I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Resignedly

''Go away! I want to be alone! find a place where you can spend it alone with your mistress! Ikhkas! i'm resigned! if this is the path of destiny that I have to go through. I will follow the flow of water wherever he takes me.'' said Alisa quietly.

Emil looked at her with a look that was not like anything. Wanting to talk, reality proved that he was the one at fault.

If you keep quiet, it will add to the problem.

''Listen, Emil said he looked at Alisa who was looking down.

''There is nothing to hear! Everything is clear! go then! don't hurt my heart again! enough has been me all this time, you betrayed! go then! I don't want my son to be like you because he hates you! If she was a woman, she would always be hurt like me, but if she was a man, she would be just like you. I pray that my two children will not inherit your bad qualities, only good ones will follow. Go then! I resigned.'' he added, still with a bow.

Clear circles, again and again flowing without in the pinta. His heartache found out if the husband he had always loved in such a way.

Love?? Uh! he forgot what love was after marrying Emil. The love he once had was only superficial.

''Listen to what I'm going to say. I accept your decision, if that's what you want, I'll give it to you. But in the meantime, you should stay. In this house, until my son was born. After that, you can leave.'' he said flatly.

Shaken Alisa heard her. Like he had thousands of needles in his heart. The husband she hoped could be a role model, apparently could not.

He prefers to decide all that, without thinking long. Alisa stared blankly at Emil who had already passed from before her.

It was not that he intentionally said such a thing to Emil. The goal he told Emil was for the man to think twice about their marriage.

What did Alisa get? The truth that led to his destruction. The destruction was already before his eyes.

Alisa can only give up with her life. I hope there is a way out after this. Thought Alisa.

He sat alone in the tivi room. After realizing that her little daughter was still inside, she got up and stood up to her room.

Seen there if his little daughter was asleep. I don't know how long Alisa argued with Emil, until her daughter fell asleep.

Alisa's day passed with a feeling of emptiness. After their conversation that morning, Emil never returned home.

I don't know where she is, Alisa doesn't know. He only heard that the motor carried by the woman had now returned to Emil.

Alisa's been left alone for a week. No news and no money shopping. Usually, Alisa is always given money once a week for kitchen needs.

But it has been a week Alisa did not get any money at all from Emil for her kitchen needs.

Fortunately Alisa still has savings that he has deliberately saved if he has more sustenance.

He deliberately keeps the money in the account, to make it easier for him in any case.

Not to mention, sometimes, Mama Alina and Aunt Irma often send her money for the needs of Alisa and also her little daughter.

Yes, Alisa never broke off communication with Aunt Irma. Because it's the link between Mama Alina and herself.

But not with Papa Yoga. Until now, Papa Yoga never once asked about her to mama Alina and also to her other siblings.

It was as if Alisa was no longer in this world. Alisa can only give up on the situation. Because first, this was his decision.

For the sake of choosing Emil, he was willing to break his relationship with his parents. Papa can insist on refusing.

What about Mama?? Mama Alina wasn't that hard in her heart. Even a little bit, he knew what Alisa was like there.

As a parent, Alina's mom didn't turn a blind eye to what happened to Alisa.

But in order to maintain her relationship with her husband, she was forced to hide all the news she got from someone about the state of Alisa.

After learning that, Alina's mother often sends money to Alisa. Not much, but it could meet his daughter's needs.

Through Aunt Irma all that went well. Until now, Alisa has collected a lot of money.

The Emil himself did not know. He deliberately hid, because he knew what Emil was like.

About Alisa opening the account book, Emil found out. Because at that time, he himself delivered Alisa to the bank.

But for Alisa's bank deposit, Emil doesn't know at all. All he knows, if Alisa keeps there is only her money.

Even the amount of money he knew. Therefore, Emil can see a new motorbike because Alisa who keeps her money in the bank.

Alisa sighed, while remembering about her stash money. Wanted to be pulled, but baby.

Because soon, she will give birth. Didn't specify Emil will finance it?? Alisa's worst thought is if Emil definitely won't accompany her just as he gave birth to Ira just yet.

''May my money be enough for the cost of me giving birth and also leave from here later.'' he murmured to himself.

Her pregnancy is now in its fifth month. There are only four months left for her to give birth.

Since it was still daytime, he invited Ira to the market. Alisa wants to make durian porridge with her own hands.

He invited his daughter to accompany him to the market. When he arrived at the market, he saw someone who had been missing for a week without news.

Seen there, he was helping a woman to carry groceries.

After all the groceries he stacked, the man turned on his motorbike. And the woman behind him went up.

He held Emil's waist tightly. Alisa's eyes suddenly hot. His heart rumbled to see that.

Ira who saw it screamed pleasure. Unknowingly, the little boy called out to him.

''Daddy!!!! Daddy!!! Daddy!!! Brother here!!!'' squeal the little girl.

The man who was carrying the motor stopped and looked.

Deg.

Deg.

His eyes flashed with the eyes of a woman who was looking at him with a sad look.

His heart was still looking at the woman he had left this week in a shabby state like unkempt.

''Daddy!!!! Brother kangen daddy!!!!'' screeched at the little girl, involuntarily running her legs where the father was staring at her flatly.

Ira ran so fast that she met Emil.

''Dad!!!'' peekik Ira was so happy.

But not with someone who's behind her. His face suddenly turned sour.

Alisa was still looking at the man who had not come home for a week and now she found out that the man was chatting with another woman.

Another woman again. Not the old one. Emil looked at Alisa with a flat gaze. Someone behind her became upset.

''Come bang! I have this bad luck! Let him be the same! Comeing! take me first!'' tell the woman.

After that, he pushed Ira down on the edge of the sewer. Make the little girl cry.

Alisa who was surprised to see her daughter fell down, ran fast. She is unaware that she is five months pregnant.

An old woman stopped him. ''Careful, Son! you are pregnant! remember there's a baby in your womb!!'' shrieking the mother, made Alisa wake up and stop running.

He stopped and held his stomach which felt tight. Emil who saw that, suddenly panicked.

He descends to pick up Ira who fell in a ditch and approaches Alisa who is enduring the pain.

''Are you okay??'' ask her to panic.

Alisa was silent, she was still trying to calm down. After he calmed down, he saw his daughter who was carried by Emil while crying a mouthful.

''Come, Son! home tips!'' alisa's word to her little daughter.

''Ma'am... Foot sister. hiks.. hiks...''

Alisa stared flatly at the woman who was pushing her Princess.

''What right do you have to forbid a child from meeting his father?? Why the hell did you push him down into the gutter! If you want to take his father, take it! But don't stop her daughter from meeting her!''

Deg.

Deg.

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