I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Memories

After the meeting behind the school, the two of them walked into the hall. The predetermined time to start any MTQ event is SMA and MA level.

As a committee, Alisa plays a role as a research program. Starting from the opening, the speech of the principal and the Quran readings led by Madan.

How happy Alisa was, to hear the voice of Madan's shahdu. This is what he has been waiting for since. Since long ago, this is what Alisa likes from Madan.

His voice was so seductive when he read the Qur'an. The sound is so sweet that it hypnotizes all participants who hear. This voice will be missed by him.

The greatness of God is great. He created a variety of people and potential.

Alisa shed tears as Madan recited the Surah of Ar-Rahman. A verse that touched his heart.

What a great pleasure felt by Alisa. Starting from waking up, going to school, meeting a handsome young man, and now he hears his beautiful voice.

Which other delights do you deny?? Almighty of God, with all His power. Be thankful for all the favors. And be patient on all his exams.

Alisa smiled in tears.

Completed the opening ceremony with the recitation of the holy verse of the Qur'an, now the headmaster gave a short speech on the pulpit.

All the students were silent and listened to what the headmaster had said. When it's finished, it's race time.

One by one the participants from other schools, called to show their talent in reading the holy verse of the Qur'an.

Alisa who was appointed as the committee was so busy. He could not sit. Because he served as the organizing committee. Madan who saw Alisa did not stop, smiled.

A smile that was so alluring to who was looking at him. Madan's eyes, not distracted from Alisa. He just kept staring at the girl.

''If only we could be with Lis, I would be very happy. Walk with you, like the others. Joking together, especially if we are united in a marriage bond. It will be very happy. It is fortunate that the young man who will get you Lis!'' he yells at himself. He rubbed the clear hair that flowed down his cheek.

''I pray that you will get a young man who is more than me! he's a young man who can always make you smile. The young man who has always loved you, more than me, will be a memory among us. Astagfirullah! i forgot!'' madan said, he patted his own eel.

Got someone there, looking at him funny. Alisa looked at him without a blink. He saw that the young man was groping his pants pocket, like he was looking for something.

After he found out, he laughed to himself. But conscious of his own laughter, he closed his mouth and returned to acting like a respected OSIS chairman.

Alisa smiled at Madan's behavior.

''I will not be betrothed to the principal's daughter, then I will be ready to chase you anywhere. But. You were not created for me sis.lucky a girl who got you! May you be happy with your choice of heart. I really hope, you keep my name on the other side.may we be happy brother.. with our choices.including me. I love you brother.'' lirih Alisa.

His eyes blurred, due to the clear grain that is soon ready to spill. Alisa rubbed her cheeks that had been soaked by tears.

It was beautiful love for both of them. Love in sincerity. Like the same likes, but already tied destiny with others. What can they do, besides just being able to let go of each other and let go.

It hurts, but it's better. Instead of being halfway even found out if each of them has a partner.

''Lis...''

Alisa flinched, hearing someone's call. He turned his head, and how surprised Alisa was when he saw who was behind him.

''Brother Madan!'' shocks surprised.

Madan smiles. ''Later after this event is over, meet brother in an ordinary place huh? There's something Big Brother wants to give you, as memories of big brother for you!'' madan.

Alisa nodded. ''Yes Brother! Alisa will be there!'' the answer.

''Yes already, brother back there huh? Remember, Sweety, don't show anyone your grief! enough we both know! wipe your tears! don't grieve! if you are sad, brother also sad.'' said Madan.

Add to the tightness of Alisa's chest. He's getting sobbing. But he tried to arrest her by turning his back on Madan.

''Sweety...''

''Hiks. yes brother! I will not cry! hiks.. I'll wash my face first!'' he said, running to the toilet.

Madan looked at him softly. A speck of clear droplets flowed down his smooth cheeks. Tightness in his chest. But what should he be? if fate doesn't want them together??

''You have to be strong, sweety. You are my amplifier! if you're fragile, then I'll be fragile too.take care of your heart right now.I know you're running because you want to cry! Crying while crying makes you feel relieved, and so do I! Even if it hurts, I will still live! this is the destiny we must pass through.'' he told himself.

Unconsciously, there was someone there who heard all their words. Intentions want to call Alisa, instead get the news so heartbreaking.

Madan passed, she wiped her tears. Then go to the toilet.

Someone there also ran into the girls' toilet. He's looking for Alisa, but there's nothing. There are voices of people crying. Curious, he came to the place.

