I'm Not a Shit Carrier

First love but not last

If Madan could turn back the clock, he wanted to return where the girl for two years had filled his heart with her name.

If he could turn back the clock, he would want his future soul mate to be Alisa. Not the son of the principal.

Given that Madan is very sad. Clear circles flow on his tapered cheeks. If only he could turn back time...

''Let sister turn the clock Lis. big brother wants that only you are always there next to him.. If you can turn the time.Sister would love to be able to join hands walking alone with you.. If you could turn back the clock.sister doesn't want to accept this match! matchmaking that makes us both hurt, but what is my day, if it is like this is the path of destiny that I have to face. Hahh.'' Sadan sighed, making Alisa smile in her tears.

They both fell silent. Suddenly Madan's hape shook on her pants.

Dret, dret, dret.

''Yes Ai..''

''...''

''OK well. Wait another fifteen minutes yes, I will be there!'' he added while keeping his phone back in his pants pocket.

''Why Brother?'' Alisa asked because she saw Madan who was still silent after receiving a call from someone.

''The time will begin soon! We have to get to the hall! but brother asked for fifteen more minutes. Brother wants this meeting to be impregnated and in the memory of brother!'' he added while looking at Alisa, who was also looking at him.

Alisa smiling. ''Yes Brother! let's make this meeting memorable in our hearts and minds! in order that one day in the future, if we meet again, then we will remember our historic day! Although later we will not mate, I hope there will be our successors who will later continue our delayed love story.'' said Alisa.

And was approved by Madan. ''May this love not end here! this love will continue to sail in search of a proper stopover! may God grant this intention of our heart Lis.'' said Madan.

''Yes, of course, brother! this is the first love but not the last! every corner of the heart will be written the name of each of our partners! in one corner was written the name of the brother and on the other hand there was another young man's name. And I hope only the name of you two is in my heart, nothing else!'' exclaiming Alisa.

''We never know what the future of Lis will be like. Brother wishes anyway, if only our name is engraved in your heart! but if there is someone else who will carve a new love and be able to shift the name of both of us, then surely he is your last love Lis.. Likewise with my sister, I hope that only your name and also my future companion will occupy the space of my heart! Hopefully Lis.'' he said with a blank smile looking at Alisa.

Undeniably, one corner of his heart was pinched as he said 'the names of the two of us'. If you can choose, he just wants his name engraved there.

But what is the power, if reality does not match what happened. Angan just floated away. The facts are in plain sight.

''Yes Brother, make this a lesson for us, that not always love must have. But sometimes we have to give love that is not intended for us! even though love was once residing in this soul, but we must be breastplated to release it. I sincerely Brother, let you go, because you are not destined for me! remember, brother, do not be hurt by everything that happens today, make this a motivation for the future. I always pray that we get what we should get! I promise you, Brother, if someday our son is a match, then at that time brother will see, if I have moved on from brother! brother should be like that too huh?'' he said as he gazed into the glittering black bead.

Madan smiled sweetly. It's really lucky that someone who will be Alisa's companion. I hope that whatever Alisa says today will happen in the future. Yeah, I hope so.

''With sweety's pleasure, to me, you are the light of my life. I am so lucky to know you! You're a drop of an angel of heaven sent specifically to someone. That's definitely not for me!'' he chuckles.

Makes Alisa laugh too.

Sometimes there is something that we think is good, but not good according to Him. And vice versa, what we think is bad, even good for us.

Holy to Allah with all His power.

Wallahu nature.

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TB