I'm Not a Shit Carrier

chapter 12 is beginning to come

" Love is present because it is used to being together ..the liking will grow by itself without being realized by the person himself.."

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Still POV IVAN

Haishhh what's wrong with me..??

I looked at him with a flat face to relieve my admiration for him, I tried to be ordinary with him but did not diminish the feeling of haru in my heart

this is the little girl I almost hit.

With reflex I reached his hand

he was shocked and almost fell back.

It's funny, but I'm trying to be ordinary.

I asked him what he could help me who was currently fragile..

He even stuttered to answer it.

Adorable this little girl.

I pulled his hand until he fell down in front of me, he was shocked but the strange thing is that he was shocked but still asked how I was doing..?

Hhaahh this once in my life even my future wife does not care about me anymore! Now this is even someone else who asked really I was moved. There are still good people in this world who help sincerely, but what I did after that I destroyed everything.

With great difficulty I want to be helped by her. Either there's a wind from where I kissed her on her left and right cheeks.

He was shocked and dumbfounded it seems he was surprised again by my actions that arrived spontaneously kiss him

I told her I wanted this.. Can you give her?? Because this is what I need right now.

She's speechless.

I saw his teary eyes

oh my God... What have I done??

even so I still see it without blinking, after realizing I took off my hand checks from him.

I said '' Go ''

He was shocked

''Go if you still want to live..!''

Oh god I hurt her what have I done??

For a moment, standing and turning around

'' if there is someone who wants to help you respect it! He just wanted to do good and help that alone but unfortunately he was harassed! next time if you have a problem don't vent it on someone else ! trouble exists because of yourself do not run away but face it because a man must be wise in thinking because he is the leader priest!

Surprised I heard it, it was so soft but it hit my heart like it was pierced by thousands of knives. It hurt so much!

I was pensively silent digesting each of his words really small cayenne pepper. So spicy!! I looked at him who kept away and did not feel my tears dripping anymore.

Ii'm sorry..

I cried myself on the quiet side of the road

Sorry I took it out on you..

I'm sorry, whoever you are you touched my heart if we ever meet again I will thank you..

Once again thank you little girl in hijab..

POV END'S

After everything was done with the drama that happened, Alisa continued to pedal her bike until she got home. When he got to the front of the gate arrived there was Emil greeting Alisa.

'' Just come home..??''

'' Uh yes bang..'' Alisa who was daydreaming was surprised to hear the cry from Emil..

''Ohhh kok afternoons-

not yet had Emil asked Ros brother came to interject

''Mil said ngajak jalan ayooo..so what not mumpung my store again there is a guard.. eh ?Alisa just came home..??'' just a stale base

'' I'm sorry bang, sis, I'm going in first..''

Emil was silent to see the look on Alisa's different face but he ignored her.

''Ayoo Ross..''

'' Ayoooo..'' Brother Ros smiled sweetly at Emil.

The two of them died happily at Alisa's house, they didn't know there was a wounded heart there.. she looked at the two of them without knowing why Alisa felt her heart like it was pinching when she saw the two of them together.

Yeah, if they knew..

But unfortunately they don't know..

Aduhhh.. I why the hell be a senewen like this??

What's wrong with you Lis...

Huuufffttth Alisa threw her breath into the air feeling tight in the chest if held.

Alisa walks into the house to meet Mama Alina.

''Udah come home son..??''

'' This Ma has just arrived. here is the animal feed that Mama ordered..''

''Ah yes that's the purpose of Mama waiting for you From earlier.''

'' It's a matter of where else if not to the village office ya to the project..''

'' Ohhh.. ''

'' Yes, you are clean first Gih day almost dusk, soon enter Maghrib time.''

'' Ready bosss.'' respect to Mama Alina.

Mama Alina just smiled. 'Don't feel like you've grown up wanting to turn into a beautiful and innocent girl will there be a man who can accept you for who you are?? Mama is just afraid that you will be wasted by them, really worried about thinking that but let God decide where you should go ! every windfall of meeting and death has been established.. Mama can only pray for the best for you hopefully later you will be happy.' Mama Alina muttered as she walked towards the back of her house.

