I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Not the same anymore

After a meeting and conversation between Tarman and Yoga Pakde, they now decide that Alisa will stay with her parents.

Pakde Tarman was relieved after hearing an apology from his younger brother. Likewise with Mama Alina, she also apologized to all of them for ignoring Alisa.

The two of them will try to persuade Alisa not to marry after school. It would be a pity if Alisa got married at such a young age. Because Alisa has a good performance in school.

Pakde Tarman agrees to Alisa's parents' request on condition that if Alisa wants to marry young then let her. But if Alisa wants to go to school again after marriage, it's fine. Because the decision is in Alisa's hands.

After all the affairs are done the whole family of Yoga Pak return to their respective places. Although it feels hard to leave Alisa, they still have to go back there because there is where they make a living to support their families.

They all share a relationship with Alisa. Alisa is currently healthy although still a bit carefree but she still ushered in the future where her family will go home to their respective villages.

Looking at Alisa's pale face, my eyes were like there was no passion for life. Pakde Tarman advised Pak Yoga and mama Alina to take good care of Alisa.

Don't make him vent their anger out of disappointment. It is enough to just hold.

For the matter of her engagement to Emil, let it be Alisa's own decision to decide. Whether you want to continue or just get here.

Alisa is an adult she can choose what is good and what is bad for her.

Such was the message conveyed by Mr. Tarman before they returned to his village.

Alisa is now sitting opposite her parents. Pak Yoga saw the state of Alisa felt pinched in his heart. He looked at his daughter.

Likewise with Mama Alina he sobbed since. When Alisa comes out of her room to take her family away, her mother Alina crosses paths with Alisa.

Mama Alina is stunned.

Long time he stood in his place even though Alisa had walked ahead leaving her there. Mama Alina sobbed to see Alisa's condition.

So much did Alisa want with the young man that he had such a fever. Mama Alina smiled wryly at the thought that Alisa would soon be marrying a young overseas who they just did not know their family. Just his brother-in-law.

Alisa looked at her parents coldly. There was no greeting nor a gentle smile, all there was was was a flat face without expression.

Pak Yoga tried to suppress the tightness in his heart seeing Alisa who changed to the two of them.

Pak Yoga sighed, his lungs were tight. He wanted to run to throw away his tightness, but it was impossible.

''Son.'' said gently.

Alisa just shut up. His gaze was empty. The eyes are fixed to the front but the heart and mind go nowhere.

''Lis.'' mama Alina called out to her sobbing. Alisa's silence left both her parents guilty.

''Forgive papa son. It's not papa's intention to judge you.

Not finished the words Pak Yoga Alisa has cut her.

''No matter what Pa.. Alisa is fine.. Alisa is not why why. papa do not have to worry yes.'' he said with a flat face without expression.

Pak Yoga and Mama Alina look at each other, they do not know what to do to melt Alisa's heart. Not to mention his flat face was hard to guess his expression.

''If you want to cry, cry son. do not be detained.'' said mama Alina gave Alisa advice so that she is free to express.

''Are you still angry with both of us, son..??'' ask me Yoga

Alisa shook her head for what Alisa was angry with you two. After all what you guys did is right?? And again Alisa has no right to forbid papa and mama. I'm just a kid. Is not a child obliged to serve his parents before he gets married later??''

Pak Yoga was stunned by Alisa's words.

Papa is wrong son. forgive papa..

Alisa wanted to get up from her seat, but was held back by Alina's mother's words.

Alisa closed her eyes.

Again.His mother hurt her heart after last night her papa is now her Mama anyway. Didn't they know that Alisa was currently so sick and fragile?? Why is it that easy for them to guess what is on Alisa while they do not know what Alisa really thinks??

Really am! Alisa was so disappointed with her mom. He didn't think his mother who gave birth to him could accuse him like that??

Alisa sat down again. ''Please tell me what you want my mom and dad to tell Alisa?''

Mama Alina stared at her nanar. Alisa hated them so much that Alisa dared to answer every question.

''Why are you changing Lis... Are we as parents useless in your eyes??'' mama asked Alina in annoyance.

Taka put up with her mama's question, Alisa answered and looked at her Mama Did Mama judge Alisa?? Did you not know what Alisa was like?? Why does she always accuse Alisa, without asking first?? Did you forget who taught Alisa about the bad qualities of a relationship?? Did your mom forget?? Is that so bad your Alisa Dimata?? Just because Emil asked Alisa, mom and dad accused Alisa of sin??'' at the end of her words Alisa lowered her voice.

They were shocked by Alisa's words.

Pak Yoga stared at Alisa without a blink, has he misjudged Alisa??

Mama Alina was surprised, was she wrong to ask like that?? but where is the mistake??

Alisa lowered her head so much that you two hate the Emil bang, until you both have the heart to accuse her of desecrating Alisa, even though let alone tarnishing Alisa's hand she never except involuntarily.. tega mama and papa judged it bad when bang Emil is not like that..

Where's Alisa Pa's fault??

Where's Alisa Ma's fault??

Even Alisa did not know if last night bang Emil planned an impromptu proposal. Before that he had never said anything to me for more than two months I had not seen him at all!

And how could bang Emil stain me in such a distance. if so surely now I am pregnant right??

Papa's got me accusing him of being mean to me! We're not that far along with the relationship!

As long as you know for a month he tried to get close to me but I didn't get upset because I knew mom and dad didn't like him.

I hold on as hard as I can, but whatever my day.I'm a girl who doesn't know about her name feelings for the opposite sex. His attention made me melt even though I repeatedly refused but still he was still cool.

Last time I rejected it too but what?? Bang Emil proposed to me!

Can you explain where my mistake is??

Where's Pa??

With courage you accuse me like that. I don't want to be proposed to him either!

I want her!

Where's my fault Pa?? Where??'' ask him with a hunting breath.

Alisa had not dared to say that to her parents. He remained silent despite the blame. But this time Alisa was forced to do it because of her pride which became the question mark of both parents.

Everything has changed .. is not the same as it used to be. Don't blame yourself for doing this to your parents.

''Where's my mistake Pa..?? Where's Ma?? Did you accuse me without asking me first?? It hurts like there are thousands of knives piercing my heart! I was suspicious without asking first. And it was done by both my parents..''

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