I'm Not a Shit Carrier

I'm not the same as her!

''Haha...'' Alisa laughing.

Emil surprised. ''What's wrong with you?? Why do I feel, if you laugh at my suffering!''

''It's true! because that's what I'm doing! I laugh at your suffering!''

''Why??''

''Because you have failed me, God has rewarded you in the way you were deceived by your mistress! My prayers are answered! Alhamdulillah.'' said Alisa with a happy smile.

''What do you mean??''

''I intentionally pray to God that you feel what I feel, pain when ignored! sick when disappointed! and it hurts to be deceived by you!''

Deg.

Emil was shocked to hear Alisa's words. ''Oh... So you pray bad for me??''

''Without intentionally praying for you! Because if I just shut up, you're getting ugly with me! For the sake of the woman who is nothing to you, you are willing to go home in the morning! Me being?? Don't come home in the morning, just take me no! What is it called praying evil for you? During the night, I pray for safety and blessings in this family, but you're the one who's not right! Now I ask, if you were in my position, would you just shut up?? huh uh??''

Emil was silent, he looked at Alisa with his flat face.

''Sister!''

''Yes Mak!''

''Go inside, close the door, and don't listen to what Mak has to say! come inside!'' tell it to Ira.

Ira nodded obediently. After her the little girl came in and closed the door. Seeing that Alisa turned to Emil again.

''Answer my question! Will you survive if I keep acting like that?? Aren't you hurt?? Aren't you jealous? If your wife is happier outside than at home??''

Emil remained silent. Alisa smiled miris. ''Even to answer you can't afford, bang! I guess...if you were in my position, surely you would have hit me and kicked me from here? No matter if I was pregnant, you would definitely torture me! The self-esteem of a man is very high! But sometimes, he was unaware of his behavior, forbidding this wife! being herself?? free to do anything! Isn't such a man selfish??''

''I'm not what you're accusing Alisa of! you misunderstood me! I had to do all this for humanity! nothing more! Sorry if I hurt your feelings again. I had to do it!'' sahut Emil, still staring at Alisa flat.

''Forced?? But you like her, don't you?? In fact, you thought that if you were to leave me after this baby was born, you would also legally marry her, right??''

Deg.

How does he know??

''Why?? My guess is right, isn't it?? Don't you think I don't know what you think, bang Milham! I know everything! But I purposely lured you to talk, but dear you covered it from me! I've been living with you for almost three years now, so both your bad behavior, I've memorized it out of my head. I'm not a toy bang! i'm human! I have a heart and a feeling. If you think I don't exist, you're wrong bang! I'm alive, I'm sitting in front of you! If you don't want to be with me, you better let go! Because by releasing me, it can free you from the snare of the household that you do not want!'' beat Alisa coldly.

They fell silent without a sound, neither Alisa nor Emil were there to open their voices again. Alisa who felt that if there was nothing to talk about, got up.

He headed to the kitchen and cleaned up the rest of the cooking utensils that he left behind. After he finished, he sat down again in front of the floor without seeing Emil who kept staring at him.

''Why??'' emil asked, making Alisa tilt her head slightly, then switch to facing tivi again.

''Since I promised both my parents, if I get into trouble, both big and small, I still have to hang with you! Even though you used to be a zolim to me! Wait until this baby is born, after which you are free to decide!'' sahut Alisa without looking at Emil.

''You changed Lis!''

''I changed because of you!'' sahut Alisa again.

''Now, what do you want??''

''I don't want anything anymore. For me, if it is already like this path of destiny for me, I cannot do anything!''

''And if you want to leave me for another woman, please! But give me back my wasted time for about three years I take care of you! Even if I went to college, I would be working now! For the sake of following you, I buried my will! Can you give it back to me? Time wasted during these three years??''

Emil hush. He was annoyed by Alisa's words just now. Her eyes stared at Alisa.

''It turned out that during my marriage to me, you were never sincere in everything! You even asked for a change of time wasted during marriage with me! haha. You're the same as any other woman! same everything! nothing is sincere!''

''Me?? insincerely?? Same with other women?? Now I ask, if your mistress had been your wife for three years only knew the kitchen of the mattress and the well, would she have survived with you?? Will he survive your behavior that is always more concerned with others than him?? Will he be able to, live as is like this?? Is he used to living happily?? What would she do if she knew that her husband would rather play outside than at home?? I'm not sincerely saying?? If I'm not sincere, I won't take care of you all this time! I don't want to give birth to your successor! I don't want to take care of her! Now you're saying I'm the same as another woman?? Which part of me is the same as the other woman?? Shit!'' alisa's word, she faces Emil with her cold gaze.

Emil looked at Alisa. ''You-''

''I'm not the same as your mistress! I'm not like him! I'm not dredging your treasures! Once I can I throw you away! I'm not like that! It's even me you make like that! Treasure, you seek, but I keep it! Until you can buy whatever you want! That's what you call me the same as other women??''

''Change your point of view towards me! Only once did you get a rebuke, you accused me again. Not enough with the karma paid cash that you feel now??''

''You always accuse others when you're upset! without seeing what is good and bad, you judge that person as you see it and as you see it in your eyes! I'm not the same as your mistress, don't you equate me with her! Because I'm not her, not you! Who always judge people when they are angry! Without seeing what good has been in front of your eyes! As if whatever I do now is wrong in your eyes! And your mistress is more right! If he's right, why did he take your bike? Why dare he take what is not his right! Why is it always me who is wrong in your eyes, while there are others who make fatal mistakes you even close your eyes??''

Deg.

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Is there anything wrong with being upset anymore? If the wrong thing is only what appears in the eye? The others are not wrong? Even though he was proven guilty??

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