I'm also giving up

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For the first time, I finally got to see firsthand how a Sebastian Aydan was working. The man who was currently busy with the documents on his desk was unlike Tian whom I had known all along. Although firm and cold is the nature it has, but when working like that makes it a little different. Secretly I always steal glances, watching them closely. And unfortunately, somehow the admiration just appeared in the mind.

However, after I noticed for even longer it seemed like Tian was being restless. Maybe my guess was wrong, but I felt like Tian was thinking about something on the sidelines of his activities.

Is Tian thinking about Dance?

While my mind was guessing, Rama opened the door after knocking. The young and handsome man smiled at me before approaching Tian.

"Has he gone?" Tian asked without taking his eyes off the file he was checking.

"Already, Sir.!"

"Say to the securuty there, if he comes back here again don't let him in." Decided firmly. "Then until I see him here again, it's not just that I fired him, but you too, Ram.!" Such a threat that Tian often gave to Rama if the man did not listen to his orders.

"Good, sir." Answer while nodding.

While I was just dumbfounded, staring at the interaction of the two made me shake in disbelief. I saw Tian and Rama as nothing like superiors and subordinates in general.

Tian placed the pen on the pile of paper, then looked at Rama. "What else?"

"This ..." Rama thrust a piece of paper in front of Tian. "Before leaving, Miss Tari had time to leave this for you."

I'm sure Tari wrote something there.

Tian frowned, staring at the paper without interest. While Rama prefers to leave the room of his superiors before he was hit by a rampage back from Tian.

I saw Tian squeezing the paper to shapelessness, then tossing it into the trash can not far from Tian's desk.

I who saw also hurriedly approached. "Mas ... Why are you throwing it away?" Then squat in front of the litter box to take the paper back.

Tian looked at me, then smiled. "Oh my goodness .. almost forgot you were here." He said as he shifted his chair back. "What are you doing, Naya?"

I glanced at him cynically. "Have you forgotten who brought me here?"

"Sorry ..." Tian approaching. He was standing right in front of me at this moment. The sight of the two of us meeting and Tian again took the scuffed paper from my hand and threw it somewhere.

"Maos ..."

"Sorry for making you wait here."

"Why don't you want to meet up with Tari, Mas?"

"Where? Are you interested in working for my company?" Tian ignored my question.

"Mass?" whinek.

"You can work any part you want, Nay."

"Why did you throw it away? who knows it's important."

"Stop being a Dj, Naya."

I looked at him cynically while snorting in annoyance.

"Why do you mean it, Mas?" My murmur was a little upset that Tian preferred to divert my question. "I don't like you to set."

"Because Dj's work is too risky for you. And I don't like you working in a place like that."

I frowned, "But I'm comfortable, why don't you like it?"

"Because I love you, Naya. I don't want you to work as a Dj. Especially with your clothes open, which will invite a lot of danger for you."

"Why shut up, hum?"

"Why do you love me, Mom?" I don't know, ever since Dance's presence came back I feel a little hesitant. The fear came again.

"What are you thinking.?" Tian cupped both sides of my face. "You're afraid I'll go back to Dance? Are you afraid I'll go back to hurting you?"

I nodded slowly.

Tian smiled. "Must let alone prove that now I love you, Naya? I love you, love you so much."

"If so, make peace with Dance, Mas. Prove that you don't have any feelings for Dance anymore."

"I can't, don't force me."

"With your attitude it makes me think that you can't forget Dance yet."

I nodded while throwing my face to the side.

"Hey ..." Tian pulled back my face to bring the two of us together, he stroked gently next to my cheek as he said. "Listen to me carefully." Tian took a breath first. "I'm not asking you to believe, but just feel who the owner of this heart really is."

"Mass ...!"

"I can't accept Dance yet doesn't mean I still love her. There's not a single shudder I feel here." Tian pulled out one of my hands to put it on his chest. "If making peace with Tari can make you believe, I will. I was afraid you'd think things through if I got back close to Tari. I just want to keep your feelings, Naya. I don't want to hurt you anymore."

"Why do you think that, Mom?"

"Because I know your feelings are still gray. I know you still have doubts. I know that."

Not a word came out of my lips. I was just digesting every word that came out of Tian's lips. It is true that I still have fear when I want to return Tian's feelings. Therefore, until now I was still silent even though Tian often assured me. Convinced that Tian really loves me.

"Let me heal the wounds I once gave." Tian stroked my face. Such a gentle touch was able to make both of my eyes tightly closed.

"Married to me, Naya. Be my wife back and Mama for Cheery." Tian kissed my forehead for a very long time. "Live with me, accompany me and Cheery forever."

I opened my eyes slowly. The first thing I saw was Tian's face that was so close to me. Her gaze locked and so shady made me want to go inside.

"I love you." Tian kissed my lips at a glance. "I love you so much."

Then, I let the chewy and wet lips stick directly above my lips. Tian kissed me, and I only kept quiet as Tian*******my upper and lower lips alternately with gentle gestures. However, my defense began to waver as the lips bit my lips. It made me open my lips and then let Tian freely pierce his tongue inside.

I got swept away, and started kissing her back. That sigh unconsciously came out of my lips made Tian deepen our kiss even more.

"Will you marry me, Naya?" Whisper Tian while releasing the link of our lips. His breath is still hunting. Even our noses were still stuck together.

I opened my eyes, then looked into those foggy eyes full of desire with my glare.

"I--" My head nodded. "Yes, Mas. I want to be your wife back."

Perhaps, it is time for me to give Tian another chance. No matter what others say about me. I just follow what my own heart says. Though the heart and logic fight, yet again it is the winner. I throw away all my fears, I throw away all my bad thoughts about my past.

Let my past with Tian be a mirror and a memory. I just want to look to the future with the person who is now shedding tears of joy.

Aydan Compound.

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