I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Alisa POV

After I met Bang Emil at Ros's kak shop, I went home and intended to give food to bang Emil. I waited a long time but came. Because I'm happy so I want to follow her to Ros's store.

But how surprised I was when I saw that bang Emil and brother Ros were sitting together. They look very familiar and so friendly with brother Ros smiling sweetly and bang Emil reply with a smile no less sweet anyway, making my heart hot as if burning!

There is a sense of unwillingness to see bang Emil with Sister Ros. That is how my heart aches to see their familiarity. But after I think, who am I that presumptuous will be angry with him while me and himself have no relationship, just a new feeling of like has not continued to serious stages.

I looked at the two of them from a distance, I saw Brother Ros so spoiled on the Emil bang as if they were a couple. But wait a minute.is it possible that bang Emil gave up to choose Kaka Ros as my replacement?? But why didn't he say it?? Though he said he wanted to fight to melt my heart..but where is the evidence?? It's bullshit!!

This pain continued to grow after seeing, if brother Ros holding the hand bang Emil. Being bang Emil just silent, he did not reject it even like enjoying it.

Did you just get here your struggle Bang..??

Where is your promise that says that you will be more active in breaking my heart??

All that nonsense!

Promise but can't keep it!!

I don't feel a clear circle flowing down my cheek.

it hurts so much to see him alone with someone else. It's ruined my hope! I just wanted to start, but I lost before I fought.

My eyes keep looking ahead, where a man and a woman are looking friendly. It's a heartache, but what's my day because I'm not who he is.

I squeezed the food in my hand until the books in my hand turned white. For a moment I bowed, lamenting my fate. I'm trying to toughen up!

As I looked up, I saw Bang Emil walking slowly while looking down. And when he was nearing the bend of the road he looked up, coinciding with his feet stopping to step.

He was surprised to see me standing there with food in my hand. He walked slowly to the place where I was standing. He approached me who was staring at him flatly.

I'm trying to convince my heart that bang Emil is not my soul mate. But the soul of others.

When he was near me, he called me with a call unfortunately. Ah how could I be loved by her. Maybe it was like that because I was younger than him.

You don't ge'er Lis ...

Bang Emil smiled at me, while I replied flatly. Long time he was silent until he rebuked me.

'' Deck ''' call him but I keep quiet.

Heh, just want to know about me..! I answered her question but it remained the same.

'' Yes, this is provision for Brother. I myself made it. Intentions want to give directly to the person, but the person is busy! I had to wait here.'' said jutek

I looked at his face, which was smiling, and now it turned to surprise. But he quickly changed his face to normal again.

Bang Emil smiled.

''Oh, yes? Means this provision is for Brother??'' tanyanya I just nodded

He smiled sweetly at me just as he smiled at Brother Ros making me sick! But I keep trying to be ordinary.

'' Thank you deck.. I want to take the time to cook this food for Brother.. thanks yes..??'' he said it was very happy.

I can't stand long with her. I want to leave immediately but before I leave I want to tell her something. I turned and walked but not far away Emil called me again like he understood why I was being so jutek to him.

''Wait a minute someone wants you to explain.it's not like you see! Brother is nothing like Ros..''

I stopped and turned around.

''I don't need any explanation from Brother..I am who is this Brother?? We don't have any relationship just to say hello to each other. And. if indeed bang Emil intends to continue that relationship with brother Ros. please! I'm not going to ban it. Besides, I'm not that close to you, until you want to explain it to me. And yes, I will return the shawl to Brother. On Sunday I was on school duty outside so she met there, I will tell you where the place is.''I turned around to hold the tightness in my chest.

And I can't believe he blocked my hand.

''Grandfather.it's not like that.. Brother just wanted to explain to her just in case

I cut his shit off with my words until he took his hand off me.

''Who am I to you, bang Emil.. If you really want to be with her why do you always bother me?? Is this account just your game? And after you get what you want, you will throw me away so??

Tega you bang..! I am also a woman what is the difference between me and her?? but you did it as if I was your impingement because you were rejected as he was.. Wicked you bang!!

From now on I will let you go. Leave me.. Go with him. Is he not what you want?? May you be happy bang..''

He took his hand off me and after saying that I ran, I heard no more of what he said. My heart hurts to see them both like that. Let all this be a memory between me and him.

~Goodbye bang.I hope you are happy with him..~