I'm also giving up

Welcome to Karma

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Sebastian Aydan, by,

That regret always comes later, and that's how I feel now.

Although I have changed for the better, but it seems, the wound has been imprinted on the heart. And whatever I do, it has absolutely nothing to do with the man I once wasted.

If I could just go back, if I hadn't been blinded by Mentari's love, if I'd realized there was another love for me, maybe things wouldn't be like this.

It all seems to be too late.

Being late?

No. gabe.

It's never too late for me to apologize, until I accept her apology.

Syila Nayara.

A name that I used to find very difficult to pronounce. But now, it seems like God is punishing me in his own way. Every day that name is on my mind.

I saw the clock that was around my wrist, it was seven in the night and I was still on the street. Several times I cursed because I was stuck in a traffic jam like this. Not to mention, Asih had contacted me several times, telling me that Cheery did not stop crying and always asked me where I was.. Hearing that certainly makes me more upset.

I want to get home and see Cheery. Other than me, no one can make Cheery stop crying, including Papa and Mama.

I shouldn't have gone to the office, I should have canceled all my meetings this afternoon. I should be home now. Yes, indeed I should be accompanying Cheery at this time.

As soon as I got in front of the house, I got out of the car. I took my legs wide to immediately go to meet my parents and of course Cheery, my little daughter who said she had not stopped crying since.

When I was inside the house, the center of my attention right now was neither Mama nor Papa. Neither were the people who had filled the room in my house, but my gaze was currently on a middle-aged woman sitting next to Mama. Yeah, I saw my ex-mother-in-law was here. Somehow both my eyeballs suddenly glowed to find someone's whereabouts. But I can't find her in this house.

Is it possible that Nayara didn't come with her mother?

Ck ... What do I think?

Somehow I got a challenge when Nayara ignored me, flat, and as if we had never met before. The more Nayara hates me, the more I want to approach her.

Don't ask why, because I don't know the answer.

I just wanted to say***Welcome to Karma***.

I was a little surprised when Mama called me. I approached her, and did not forget to grab the hand of my former mother-in-law and kiss the back of her hand.

"Mother herself?" Ah ... stupid, what kind of question is that?

She smiled, "No." Answer while shaking. "Mom's here with Naya, Nak Tian."

I don't know why my chest suddenly thumped irregularly when I heard that Nayara was also here. It's okay even though I know Naya hates me, it's okay even though I know Naya is always cold to me. Really, I'm fine. Hearing them still want to be on good terms with my mom and dad just makes me feel good. Although not with Naya, at least me and Mom can still relate well.

If Nayara is here, then where is she now?

"Sir, Tian." I looked around, even with my Mom and Dad. We all saw Idah coming towards us.

The middle-aged woman said that Cheery was no longer crying. Idah also said that now there is Nayara who is accompanying Cheery in his room. I was surprised, even with Mama who still seems to not believe.

So, Mama and I decided to go up to the second floor immediately, leaving Papa, Mom and the guests there to see my daughter's current state.

As soon as I arrived at the door of the room that was not closed, I saw Nayara there. I was quiet, even with my mom. The two of us were currently looking at two women who were throwing laughter at each other.

I was stunned, staring at the beauty of the two while laughing loosely like that.

Why Naya? why would Nayara make Cheery smile again?

And it seems that Nayara also knew the whereabouts of Mama and me who were standing at the door. I saw the girl again throw her face when her eyes accidentally looked at me, Naya immediately got out of bed and cleaned her book, then said goodbye to immediately meet her mother below.

And I smiled again, when the girl again ignored me. Nayara didn't want to see me when I thanked her.

So, does this feel like it's ignored?

I feel like I'm the most evil, scumbag human being when my memory comes back to my old good attitude toward Nayara. My guilt grew bigger as I felt what Nayara might have felt first. Then how did she feel when she found out that I had married another woman when I was officially her husband?

Goddamn bum.!

But there was something that made my heart happy when I saw the car that was on the side suddenly broke down. I saw him from a distance, and let him until Nayara came down and asked for help. But it looks like she's a little stubborn, and I won't let anyone help her first.

I walked up to him, I knew that Naya would refuse, so I decided to talk to Mom. And sure enough, Nayara immediately complied when Mom asked me to see the state of her car.

Not only that, I also felt lucky when my parents came and asked me to bring them both home. Really, although tired, but the fatigue was gone instantly changed with a sense of happiness that I myself did not understand.

Along the way, as usual Nayara just kept quiet without making a sound. And secretly I always steal glances, watching the girl from behind the rearview mirror.

Lucky in the car was Mom, so no silence was created there. The atmosphere suddenly became warm when Mom always asked me to talk. In fact, it was no hesitation for the middle-aged woman to give me advice.

I couldn't believe it when Mom told me her home address. So they both lived here all along? even the distance is not too far from my home or the home of my parents.

As soon as we all arrived in front of that sizable mansion, I immediately opened the door. And it turns out the rain is still very heavy. I decided to open the umbrella and take Mom to the front door, when I was about to turn around to give the umbrella to Naya, I saw the girl had come out and a little ran over to us.

Honestly, I was stunned for a few seconds when I saw his face that was slightly hit by raindrops.

I don't know why I see Naya so pretty.

Immediately awakened when I heard Mom's voice, I also ventured to ask her permission to talk briefly with her daughter.

Wanting her I hugged Mom and thanked Naya who previously objected, finally according to when Mom looked and nodded her head.

Then I'm not wasting this opportunity.

I wanted to talk and give you something I've kept since, so tonight I have a chance to give it to you in person. I just want to know what that girl's reaction was like when I gave her diary.

"Sorry, if I've been slow to open and read the contents."

I saw Naya was very surprised, the girl stared at her diary book and I alternately. I also saw the red hue on her beautiful face that instantly tercetak clear. Either out of anger or shame.

I swear by anything, I like it. I liked Naya who was nervous and looked at me shyly like that.

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