I'm Not a Shit Carrier

I'm Not a Shit Carrier
Alisa's Promise



''It's true what Papa said! Alisa is not a princess you can be proud of! Alisa accepts Papa's decision! Alisa will leave after papa hands Alisa over to the young man that Papa doesn't want! Alisa wants Papa alone to marry Alisa. That way, Alisa is detached from you two.''


The deg!


''Nope! Nope! You can't get out of here, son. It's your house! Until anytime! this house will remain your home! even if your Papa doesn't allow you to stay here, you can still come back here! After all, you're my daughter! my only child! How could I possibly let you not step on this house again! Until anytime! you're still my daughter, Alisa!'' mama Alina said with tears.


''Ok! if that's your decision! Papa will follow! Please pack from now on! And yes, if something happens to your marriage, then never say it to me! Don't say anything to Papa! You cam that!'' she said with trembling lips.


Pak Yoga was unable to say anything more to Alisa. Because if Alisa has decided, then she sticks to her decision.


''Alisa promised.if one day Alisa has trouble with this marriage, Alisa will not say anything to Papa and Mama! Alisa will hold her own no matter what happens! One thing that Alisa pinta. if someday you hear that my situation is not okay! slap your face, shut your ears! For if one day you hear unpleasant news from me, then remember this day! Where Papa has promised never to regard me as his daughter again, nor will I give any news to you, whether alive or dead!''


Dddduuuaarrr...


Papa Yoga gasped at Alisa's words. Heart's torn. Sick but not bleeding. This is the reality that must be accepted, if he opposes Alisa's wishes.


Forgive Alisa Pa..


Mama Alina cried and roared bitterly. He hit his chest which was so painful when he heard Alisa's words.


Not without reason Alisa said such a thing. The dream that brought him together with Gilang, was the dream of the future.


No one knows what Alisa's hiding now. Let him be considered an ungodly child for not following his father's orders.


Because the decision is already unanimous. His fate with Emil had indeed been etched. Can't be changed. It has become a decision.


Pak Yoga stared at Alisa. His eyes blurred, a sign of clear water had gathered there.


And so is Alisa. He looked at Pak Yoga with a flat but sad face. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks. No sound at all.


It hurts to see the princess herself in silence. But what to say, these two people are the same. Both are stubborn.


Whatever has been decided, will not change again. The fruit did not fall far from the tree. This is the right saying for Alisa and Pak Yoga.


All the traits he had, were declining on his own daughter. Pak Yoga sobbing. Alissa knows that. He looked at his father with a flat face.


Covering the pain in his heart from the words that scratched the recesses of his heart. Which daughter would listen to the hurtful words of her own biological father.


''Thanks! Thank you for raising me as your child, thank you for accepting this child who does not know yourself.. I'm sorry if I can't make you two happy with your request.. If I can choose, I also don't want to be born this second! But what is my day, if it is like this destiny path that I must live. Thank you. I hope that whatever I will do later. will bear rewards for both of you. I hope I can be devoted to my husband.. I'm willing to suffer aslakan y'all happy.. once again.I say thank you very much. for raising and taking care of the skin all this time.I will soon pack!" he said standing up immediately.


"Oh yeah, one more! tell the whole family Papa and Mama, if my wedding and bang Emil is going to be a week from now! Faster is better! One message, don't tell me any reason why this marriage is accelerating. Because I don't want to be surprised by all of them with my behavior that doesn't know this self, I promise! Will not say anything to all of them, to the extent that they themselves will know it. sorry. if the words of the children do not know themselves this offends if both. I enter first.." he added as it passed leaving Mama stream yangeraung there.


While Pak Yoga stared nanar at his daughter who passed away, the stage turned its head in the slightest..


"Hehehe.. Even my own daughter is against my decision?! What am I supposed to do now? I'm just trying to protect her! But he refused! I'm just he's happy, but he prefers his own happiness. I want the best for him. I want him to get someone who truly loves him! Not just because of the looks! Where is that young man??" pilu.


Her heart ached to see Alisa not willing to obey her words. Yoga sir just kept mumbling to himself.


Sometimes she cries, sometimes she laughs. Do not know what to do, and carried where the pain in the ear of the heart.


"I don't want my daughter to go far away from me, but what is my day.. I pray for you, son, that you may have true happiness.. Samapi whenever you're my daughter.. Alisa Febriyanti." muttered Mama Alina in her heart.


Another with Alisa. He was still pensive to himself thinking about his fate that would be taken somewhere.


Half of his heart was with his parents. And his whole heart was with someone far away..


"I'll be patient waiting for you, until the time brings us together. Sorry if the other day I could forget you! I don't know when or what year I'll see you.. I will wait for you. As you promised.I love you so much..Wherever you are.This heart will always be attached to you.. may we be found in a better situation than we are now! I'll be waiting for you! For now I have to live the destiny I should have lived.."


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Sad no, if you guys are in Alisa's position??


TB