I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Explanation

Emil was shocked by Ross' behavior. Really am! that's not the point and the purpose of coming to the woman's place.

It felt like now, in vain he was kind to the woman. Unexpectedly, in good is reciprocated with evil.

Emil flinched when Ross wanted to kiss his lips. With reflex he dodged and turned his cheek in the other direction. Just his cheeks were smelled by the woman's lips.

Emil clenched his hand. Can his woman steal the opportunity while she is daydreaming.

You shameless woman!

Emil cursed it in his heart.

Emil threw his breath rough.

His goal was to pass on the explanation to the woman. That he should not be too late in grief. Because the soul mate of every human being is already in His hands.

We as human beings can only give up the decision of destiny.

That's the purpose and purpose. But instead it is tarnished by Ross' treatment of her.

At that time Emil was confused, wanted to talk to what kind of woman. But unexpectedly, the woman hugged him tightly.

And when Emil wants to take off, even stronger the hug until it feels short of breath. He was desperate, be gentle stroking the woman's back. So that his embrace can be released.

And sure enough! The hug loosened. Emil looked at her deeply. He was thinking, how to convey words that do not offend the woman.

After all, she is still a woman. Although he looks hard, but inside he is very fragile.

Just like her heart, Alisa. Remembering Alisa, Emil daydreams. And when the daydream broke, he was shocked by Ross' actions.

He wanted to kiss Emil!

And lucky Emil dodged.

Emil is restoring his hair. For a moment he was silent. Then he said something that broke the woman's spirit.

'' You really are the shameless girl Ross! You want to kiss me on purpose, huh? What exactly is in your brain? Until you steal a chance at narrowness! You shameless girl! Where is your pride huh?'' he said, he rubbed his face rough.

'' You are so outrageous Ross !! I didn't expect you to be that low! I came here, well-intentioned for you! But with the heart you take a chance in narrowness! You're so smart Ross! heh!'' he said annoyed

'' Mi-mil''

Emil did not give him the opportunity to answer every one of his scathing words. It is outrageous, but he must act decisively. To make things that don't happen again.

'' What?? want to defend yourself?? want to say if you were not intentionally so?? huh! I guess Ross, you're just obsessed with me! not love!'' it definitely made the woman fixate.

The woman shook her head. Clear circles flow on his tapered cheeks. Wanting Emil to speak softly to her, he did not reach the heart. But he got scared. What if the woman came back?? Will he also get into trouble?

Not to mention this, if Alisa knows what will happen to the sweet girl. Again.. Emil rubbed his face rough.

He sighed.

'' For the last time, I warn you! Don't you ever try to heat up Alisa with what you did to me! If Alisa gets mad at me because of your attitude! Then I will punish you myself! Catch that!!''

'' This is your first and last warning! If only you were kind to me and did not disturb my happiness then I would not have acted this far. I'm sorry I know you Ross!

'' I didn't think you were so good to me! Sweet-mouthed but two-faced! If only.. hah already! tired of talking to you at length! the tip of the end you still did not heed my warning!

'' I can only pray that you will get the best. God has prepared a special soul mate for you! Only you have to change.

'' Change in a better direction and you will get the best. Forgive all my words that offended you, I hope we stay like this. As buyers and sellers.

'' Remove all your races for me Ross. be happy.

'' And.hah! after this, suppose that the events of today do not exist! all of us bury so as not to cause slander in the future.

'' I hope you understand Ross.'' he explained.

After saying that, Emil turned around and left behind a girl who was hit by his refusal.

He hit his chest so tight.

'' Hiks.. Hiks.. it hurts.. once it feels. haaaa.. I .. want to.. die!!'' his sobs.

Unwittingly by her, the young man who had just incised a wound in his heart turned around. And saying..

'' Live in peace Ross is not forever what we think will be ours but cannot be ours. Introspection is better! Ross.you're a good girl, it's just that you're going the wrong way. Hopefully after this you can change for the better! Rest assured! If God will give you the best! Be patient until the time comes!'' he said wisely, smiling sweetly at the wounded girl.

Emil knows that his words will hurt Ross' feelings, but this has to happen. If not, then the farewell that he will get from Alisa later. He doesn't want that to happen.

'' Emil ..''

Emil turned around and left. He disappeared in the street, himself and his shadow also went. Leaving nothing there.

All that is left is a heart wounded by his deeds.

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See you again.. 😘