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POV mama Alina and Pak Yoga

POV mom Alina

Tega!

How they talk like that!

Does he know how I feel?? This chest tightness broke this heart.it was like there was a dagger piercing him intentionally.

I am a mother.how could I possibly let my daughter like that, only I need time from the disappointment that befell me.

I did not expect that Alisa had been in contact with the young man from the field for a long time, not that I would not allow it! It's just that time is too fast. Alisa has not finished school, not to mention college but is getting married.

I know my nature as a woman as well as Alisa. We don't blame him for this. This has already become his destiny.

We purposely gave Alisa some time, so she could think clearly about what we really wanted! She's our only daughter. Who wants to see their daughter suffer?? No parent wants to see their daughter miserable!

Last night we both agreed to accept Nak Emil as our daughter-in-law. Remember, you are still a daughter-in-law. Not legit! And we hope that young man does not marry Alisa later.

It's not really that we don't approve of our feelings as parents saying that the young man is not good for Alisa. I don't know why I feel that one day Alisa won't be happy with that young man. Not that I mean to precede God .. but this is a mother's instinct .. definitely not going wrong!

I hope what I'm worried about doesn't happen in the future. May Alisa be happy with her partner.

But unexpectedly I was so shocked to hear that Alisa was now feverish, when last night she was so healthy that she could still walk around to help us prepare the night grave for the project person.

Why is it like this now?? Was he so sad because we rejected Emil?? Or maybe there's another reason?? Was he disappointed with us because we tried him last night??

What's wrong with you, son, since that accident you've been sick a lot like this.. Did your surgical scars retake again so you often get sick like this??

Forgive me son .. Not that Mama hurt your feelings but Mama as a parent felt something strange. Mama just doesn't want you to get hurt later, better before you go too far we hold back so as not to get into the life of the young man.

Believe me son .. No parent can hurt his child. They just want their kids to be happy.

Sorry mama Lis.. if last night your attitude made you hurt. forgive Mama son.

You are the jewel of my heart..

My heart...

Our lives depend on you, baby...

Forgive us as parents who hurt your feelings. This is all we do for you.. We just want to see you happy, son.. We just want to protect you..

Hope this mama's hunch is wrong and you stay happy with your choice.

Dear mom Alisa..

POV END'S

Everything that happened had become his scratch. We cannot resist or flee, because everything is meant for us. Like anything we refuse it still can't. What happened is written in Lauhul Mahfudh. Before we were born there was no covenant between us and Allah SWT. That whatever will happen in our lives, from birth to marriage has become His provision. Therefore we must follow the rules that were written before we were born. The key to success is patience and trust. May we be better individuals.

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POV Pak Yoga

I gasped when I heard Brother Tarman's words. He said something like that to me. Where's salahku?? I only defend what belongs to me is Alisa.

Not that I refused a proposal from Emil's son, it's just that the time wasn't right. Alisa is very young, can she be a good mother to her child??

Not that I doubted the purity of my daughter, nor did I doubt that she would be able to educate her child later on just that she was very young. His thoughts and emotions were still up and down, still unstable. He was only eighteen years old.

Tega once said that we do not deserve to be parents. It hurts, like there are thousands of daggers piercing my body.

I'm a father it's impossible to do such a thing to my own daughter. I'm still sane.

I was forced to do that so that Alisa understood that I wanted to give her a way to think again before making a decision.

What I wonder is why at the dinner last night became a place for a proposal?? Was this planned in advance?? But who is behind all this?? I have to find out!

Forgive Papa son.. Papa does not mean to doubt your purity.. It's just that papa wonder where Emil can know the size of your hand?? How far are you two in relationship?? Why can't papa know at all?? So afraid do you want to talk to papa directly??

Forgive Papa son. Papa has hurt your feelings.. Papa does not mean like that. papa is emotional son. forgive papa Alisa. papa is wrong. don't punish papa with your situation like this.

This hurt my feelings, papa, just trying to protect you. Forgive Papa if this way is wrong..

Papa loves you very much if I know how hard papa and mama struggle to have you.

We try tirelessly to pray all night so that the almighty will grant our prayers that we may have offspring. For years we waited for you. Papa's just afraid of losing you, son..

Papa does not intend to reject Emil as the future son-in-law of Papa. only. if you marry him you will leave from papa..

Let papa be called selfish by all of them, because papa is selfish! Papa hasn't been able to share with others about your concern.

Just a moment you meet the young man, you are far from papa. papa does not want it. papa would.. whatever you want you ask for with papa, not with another.

If you already have a partner then papa will be eliminated by you. You will be more attention to him than papa..

From the moment you can walk up to this size, papa is what you always look for..

Papa knows that one day you will get married, because that is your nature as a woman. It's just that papa's not ready yet, son..

You are a lamp in the dark, son..

Your presence is the sun for us..

You are a miracle...

You're everything...

Forgive my son for hurting your feelings..

I'm sorry papa son. papa Iaaaangg very similar Alisa...

You are the jewel of my heart..

My heart..

Our whole life depends on you.

Please understand papa son. No parent wants to see his child miserable. Papa wants to see you happy.

New papa will let you marry the chosen youth of your heart.

Forgive papa son..

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