I'm Not a Shit Carrier

I'm Not a Shit Carrier
Emil was angry



'' Allahu Akbar !'' his screams as the hammer struck his finger.


He grimaced with a great pain. Until cold sweat poured down his forehead. I wanted to cry, but that was impossible. He is a man, embarrassed dong if crying is considered badcong later.


That young man was Emil. While he was at work, there was a strange premonition that engulfed his heart.


He felt that Alisa was calling him. Because he was busy with his daydream, Emil's left hand holding a nail became hit because the hammer that was hit missed his hand.


He hissed withstanding the pain in his hand.


'' Ssssttt. Ouchhh. pulse euyyy. ck! you stupid Mil! You may dream while working! Ishh.basic!'' he monologues himself.


'' But why do I remember Alisa? What's wrong with her? Did something happen? Because since the engagement last night I haven't had time to see him.. hmm.. Should I just wait at the intersection? Is it time to go home from school??'' mumbling again.


He rushes out of his job and asks permission to come out for a while. After asking permission from Mr. Daman, Emil rushed to walk across the road there.


He was rushing because his time was limited. As he passed by Alisa's house, Emil saw the house was silent. A sign that Alisa hasn't returned to school.


He walked until he reached Ross' store, Emil saw Alisa who was pulled by force by Ross' sister to the backyard.


Emil ran after her. She was worried about Alisa. There's business with Ross with Alisa to pull like that.


Emil is upset, he continues to follow Alisa from behind until he gets there. A moment later he heard the words of Ross' brother who so struck him.


Emil clenched his hands tightly. As much as he tried to stifle it.


Emil saw his heart bowed as Ross said something that hurt him. But it was only for a moment, after which Alisa looked up and replied back to Ross's words.


Emil smiled at Alisa's words.


Good deck. Fight this injustice.Your pride is at stake! Let's prove it to him if you're not what he thinks you are.


Emil continued to hear Alisa's words, until one sentence that so slapped Emil, making him angry. He who had intended only to be silent, has now changed. Emil wanted to say something to the woman who had hurt him.


'' Heleh.if it is so, it will be made as good as anything still no one will believe! If you were a cheap girl! Want to hook a guy by selling your body!!'' he said he was disgusted to see Alisa.


While Emil who was standing not far from them gasped. He was surprised to hear the words of Ross, who was so insulting to his heart. He clenched his hands tightly.


Emil wanted to approach them but was restrained from hearing Ross's next words...


'' You are indeed a whore of Alisa! You sold your body to Emil on purpose, so Emil likes you, right? And since he already felt it, that's why he chose you right?? You whore! Once a whore remains a whore!!'' her sarcasm keeps Alisa glued.


'' Roosss!!!'' emil jolted loudly making the two of them shocked.


The deg!


Bang Emil's...


Emile...


They were both so shocked by the young man's presence. The young man they were talking about.


Alisa turned to look back, and it was Emil. Her fiance. Alisa Mandang Emil who was also looking at him.


Alisa looked at Emil unblinking. In his heart whispered 'how could the person who was mentioned arrive there?'


Emil saw Ross standing glued to him. He was standing right next to Alisa. With an angry look on his face, Emil tried to talk to Ross's brother. As strong as his strength held him. To contain the anger, Emil turned his face flat. A sign of herself in a snub mode !!


'' What are you saying ? Are you not ashamed to insult another woman by calling her a prostitute??


''Just this time I saw a woman like you could accuse another woman without proof. Do you know if what you said hurt her?!


'' You should understand that women should not blaspheme each other. I didn't expect Ross! your behavior is not as pretty as your face.


'' You are a two-faced woman! In front of me you look good behind me, you put a lot of weight on me! whoop!


'' I didn't choose wrong, huh? I prefer Alisa who is nothing than you! although she was a child, but she was able to keep her marwah as a woman unlike you!


'' I am really disappointed in you Ross! You're not as good as I thought! I regret knowing you! from now on don't ever see me or Alisa again! Because we never knew you!'' he said coldly, making Ross's brother nervous.


'' Let's deck us home!'' he said as he pulled Alisa's hand to come with him to go home. According to Alisa, she followed Emil without seeing Ross's brother staring at him with nanar.


Ross was surprised by Emil's presence. He did not think that Emil heard all his words.


He fell down as Emil went to leave him. Repeatedly liking men, the man chose another.


Ross' sister was crying out there. He was alone with no one to accompany him. The wounds that have not dried are now increasing again with new wounds.


Ross' sister sniffled hiks..is my fault Emil? Until you say that? I'm not wrong! I was just trying to remind her! you bear! you must be Mil!! You're evil!!''


'' If you knew what my love for you would be like, you wouldn't be talking to me like that! get sick... Miles! it hurts!!'' he spoke to himself while hitting his chest strongly.


Feels claustrophobic in there. Makes it hard to talk. Really sick. This is what is called a non-bloody wound. Really if you want to choose, better hurt real than visible eyes like this.


Outside wounds can heal, but inside wounds are very difficult to heal. If he could repeat time, he wouldn't do this.


It's too late now. Can't be changed anymore. Kala Ross sat on the wet ground. His heart was broken because the person he expected left him.


'' Hiks.. don't leave me Mil. I love you so much .. Please come back to me.'' she said on the sidelines of her beset cries.


He was raving unclear. His chest was so tight that it was hard to breathe. He hit his chest slowly.


It was unexpected that the person who was in pain was now behind him.


'' Wake Ross..!''


The deg!


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Well, come on, Ross..


Happy Eid al-Fitr


Minal Aidin walfaidzin apologize born and inner 🙏🙏