I'm also giving up

I'm also giving up
Lose



"Thank you, Mom."


"Together."


The two of us were still standing in front of the gate after Tian drove me home a few minutes ago.


"That's how I got in, huh, Mas.?"


"Hem .. Greetings to Mom." His word.


My head nodded, as I was about to open the gate of the house suddenly Tian held him back. I looked up, looking at him questioningly. "What's up, Mom?"


There was no answer, he came closer and it made me feel uneasy as Tian further eroded the distance between us. Maybe I was overconfident, but I knew what he was going to do now, wanting to dodge but it was too late when that cold, chewy lip had now stuck perfectly on my forehead.


I don't know why I just kept quiet when Tian came back to kiss me on the forehead. I should have refused and forbade it, but the heart would not have let that happen. I just kept quiet while accepting what Tian was doing. Maybe I'm a stupid woman and I don't have any pride. But I cannot lie to my own feelings, between logic and a warring heart, so it is the heart that wins. I began to feel a comfort that could not be expressed with words while being with Tian.


I let Tian kiss my forehead for a very long time, letting the unusual feeling that suddenly burst in my chest, causing a strange gel that struck all over the body. Receiving in silence as his hands began to switch touching my back. Even with a kiss that has now moved from the forehead to the two balls of my eyes are closed.


I let him touch and sweep my face with his lips, until I realized when they were about to touch mine. I hurriedly dodged, looking at him fixedly while shaking my head slowly.


"I'm sorry, Nay." His words were full of regret.


Tian pulled me in a snag. He hugged me back very tightly without me noticing that someone was staring at us both with a sad and hurt look.


I was shocked, hurriedly released Tian's embrace and saw Raffi still flinching there. Tian turned his head, looking at the man expressionlessly.


"What are you doing here, Fi?"


The man gave a faint smile, then approached us both.


"I was waiting for you, Ra." Said Raffi, his eyes glanced at Tian who had been staring at him dislikefully.


"So I tried to call you a couple of times, but your phone number isn't working, Ra. Sorry, I don't know if you're the same --"


"This evening?" Crop Tian with his flat voice.


Raffi raised his eyebrows high. "Yes, why? is something wrong?" Raffi won't lose.


Tian screeched in disgust. "I know he doesn't exist. Nagapain in wait.?"


"Gue waited for her to worry about Ara. I'm afraid she's why!"


"He's okay, right?" Tian sighed annoyed.


Raffi tightens his teeth. Both of his hands clenched tightly at the side. "Yes, I'm glad to see Ara all right."


"Lo thinks Naya's gonna do me the same thing?"


"Do I need to discuss here, how do you treat Ara first?" Raffi clucked cynically. "Lo never forgot to hurt Ara for another woman."


Seeing the two men fighting, throwing cold and sharp glances at each other made me grimace in fear. I knew the two men were both stubborn, so I looked at Raffi, begging with great eyes, and luckily he understood. Raffi relented because he knew I was asking him to understand. Unlike Tian, the man still put his selfishness first.


My head nodded.


"Titip greetings to Mom, and you rest now, don't wander again?" He said as he glanced at Tian who gave him a cynical snort.


"Yes, be careful. Fi's! And .. I'm sorry."


Raffi smiled, before leaving Raffi took the time to damage the tip of my head.


"We'll talk again tomorrow." After that, Raffi left without caring about Tian who was staring at him fiercely.


I waited until the car carrying the man disappeared from sight. Then looked at Tian who was somehow looking at him now very different from before.


"You're home too, Mom."


"What are you planning to do tomorrow?"


I snorted, "It's none of your business."


Tian again blocked my footsteps as I was about to open the gate. "Maos ..." I'm lazy.


"All right, I'm leaving." Tian smiled. "You're resting?"


I thought Tian would be angry, in fact not at all. The man gave me a response that made me a little confused.


"His body?"


"Just use it."


"Well, I'll go back if I wash it."


"Originally you wash." The man blinked his eyes flirtatiously.


When Tian came back closer, I immediately put on a defensive move. The man chuckled while shaking his head slowly. But that didn't happen when I let my guard down, Tian didn't want to waste the opportunity.


"Maos ..." I chuckled as Tian managed to steal a kiss on the cheek.


The man hurriedly got into the car while waving his hand. Not to forget with his wide curved lips featuring both dimples on his cheeks until visible. He smiled so much, his eyes narrowed. It makes the man look perfect and different.


"*A**what should I do, Mom?"


"Why do you make me this dilemma?"


"You managed to knock down the wall I installed high with your gentle treatment now. You managed to make me wobbly."


"You won, Mum. You're winning. You are the winner and I am the loser*."


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