It does not feel like two weeks have passed the semester break is over now it's time to go back to school.

On a sunny morning Alisa pushes her bike out of her yard. Alisa kept walking while pushing her bike until she saw the man who had been stealing her heart for two weeks.

He saw Emil in the store Ross was talking and joking 'like they were getting more familiar ' alisa thought like that

A moment later Emil came out of Ross' store and met Alisa, a little surprised to see that the person he had been thinking about was in front of him.

Sweet face, round eyes, upright nose stand not sharp not pugnacious body until it adds its own charm for Emil

'' Want a school deck ??'' tannya

Alisa was a little surprised to call the deck, she usually never thought Alisa

'' Huh? I-yes..'' Alisa answered him coldly

Emil frowned what's with this chick so flat like gini ?

'' Hoo ya already Brother back first yes want to work..''

'' Yes.'' said Alisa without looking at her

'' Ross, I came back to work thank you earlier.'' he smiled at Ross.

'' Same Mil would have been my duty to relax only times..''

Alisa who keeps walking wondering what Ross gave to Emil until she thanked him.. Alisa daydreamed while walking

Someone suddenly patted his shoulder. Alisa turns around and is shocked to see Emil following her.

'' Why did you follow me?? Anything to say??''

Emil raised his eyebrows 'from where he knew I was going to say something to him' Emil thought

'' Oh there's this.'' he gave Alisa a box of chocolates. Alisa just stared at the brown box

'' Don't you want to??'' ask again

'' For me??'' pointed at his chest

'' Yes this Brother bought through brother Ros because Brother did not have time to go out, the plan was last Sunday night wanted to go home but could not arrive that afternoon the foreman said that Sunday night overtime.. so you can't go to your house and the chocolate was only this morning you can take..''

'' In what order does my brother love chocolate??''

'' This is just a thank you for making adek because you want to wash and iron clothes for this week. Brother is confused what to do to you who think only chocolate brother wishes adek like..'' Emil smiled at Alisa

'' Why ??'' his face remained flat unchanged

'' That means ??'' Emil was confused as to why

'' Yes, thank you in advance. Next time you do not need to like this better money Brother, Brother just save it for the needs of another brother..''

All to ask Ross!!

Alisa turned around and got on her bike to continue her journey

'' Wait for the deck... adek angry yes same brother??Is Brother wrong with you??''

'' No one. I'm not angry with you..''

'' Then why does your face seem to show your dislike towards Brother..??''

'' It's like this my face is strange..??'' Alisa evasive

'' Yes already if you do not want to talk. if you are wrong please forgive brother yes dek.'' he left Alisa who stood there.

'' What's up Mil.'' asked Ross.

'' There's nothing about Ross just asking Alisa if Pak Yoga is ready to go to the project or not..''

'' Ohh... eh where was that chocolate?? How come there's no..?''

'' There's how calm you are that chocolate is already in its place..''

'' You mean??''

'' Ross, I've come back to work..'' Emil waved his hand

'' Strangely, he said that chocolate is for workers now kok gk no yes.'' murmured brother Ross.

Alisa who heard his light a moment later she realized that Ross did not know who the chocolate was for.

Alisa smiles at her own smile remembering that Emil just gave her a box of chocolates. His gloomy face was now back as bright as the morning sun.

There is a strange feeling perched in his heart while pedaling his bike Alisa humming again signifies that he is happy at this time

K*true love...

Alisa continued to pedal her bike in contrast to the day of the day before her face was so tangled like a tangled laundry that had not been ironed out today as bright as the morning sun.

Te**sometimes the liking arises by itself without realizing it.. starting from the small attention attention that is always obtained makes the owner will be moved and terbesit likes in his heart is not women more inclined to the heart than logic??

Alisa smiled to herself..

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Well nuh neng Alisa again tingling while looking at neng later nubruk ..

It has been revised yes for those who read if there is a change it means I have been revised again.

Hehehe knows he's still an amateur..

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