Honeyed

Honey Ep.11 (SEASON 2)

Today I will tell my husband Fahmi everything. I want to share the burden that has plagued my heart and mind. That's enough, yesterday my husband and I had a misunderstanding.

"Mas, is Fahmi busy?,". I approached my husband who was sitting on the front porch.

"No dik. What's up?,".

"Mas, will Fahmi hear all the stories that Aisyah will share with the mas?,". I asked while sitting next to an empty Fahmi.

"News?, what's your story about?,". Ask my husband.

"To be honest Aisyah was also confused. Where should this story start. It will take a lot of time to share everything with you, mas,".

"Mas is ready to listen to all the things you want to tell mas dik. No need to rush. Talk and share slowly. Just your smile,".

"Alright mas. Aisyah wanted to tell me some things that had made the burden of Aisyah's thought. Aisyah wants to share this with you. So that there will be no more misunderstandings between us, like two days ago at Umi mas's house,". I took a deep breath, and then continued my words.

"Mas, do you remember?. The incident I was unconscious when shortly after the process of our marriage contract took place?. Even my former mother-in-law also fell unconscious. Mas Fahmi remember?, at that time Umi and Abi apologized and asked understanding to both parents mas and to mas?, to ask for time to discuss with my ex-husband with his mother?. Aisyah is very sure, Fahmi must remember the incident. And to be honest, Aisyah also did not know, what was in the mind of mas and the two old men at that time,".

"Mas remember dik. Even this trash of the second is staring at your face. I remember that tragedy. Honestly, I was confused all along. What really happened?, but I dare not ask you. I just want to keep my wife feeling. Until finally mas swallow all the curiosity mas dik. Then actually why dik?, why did you and your former mother-in-law become unconscious?, and what was discussed between your ex-husband's family and your family dik?,". Mas Fahmi finally revealed what was in his heart all along. More precisely a curiosity that never gets an answer.

"Hmmm, mom. We never know what God's plan is for us. And what destiny we must live. At that time, my marriage with Fatih Aisyah's ex-husband was fine and happy. Until finally Mother of Fatih mas gave a message through the WhatsApp application on Aisyah. The message was terrifying and completely ruined everything. In essence, in the message, Aisyah was forced to share Fatih mas with other women who had been chosen by Mother. Even Mother Mas Fatih, threatened Aisha that Aisha would become a widow. If it doesn't work to force Mas Fatih to marry again. Which woman mas?, whose heart was not broken?, whose world did not collapse when obtaining such a destiny in his life?. With great force, Aisyah continued to force Fatih mas to remarry by the choice of her mother. At that time, even Aisyah had a great fight because Fatih refused Aisyah's request. Mas Fatih did not want to share his love for Aisyah first with someone else. But finally, Fatih surrendered and followed Aisyah's request at that time. At that time Aisha lived the days of Aisha as a sister of honey. Staying one house with the new wife Aisyah's husband first, the young wife Fatih first, is very different from Aisyah. He did not even pray and did not close the aurat. Carefully heavy and painful Aisyah faced with a sense of patience, although sometimes tears never stopped dripping. Mas Fatih was influenced by the sedition and deceit of his young wife. At that time, Fatih's young wife was pregnant, but not Fatih's. Except with her boyfriend,".

"So?, man?,". Ask Fahmi curious.

"So yes, it turns out that Aisyah's honey sister had a boyfriend long before she finally became Fatih's second wife at that time. Mas Fatih darkened his eyes, he was so looking after his young wife who was pregnant with another boy, and ignored Aisyah so cruelly. Aisyah was often treated harshly, yelled at, insulted, even given a physical blow by Fatih mas. Aisyah used to be unconscious, after Aisyah's body was beaten by Fatih mas. At that time, Aisyah's intention was only to tell Fatih mas, who was actually Fatih's young wife, and Aisyah just wanted Fatih mas to know, if the fetus was in the womb of her young wife, it was, not his flesh and blood. Aisyah finally fled to Cirebon at the home of one of Aisyah's close friends when Aisyah was still in college in Solo. After that, Aisyah went home and told Umi and Abi everything. Until the point, Aisyah officially divorced with Fatih mas, and spent the time of Iddah Aisyah. At that time, Fatih had no news at all. And finally God met Aisha with a very good man who was in front of Aisha at this time,". I wiped my tears.

Innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun, what a terrible test of life lived by my wife Aisyah. Quickly, he was often crying and daydreaming. I didn't even have the heart and it was painful to hear all of Aisyah's stories with her ex-husband Fatih just now. How can a man be rude to a woman?. Even to physical play. I'm very emotional Seiji, hearing all my wife's stories. Women as good and beautiful as Aisyah did not deserve such cruel treatment. I heard that my ex-husband is a graduate of Medina. But why?, he could be that rough with glass cups. Does he not know how the Prophet said in one of his hadiths which means “Make good to women. Because women are made of ribs. What's called a rib, the top of it is crooked. If you try to straighten it (roughly), you will break it. If you let it go, the bone is bent. Do good to the ladies.” (CHR. Bukhari, no. 3331 and Muslim, no. 1468). And the Prophet also wished to do good to glass cups “Soft to glass cups (meaning women).” (CHR. Bukhari, no. 5856; Muslim, no. 2323).

"Darling?, here get up,". My words are now in a standing position and open wide both my hands. I could not bear to see my wife crying because I remembered her bitter past and was able to make me a man who also felt deep wounds. At least, a hug can calm a heart that is not careless.

