I'm Not a Shit Carrier
Brother Ross
'' Then why does your face look gloomy after meeting Alisa?? Is there something between you?? Mil's story..??'' his insistence to make Emil sweat cold.
All this time no one knew if he was chasing Alisa to be a wife. He's trying. But how did Ros know if he was approaching Alisa while he never said anything to the girl.
''I-it..a-a-aaaku...'' Emil got nervous being stared at like that by Ros's sister.
''Why do you stutter like that anyway??'' he said annoyed
''Hehehe. sorry Ros. You look at me like that. groggy I got it..''
''!! Usually just ordinary.how can you now be nervous to look at me? means you really have something with his son Pak Yoga??'' the accusation against Emil
Emil excited, he is confused what to answer if until Ros knows if oa likes Alisa, can be terrible all later because he knows what kind of behavior Ros. He certainly did not hesitate to come to ask Alisa's house to make Alisa so embarrassed later.
Brother Ros called Emil in a high voice making Emil surprised to see the other side of Ros's sister.
''Mil..!! ck! this child is even daydreaming anyway.'' because the so-called do not even understand it.
''Mirham !!'' jolts
Emil was surprised, he realized from his daydream and saw Ross's brother's face flushed with anger. He became upset because Emil ignored him. But he just wants to know.
''Huh? Oh.. yes Ros.. why??'' tanyanya was confused
''Ishh this man from earlier asked even back to ask! you why the hell ever since I saw you talking to Alisa, you turned moody. Is there something between the two of you??''
Emil took his breath, thinking what answer he had to say to Ros. Wrong can later be gossip.
''I don't know why Ross. about me and Alisa we have nothing to do..''
''Well... Then why did your face bend like that?? Which is like a new person just rejected so moody??''
''Actually Ross.I have nothing to do with Alisa.just asked about Pak Yoga if it is true he will go to the city next door to buy goods for work. And I asked if Pak Yoga needed my help or not. and it was not.
Emil deliberately said that so that Ross did not ask again.
''Means??''
''I mean gini loh.kita kebalnya long time ago what if we were just dating? Are we the same as adults so fit in. how do you want to??''
Emil just shut up.
''You want Mil?? I've always seen you with another look. The feeling of like that I don't know when it comes. At first I used to be just like you but.. the more days we often meet and walk together make me like you... do you also like me Mil??''
Again and again Emil fell silent. He could not speak, his tongue felt too soft to speak. It's true what he's seen all along that Ross likes him not as a friend but as a couple. Not that he is stupid not to know about it just that he considers brother Ros only as a friend, different from Alisa. Since the first time he met her there was a strange taste coming to his heart.
Therefore, to convince his heart, Emil always walked alone with Brother Ros to find out what really happened with his heart. And it turns out differently, when with Ros Emil's brother felt like it, while with Alisa there was a strange beat in his heart when he looked into Alisa's eyes.
Emil took in his breath which felt tight.
''For now I cannot answer Ros, for I must convince my heart. For that I can not answer it now. Sorry Ross.
Emil went wrong...
''I'll wait for your answer, I hope your answer doesn't let me be disappointed later..''
'' Yes...''
*I'm sorry Ros. I can't choose you. Because my heart chose another woman long before you met me..
Not that I do not want to answer it. I would like to answer it by saying no. but I can not be afraid Kanya will be disappointed later and for that also I can not often anymore your desire .. because there is a heart to be guarded*.
Emil left her brother Ros who sat alone in his shop. When he wanted to go home to the mess he saw Alisa who was also at the end of the road. Emil was surprised to see it.
His face was flat with no expression and the look in his eyes was like he was introgating huh.
"Daddy...''
