I'm Not a Shit Carrier

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Now is the time to be happy Emil's version. Not with Alisa. He saw Emil change so much.

Changed in meaning, if he was more concerned with his daughter than Alisa. After coming home from the hospital, the changes kept coming.

Emil spent more time with his little daughter. Every day always play with Ira only, after work.

Alisa, he ignored. Whether he had eaten, had drunk, or needed something, Emil did not ask.

The most important thing for her was her little daughter. Alisa had felt for two months that she had been ignored by Emil.

Rita has no idea what happened to Emil's household. Alisa and Emil think nothing has happened.

Emil talks to Alisa if needed. If not, he doesn't talk at all.

''You changed bang. I think after Ira's presence, we will be even stronger.

Now the age of little princess Emil and Alisa has stepped on Three months. The older they get, the more growth happens to their little princess.

For example, right now Ira is cleverly lying face down on the floor. Sometimes tilted to the right, sometimes tilted to the left.

Sometimes his head falls on the floor. Makes Emil angry. He scolded Alisa who had absolutely nothing to do.

Alisa just kept quiet. But he knows what really happened. Basic Emil!

''How the hell are you?! Waiting for children, why not becus like this anyway?! Could fall to the floor! Stupid you!'' sentak Emil's.

Nyuuut...

Alisa heard Emil's words. Was it her fault?? If Ira falls to the floor by herself?? Isn't Alisa the one who made her fall??

''Take it to know... Ira again learned to lie on her stomach bang. So if it falls it is common.'' said Alisa so slowly.

Alisa's words provoked Emil's anger. Emil turned to Alisa who was looking down because she was breastfeeding Ira.

''What did you say?! You used to say?! heh?! You're the stupid one! the child fell and was left alone!! Watch you! if I see my son fall again, then I will make him fall!'' threaten Emil, make Alisa close her eyes.

''You hear?! huh?!'' his jolt again, made Ira who was sleeping so woke up again.

Ira cried loudly, because she heard Emil's loud voice. Alisa tried to silence, so that Emil would not be angry anymore.

Alisa tries to put Ira to sleep, even now she has to wake up again because Emil cannot control her emotions.

''Dear.. bobok yes son... Ira want what?? Want n**** again??'' ask her little princess.

The baby stuck his face on Alisa's chest. A sign he wanted to suckle. Alisa who understood, took out the fruit and gave it to Ira.

The little baby just sucked him strong. Until Alisa grimaced with pain. After that the baby fell asleep again.

Alisa looked at Emil with a difficult look. While Emil who was stared at like that, turned his face in the other direction.

Not wanting to make any more noise, Alisa went into the room and put Ira to sleep while breastfeeding her.

Emil who saw it let out a long sigh.

After that, their relationship cannot be considered normal. Alisa and Emil have their own lives.

Until Ira was two years old, Alisa and Emil's relationship was nothing more than a caretaker for Ira.

Don't ask about husband and wife relationships. Every time Emil asks, Alisa must give him.

Alisa often cries alone when Emil goes to work. Is that what it says with my home my paradise??

My dear is not. Not for Alisa and Emil's household. Indeed, there is no relationship like before, Emil who often goes out at night and comes home in the morning.

The habit has been reduced since Ira's presence. But Emil's habit of always being more concerned with mobile phones, still continues.

If he was holding a cell phone, then his ears were as if deaf had heard nothing.

Even Ira was crying was ignored by her. Alisa's furious, when Emil falls asleep Alisa opens Emil's phone and reads all her messages.

How surprised Alisa, when reading the entire contents of the message. Alisa looked at Emil with a sad look.

How not, Emil is still the same as before. Apparently, if it was Sunday night Emil came out to see the girl.

Still related. I don't see it, but the phone is always running. It's only fitting that Alisa sees Emil's suspicious giggat every Sunday night.

After reading the entire message, Alisa pensively. Without in pinta clear circles flow on his tapered cheeks.

''I thought, you've changed bang. It's not at all.. Is that special, your girl?? Until you ignored us at home?? Tega you bang.. O Allah. I am sure my husband will one day change.forgive all his sins. both the present and the past.

He closed his mouth so that the sound of crying could not be heard by Emil. Emil, sleeping like a dead man.

Do not realize anything else if you have found a pillow.

The days that Alisa spent were so hard. I don't think he can afford his wedding anymore.

But he kept trying to be patient. Patience is limitless. Patience is as big as the ocean. Alisa tries to be patient with the behavior of Emil who is increasingly becoming.

The journey of the household was so monotonous that there was no more love for her. Because Emil's love has been divided for another.

Alisa was patient, until the fruit of her patience was fruitful. How not, when Alisa in an erratic household mess, she was entrusted again a gift that was so special to her.

However, this time Alisa will not tell Emil. Whatever he wants, he seeks for himself.

In fact, he had been out alone with Ira because he really wanted to eat his favorite Acehnese noodles on Sunday night.

Emil was not at home at the time. Alisa knows, Emil where. Because every Sunday night Emil must have disappeared without news, and come home at dawn.

Alisa's used to it. Although sometimes his heart often hurts when he smells the perfume of women in Emil's jacket.

Alisa breathed out repeatedly. Tight-tasting. It was like something was squeezing his chest so strongly.

Alisa can only be resigned and patient with Emil's behavior, hoping that one day Emil will change.

Sometimes that's what happens, when we feel the bitterness of a matchless life, but God replaces it with a better one.

Hoping that one day will change, he will survive. Although often sembilu scraping his inner.

Hopefully he can survive until his time. Yeah, I hope so.

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Enter the Second stage yes. if you do not hold a bite of a finger just 😄😄

Forgive othor late update. Othor out of quota 😄😄

TB