Arriving there, he saw Alisa crying a lot.

''Yes Allah Lis... You why??'' ask her to panic.

''Hani.. sakkiiiiettt.. hiks.... why my way of life is like iiiniii.. why should I be with others! not with! my heart ache Hani... What can I do???? haaaaa.. sakkiiiiettt.''bright Alisa while having a hiccup.

''Sabar Lis! you must be able to accept! don't drag! crying can! but don't be prolonged, will you? You must be patient! all these tests must have a silver lining! calm your heart! I'm with you!! cry out! if crying can reduce the pain in your heart!'' hani said, hugging Alisa.

''For a moment, let me call them to stop your duties!'' hani said while calling someone there.

After finishing, Hani takes Alisa to the back, where she and Madan promise after the school event is over.

Hani faithfully accompanies Alisa. Until Madan gets there.

At 12:30 the event was over. And it will continue tomorrow. They paused for a moment, as it had already entered the dhuhur time.

Madan and the others carry out their duties at the school musholla. When he finished, Madan immediately rushed to the back.

Looked Alisa there with someone. Madan ran small to reach Alisa.

''Lis.'' said.

Alisa and Hani look over. ''I live ya Lis.'' said Hani. He stepped out leaving Alisa and Madan there.

Before leaving, Hani smiles at Madan. A smile was also answered by Madan.

''Brother.''' Alisa's shrieked with quivering lips.

''Sshhhhtt.. don't talk Lis. if you can't! Let Kak Madan aja yes.

His hand reached into his pocket, and took out a heart-red box. Madan took Alisa's hand and put the box there.

Alisa was stunned to see it.

''Sister. i-it's...''

''Yes Lis! that's for you! intentionally bought from the sweat of his own brother! during my time there, I taught my sister a class. And paid, for three months you kept it and just yesterday, when you wanted to come home here, you bought it for you! Brother thought, this could be as a fastener for you, it turns out that big brother is late!'' Madan laughed as she said it.

''Sister, this is not worthy of me! just give it to the sister-to-be later!'' alisa.

Madan shakes. ''No Lis! from the beginning of this ring is indeed brother buy for you! it is intended not to be given to others! this is special for you! so wear it now! brother wants to see it! it will definitely be very beautiful if paired in your sweet day!'' madan.

Alisa shakes. But Madan is tight. He took the box and opened it.

Alisa stared at the box as Madan opened it. A diamond-like edged ring, but not a diamond, with a beautiful engraving on the edge of the ring.

Madan took Alisa's ring finger. He put the ring on Alisa's left sweet finger. Because Alisa's right finger was already filled with another young man's ring.

Madan's heart was pinched at the sight of Alisa's finger adorned with another young man's ring.

Madan put the ring on. And exactly as she thought, very beautiful in Alisa's day.

''Remember Lis! never take off this ring under any circumstances! if one day you need money, then pawn! but not for sale! this is a sign that on your other side of your heart there is a dwelling of me! if one day our successor is a match, you can give the ring to him. But before that take care of this ring, just like you kept your heart for me!'' madan.

Alisa is crying. It was unexpected that fate would lead him to such a complicated situation.

''Ba-good Brother! I will take care of it until the time is right! I will remember that there is someone I have to take care of, to the point where this ring will be anchored to the right person! Until that time comes, I will keep this with all my heart!'' tukas Alisa steady.

Madan smiles. '' Thank you Sweety, you will always be in my heart. Your name will be stored in one corner of my heart, irreplaceable to the other! For the last time, can Big Brother hug you Lis??'' madan asked while looking at Alisa.

Alisa nodded. ''Yes..''

Madan hugged Alisa and rubbed the black mane covered in hijab. Long as they hugged, Madan finally let go of her embrace and looked at Alisa inside.

Madan looked at Alisa who was also staring at him. Madan advanced, and placed her lips right on Alisa's forehead. It feels warm there. A clear grain flowed down her cheek, falling down Alisa's cheek.

Alisa closed her eyes. It permeates the love Madan gave her last time. Alisa hugged Madan tightly. Tighter reply by Madan.

Someone was staring at him.

Love is so complicated. When love comes it wants to dock, but the place has been side by side by another. Love in silence. Missing and mentioning each other in prayer.

Madan's love story is over. His love is unresolved. But the memories of this love will always be imprinted in his heart, until anytime.

Lovely love that gives each other up and lets go. This is real love. To take off for the sake of his happiness with others.

Pure love is anchored in sincerity.

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TB