!

I was glued to see his face. Wasn't this young man who used to be present in my dreams when I was in a coma due to an accident?? How could he possibly be here?? And why does he recognize me?? Are we bound to each other??

I was silent without a word. I flinched as he touched and pulled my hand towards the beautiful bench. He sat right next to me and I just followed. Because I'm still confused about this. We were silent for a long time until he started talking.

''Why are you here?? Not yet the time we meet. You have to live your life destiny first and then we meet.

I looked to the side where he was staring at this vast field. Because I was silent he looked at me.

I gasped at her eyes, her eyes so similar to someone who had broken my heart. His face was similar, only his skin was white.

A pointed nose, thin lips add to his good looks.

I looked into his eyes, he was the same. He smiled gently at me, my heart rippled to see his smile like there was a sense that I could not explain it. My heart beats because it's near her. I held my chest. And it didn't escape his attention.

My face was red with embarrassment.How could he possibly know that I had calmed down since I was near him?? Unexpectedly before I was so agitated and crying, but after I saw his face, I was so calm and it felt very comfortable to be next to him..

As there was no answer, he hugged me from the side, kissing me gently. I felt a strange tremor in my heart. I can not deny I feel comfortable in his arms without realizing I sobbed. He hugged me tightly as if he was feeling the pain I was feeling.

He stroked my hair covered in hijab, my heart quietly got a swab from him. After my sobbing stopped, I looked up to see her face looking down. He smiled gently at me subconsciously my lips were drawn slightly to form a crescent moon.

''You are beautiful when you smile.'' he said I blushed embarrassed.

''Smile though sometimes the pain often comes to us. Be strong yourself.. you have to be patient about what is going to happen to you. Because at that time no one will be able to help you baby.

I can't be with you because it's not time yet.if it's time I myself will come to you. Just be patient until that time comes..''

I sobbed again, I hugged him as if I didn't want to escape. And he embraced me and embraced me with love.

''Remember my message, if one day you feel it then remember what I said. I love you so much that at any time there will be no one who can separate us because it is destined to be together. be patient dear.

I cried, I hugged her tightly, and it was the same. I fell asleep in his arms, he hummed a little. The sholawat I had heard was heard again until I closed my eyes closed by hugging him tightly.

My tears were dripping when I heard him break the wire. In my sleep, I felt myself shaken, I felt someone calling my name but these eyes were heavy enough to open. I got scared when I opened my eyes I lost it because sleeping in his arms was so comfortable.

I flinched as Mama called out a little loudly. I was shocked and woke up from my sleep. I looked around me as if I had returned to the real world instead of a dream. But the dream was real.I felt so warm and smelly body that was so masculine.

I tried to close my eyes hoping I could see her again, but baby.

*I hope this dream is not just a dream .. may this dream come true .. and may we meet again .. and when that time comes I myself will come to you ..

I love you my last mate*..