I'm Not a Shit Carrier

POV Tama

She smiled but something was strange. She cried and hugged the baby.

Alisa was still looking at Tama carefully. ''Mak?''

''Eh?'' Alisa surprised. Just now he was daydreaming about Tama and her baby girl.

Tama approaches her and gives the baby girl to Alisa.

''Who's the name, Mak?'' lana asked enthusiastically.

Alisa smiling. ''According to bang Tama, who?''

Tama looked at the baby girl with a sweet smile.

''Lisa. Annisa. The name Surah in the Quran means Woman or Woman!''

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From last night until this morning, I was so nervous. Anxious to remember if Mak Alisa will give birth soon.

Huh! Ever since the day I saw Emil's father pervert with another woman, since then Emil's father never came home again.

Just to see Mak Alisa. Sad anyway. But what to do if you do not want to bear Mak again.

Not to mention when we came to try to persuade dad to come home, instead we were made to shock.

Yeah, we. Me and Lana. My beloved brother. How not, if the cause of the split in the family Mak Alisa and Emil's father is caused by Rima's grandmother.

Huh! annoy me! If not at Mak's request, Mak I've confirmed all the secrets.

Ck! Herman once I. Remembering Lana, I often chuckle to myself.

Carrying her like an adult, yet still a child. But his persona is very firm!

Once you say no, you will forever not. Can't be bothered anymore. The decision is absolute.

We can't change her, including our Mak. Mak Alisa's. And this morning, after dawn, I went home for a while to catch up with my two sisters, arriving home and it turned out that Dad was there.

But instead of asking, he went into the room and closed the door.

The three of us looked at each other. I'm upset with Emil's father. I want to touch that face.

There's no guilt at all. Ck!

The three of us rushed to Novi's midwife clinic without telling Dad if Mak was going to give birth.

What to do in telling. He didn't want that baby. I'm so upset at her! Huh!

Arriving there, our steps simultaneously stopped because they heard the sound of crying so loud.

I smiled, but my tears were falling. I don't know why, I really like the sound of crying.

Impatiently waiting, we just ran straight into the delivery room. Midwife Novi just shook her head to see our behavior.

Hehehe.. sorry Buk! We really wanted to see that baby. I said in my heart. The three of us approached Mak Alisa.

And it looks like my beloved is still weak. Even so, he smiled at us.

I'm so moved to see it. I cried seeing Mak struggle all this time when pregnant our adek.

Ducklings. Yeah, adek. Uh, what kind of person is that?? Busy with my thoughts about the baby scene, Mak Alisa's voice called out to me.

''Son, Adzan is your brother yes, you are a substitute father to prosecute him.'' Said me.

How glad I was to be given such an opportunity. A nurse walked in front of us carrying the tiny little baby.

Turns out my sister's a girl. I smiled, but the tears did not stop.

The first time I touched the baby, my heart shook.

Grn, deg, deg.

This heart was beating so fast for him. I don't know why I like this little baby so much.

Little little baby. Lips thin, chubby cheeks with hair so black. I imagine what if he grew up?

It's gonna be so pretty. Beyond Mak Alisa and also my sister Ira. Her beauty was not only on her face but also on her heart.

I looked at her face with constant crying. Mak Alisa looked at me silently.

So too with everything there. Strange I suppose. Like never seeing someone in love!

Eh? In love? On babies? Ck! This is my thinking! Still labile. But yes indeed, the first time I received it in my hands, I felt something strange.

I don't know what feeling I don't know. I really wanted this baby. But. that can't be.

I don't know, my heart trembled to see it. At first glance I saw her face so similar..... with me?!

Huh uh?! Masa' anyway?! But this is really.. I remember when Mama Linda showed me a picture when I was a baby.

It's similar! Haissshhh! That baby is so far adrift with you! If Ira is suitable!

But I don't like her! I love this little angel. I like her so much!

And lucky for him I was given the chance to prosecute him. I chanted a very sad Adhan in his ears.

The little baby squirms. So adorable. Unknowingly after I tried her, I peeked at the baby's forehead for so long.

Until it felt like it went into the deepest recesses of my heart. I love you my sister. I sobbed. I don't care about everyone's eyes on me including Mak Alisa.

To me, my beloved sister. After being satisfied to kiss and hug him, I now approached Mak Alisa who was daydreaming.

I don't know what he's dreaming about, I don't know either. ''Mak?'' call me.

Mak Alisa was shocked, but only a moment later she smiled warmly at me.

I approached Lana and handed the baby to Mak Alisa, but Mak refused. Be that baby still in my hands.

''Who's the name, Mak?'' lana asked enthusiastically.

Mak Alisa smiled. ''According to bang Tama, who?'' ask her.

Eh? Why even me? But let it be, it's a chance for me to give her a pretty name.

I looked at the baby girl with a sweet smile. Even the sweet. Beat the sugar and ants! Eh?

''Lisa. Annisa. The name Surah in the Qur'an means Woman or Woman! Name's Annisa. What a beautiful name for a beautiful person like my sister!''

The cup!

I kissed again the soft and smooth forehead of my beloved sister. Yes, from now on Annisa is my beloved sister.

I'll keep her up anytime! Even if one day Mak asks me to give my life for him, I am willing.

I'm sincere!

Don't know why, like there's something that's so interesting to my little brother.

Is this just my feeling or? I don't know! Being close to this baby makes me very comfortable.

It was so comfortable that it entered my heart. Even my heart to this day is still racing great.

It's just my feeling, huh? Hmmm.I don't know! Just follow where the current is taking me.

Where was the last place I stopped, that's my home. That's where I'm anchored forever.

We never know who is in love. Can it be in the same age, can it be in adults, can it be in children?

Love is blind. But we're the ones who have to be the guide. If he's blind, then we're his guide.

Hem, may that love be on my side. It doesn't matter if the love is still small now. But if it's big, can it?

The soul mate no one knows. Including myself. Can Annisa be my sister now, but do not rule out the possibility if in the future she will be my wife?

Where do I put my heart? Yeah, I hope so. Hoping on destiny, because fate decides it.

I'm happy, if that happens to me. If not, no problem. All of that is already a stroke of fate that can not be elak anymore.

Everything that has been set. Including my soul mate. I am ready for this life's destiny. Let it be like water flows.

Follow the current then we will be safe, but if opposing it is free. Wherever we go, if that is our destiny, he will find his way.

Adrian Pratamas.

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