I'm also giving up

I'm also giving up
Farewell must be there






"Say, who wants to break up?" Ask Mom full of questions.


Me and Tian, we both stared at each other.


"Mom .. I--" I glanced at Tian before then looking back at Mother. Do I have to say it now? can I see that shady face again sad? Just now that we both lost Dad, do I have to go back to making Mom disappointed and hurt?


"Why are you quiet? tell me what really happened?"


My jaw that was about to open, suddenly clenched back when I saw Mom grimacing in pain while holding her chest.


"Mother?" I rushed to him, even with Tian. "Mother why?" I was worried, I hugged Mom's body from the side. "Bus ... Mother why?" Returned me.


Mother just shook her head slowly, her face looked very pale and her body felt hot. Of course it worries me more. Me and Tian, we both decided to take Mom to the nearest hospital for fear of something bad happening to Mom's health.


After a twenty-minute walk, we arrived at the hospital and Tian immediately asked the IGD officers there to deal with his mother-in-law immediately. Luckily, I was handled by medical personnel there and immediately brought to a room that no one should come in.


I, who was standing leaning against the wall hugging my arms, was suddenly shocked as Tian stood beside me.


"Mom will be nothing. I'm sure you'll be okay."


Those were the words spoken from Tian's lips, hearing that sentence somehow I feel a little calm now. Before I felt a tremendous fear, I was afraid something would happen that I didn't want to happen to Mom. I'm afraid Mom's why-why, and I'm also afraid if until Mom leaves me.


No, I don't want that to happen. I'm not ready to lose the people I care about.


"I .. I'm scared." Overshipped. My crying broke again.


"Mom will be fine, Naya." I felt Tian's hand move, it turned out that Tian was carrying me into his arms. Again, he hugged me again while patting my shoulder slowly. I didn't refuse either, I just kept quiet and sank my face against his chest.


"Mother ..." I roared, and Tian hugged me tightly.


We hugged each other for a long time, until I finally realized and immediately broke my arms when the door of the room in front of it opened. Tian and I immediately approached the doctor and two nurses who were also coming out simultaneously.


"Dok, how's my mother doing?" the first thing I asked. Really, I'm so scared right now.


"Your mother is still weak because her heart had a problem. But his condition is now starting to improve. We're moving Nurma's mother to the inpatient room now."


"Have I seen it, Doc?"


"May, but after in the in-room. But please, take good care of your mother Miss. Don't let him get stressed or exhausted."


My head nodded, Me and Tian immediately followed some of the nurses who were about to take Mom to the hospital room. As soon as we got there, I went straight to him. Sitting next to him while looking at Mom's pale face.


"Mother ..." I saw Mom lying weakly with a few drip hoses in her hand.


Oh my God .. What are these trials? I just lost Dad, and now I have to go back to seeing you helpless like this.


******


In the morning, I who was still accompanying Mom in the hospital immediately turned my head when I heard the sound of the door opening. At that moment I stood with a look of disbelief and my eyes were perfectly rounded.


"Mrs ..." Tian stood there with a beautiful woman standing beside him. I looked at her, and glanced at the woman who was smiling broadly.


"Hi, Ma'am." Soft sweep.


I didn't answer nor did I return her smile. I was just silent because I still couldn't believe what I saw now. Dance is here. That woman is here with Tian.


"Mr?" Dance called me back. "Mbak .. sorry, I just wanted to see Mom here."


Visiting Mom?


I'm sure Tian told him. Is it possible that the man also asked Tari to come here on the grounds of visiting Mom?


"Sorry, Ma'am. Mas Tian did tell me that his mother Ma'am was being cared for again. I came here of my own accord, Mas Tian also had no idea that I would come here, Ma'am." Tari said as if she could read my mind.


"Naya, what Tari said is true. I just found out when Dance was in the parking lot." I don't know why I saw Tian like a frightened man. Without them even explaining it, I don't care.


I cleared my throat, looking at them and Mom - who was happily sleeping in turn. I don't want it until Mom sees that Dance is here.


"Thank you for coming." as much as I can be calm.


"Mr Naya, can we talk?" Pintanya.


I looked back at Mother and Tian who were standing there with pias faces. I don't know what Dance wants to talk to me about. I did not want to disturb Mom, so the three of us decided to go to a cafe located not far from the hospital where Mom was treated.


And this is where I, Tian and Tari are now.


Silence, that was what happened when the three of us had already occupied each other's seats with uncertain feelings. I was silent, while Tari and Tian, they were seen throwing twists at each other.


"Ec ... Ma'am."


"Don't call me Ma'am, just call me Naya, because it looks like we're the same age, right?" Guess whether it's true or not. But I'm sure that Dance is the same age as me. Dance is the woman who approaches the word perfect. Dance is beautiful, and I admit it. Dance also seems good, meek and certainly interesting. It was no wonder Tian loved him.


"Em . yes, Ma'am - uh, Naya." I again saw Dari glancing towards Tian.


"Naya, once again I want to apologize to you." There's a pause in between his sentences. And I kept quiet while looking at him. "Sorry, if I've entered into your marriage. Me .. me and Mas Tian, we're both --"


"Love each other." As long as. I hissed while throwing my face to the side.


"I'm sorry." Dance is down. And I saw Tian's hand move touching that woman's hand.


Ck, why do I feel dislike?


"Don't apologize, because soon you'll be Mas Tian's only wife."


"What do you mean?"


I looked at him now, occasionally glancing towards Tian who did not make any sound. He's mumbling. Maybe being in a situation like this makes it a little go awry.


"We'll split up."


"But I didn't ask you to part from Mas Tian."


I frowned, looking at the woman in front of me who did not understand.


"Even though we loved each other, I was willing to be his second wife. I would like to share my husband with you. You'll still be his first wife, and we can both be good friends."


"What do you mean? you should be happy that Mas Tian and I are separated."


"No." Head shakes. "I beg you, I'm sure we can both live this marriage without hurting each other, and Mas Tian ..." Dance saw. "He promised to do us fair."


I sighed softly, "But sorry, I can't seem to."


"Mrs ..." After a long silence, I could finally hear the man's voice. "Naya .. i---!"


"You don't think Mom's in the hospital, I've asked Mas Tian to leave." I was silent for a moment. "But you take it easy, once Mom gets well we'll still be apart."


"Naya, that means it's a sign that you and Tian can't be separated."


"What do you mean?" I don't understand.


I saw Tari reviewing a smile, she looked at me before then saying. "Isn't it every time you ask for separation there's always an obstacle?"


I go back to cringing. And true what Tari said, how many times have I decided to split, somehow there is always a reason that makes me back undo my desire.


"Think about it, Naya. I promise I'll be a good friend to you."


I shut up, and thought about what Tari said. But ... My decision is unanimous. I'll stay separated. Maybe not for now because of my sick mother, but one day, I'll make sure the breakup is there.


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