I'm Not a Shit Carrier

Forgetting you

Keep stepping.forget over you.

Tired of your heart, watch your attitude

In my mind I doubt

There's no way this is gonna hold..

Dreams are disturbing

I try to keep away

My heart was broken

I try to forget that..

You are not everything..

Not where I stop my steps..

After it's all gone.

Let's easily erase your tracks..

Alisa passed through the path while listening to the strains of songs that are so suitable to her current state.

His heart and mind are not in line. The heart does not want to be distant, but the mind rejects it. Want to survive but not to heart with other women who will be hurt.

What a weird love story. Retreating before fighting made him lose before fighting.

Alisa can only give up the fate that befell her. Not to mention that he saw his heart there laughing so happily.

Until he was invisible to her. Alisa breathed. His love was clapping one hand.

Again and again, he was hurt because of someone he loved so much. It is very difficult to forget someone who is being crowned.

Like forcibly taking his heart by someone else. So sick that it's hard to explain.

Alisa daydreamed on the path to the house of Moli while hearing the song that so touched her heart.

Either because his feelings are not good, or indeed he is melancholy. A little bit baper, that's what people say today.

Alisa was trying to remember the thing that had just happened. He wandered all the way.

Flashbacks

When he wanted to leave, he saw a shadow of Emil there. At that moment Alisa saw him laughing with his co-worker.

I bought a lot of coffee. From a distance he also saw Alisa but the temple did not know. Emil is still busy with black coffee for the workers on the project.

After finishing with his coffee, Emil came out on a motorcycle and his friend behind brought the coffee.

When he wants to turn on his motorbike, Emil sees Alisa who is getting closer to him. But he pretended not to see it.

From far away Alisa continued to look at her heart. Alisa wanted to pull the tip of her lips slightly, but did not see Emil who did not see her at all.

Emil passed Alisa just like that without reprimanding her like this morning. Alisa stared at Emil's departure.

'' Is this the love you are proud of me bang..? Is there really no hope for me to survive with you anymore..? Seeing from your attitude it makes me believe that my love is indeed clapping one hand! you proposed to me because you wanted to vent your anger on me because of Ross' sister. And after you get what you want you leave me with a wound that you intentionally inflicted!''

Alisa's eyes condensed, wanting to cry but she was embarrassed because she was outside. Not in his room.

Alisa let out a long sigh before she left Emil who turned to look at her.

Emil stopped and turned to look at Alisa without looking back. He thought Alisa was going to rebuke him, because of this morning. Apparently he was wrong. Do not rebuke her, Alisa did not even turn around to see her leave without a word.

Emil was aware of his daydreams because his coworkers behind him were reprimanding him to walk quickly.

Emil hurried to leave the place. Without realizing it, a pair of eyes stared at him.

*I'm sorry Alisa bang..

Forgive Brother dek. It's just that you're upset! Ksu cuekin Abang! Though Brother is real not visible!

Again forgive brother. if you are wrong*.

Emil muttered while leaving without looking back again.

End flashback.

Their hearts are still the same ashes. Just like their behavior is always erratic.

Will Emil be able to tear Alisa back down?? Just like yesterday when he wanted to get Alisa's love?

Expect continuation!

See you's..