"Hiks... Aisha was very tormented first. Aisyah even felt, that Aisyah had finished,". Aisha was crying in my arms. I kissed Aisyah's head many times. I kept hugging my wife and calming her down.

"Aisha, you know, baby?. I'm so lucky and grateful to have a wife as strong as you are,". I wiped my tears.

"Mas?, the story is not finished. We sit down again. Later if Aisyah is crying, hug again yes mas,". Say Aisyah to me. I'm happy to see him spoiled for me. This is the first time Aisyah has sulked like this to me.

"Oh yes, dear. Let's sit down, please,". I smiled and then sat back in the same chair,".

"Mas, Aisyah wants to be honest one more thing the same Fahmi. But Aisha please, don't be angry, ma'am,". I was worried that Fahmi would be disappointed and angry with me, after knowing that I had been pregnant even though God had destined her another.

"Honest of all, dik. I've prepared my heart and everything to listen to all your stories. Don't bother, darling. It's okay,". I convinced my wife.

"Mas, to be honest when Aisyah chose to flee to Azizah's friend Aisyah's house in Cirebon. A few days later Aisha was nauseous and her face was very pale. Azizah took Aisyah to one of the doctors and was eventually referred to one of the hospitals in Cirebon. Aisyah was unconscious at the time. And it turns out, actually Aisyah was pregnant young mas. But God predestined another. Aisyah lost her child-to-be Aisyah, Aisyah miscarried due to excessive stress. At that time, Aisyah semkain was destroyed. Aisyah does not even know how to survive after losing a future fetus Aisyah. Hix... hyks.. At that time, Aisha was only able to cry in Azizah's arms. Aisyah has been pregnant mas, because that's why until this moment, Aisyah is still traumatized because she had felt the name of miscarriage and loss of the fetus in the womb of Aisyah. Forgive Aisyah mas, Aisyah just able and can only be honest with the Fahmi mas,". I bowed before my husband. I don't know, I don't know. What is the feeling of Fahmi. And what is currently on his mind.

"Bel,". My husband called out to me, and then clasped my hand tightly.

"I'm sorry Aisyah mas. Aisha was a widow and once pregnant, Pardon Aisha,". I cried in front of Fahmi.

"Aren't you angry?, to be honest when Fahmi said, that it is common for a woman who has never been pregnant. There Aisyah felt guilty, because she could not tell everything to Fahmi. Aisyah was sad and devastated,".

"I'm sorry. Really, I really don't know. If dik Aisyah ever lost her prospective fetus. Forgive me, you know, if that's when she said and hurt your feelings,".

"Mas is not wrong. And the height of the mas, when deacad our marriage. Mas see for yourself Aisyah's ex-husband and her Mother came. Then he fell unconscious. Honestly Aisyah was also very shocked and shocked. At the closed meeting, when Mother Mas Fatih had realized, they told everything mas. It turns out that Mother was also a victim of her husband. Fatih's father, who told Mother to send me a painful message, My ex-in-law's father also prepared a honey sister for Aisyah. Even Mother also often receives inner and physical torture. Inner torture because her husband had a young wife without the knowledge of his only son Fatih, and also Mother often physically based by Dad mas Fatih. Former Father-in-law Aisyah greedy mas. He was crazy about his business to the point of sacrificing everything. And the reason why Fatih mas no news and did not contact or look for Aisyah, because at that time Fatih mas had to stand by looking after Mother who was very sick because of physical torture from her husband. And when Mommy has improved her condition, come them from Jakarta to Solo on our wedding day. Their intention certainly wants to explain everything, and improve Aisyah's relationship with Fahmi mas. But God has other plans. God sent Fahmi in Aisha's life, to replace Fatih Aisyah's ex-husband,".

I feel like my heart is really relieved. A burden as big as a mountain that I swallowed myself raw. Now divided with the man who is now my husband. There is no longer anything I hide and cover from Fahmi. Today, I've told Fahmi all this time. I looked at the silent Fahmi mas, with teary eyes. My husband tried to hold back his tears from falling in front of me.

"Then, why are you crying in the warehouse alone at Umi's house?, in front of Aisyah's wedding photo with Fatih Aisyah's ex-husband?,". I asked again, about the reason that made my wife sit down and cry in the warehouse, in front of the wedding photo that has now run aground.

"Oh yes, Athaghfirullah. Aisha forgot to tell me that one thing. Momentarily, Aisyah wants to grab something first,". I forgot to explain the reason why I cried in the storehouse, and about the photo.

"Where are you?,". Ask Fahmi who I didn't answer. I rushed to get the envelope from Mother, and brought forward so that Fahmi also read it himself.

"Mas, read the contents,". I ordered my husband to read for himself the letter I received from Mother Fatih.

"What is this, Dr. Layla?, who's she in?,".

"That's a letter from dr. Layla is Aisyah's ex-husband's mother, mas,".

"Your ex-in-law's mother sent you this letter?, sir?,"..

"Yah mas, exactly when we just arrived at Umi's house, Aldi suddenly thrust this surah on Aisyah. Try reading it first,". My love to Fahmi.

I looked at the beautiful orchid. My view is focused on Fahmi. Fahmi is currently reading the letter. A letter that makes things complicated.

"Sik?, what is your decision after reading this letter?,". Mas Fahmi apparently finished reading the letter from Mother.

"Aisyah Manut mas Fahmi only. Oh yes, I misunderstood. Honestly Aisyah crying in the warehouse is deliberately so as not to be caught Fahmi mas. Aisyah did not want to, until I saw Aisyah crying, simply Aisyah did not want to make me worry. Mas, Aisyah cried not because she missed the past of Aisyah mas. But Aisyah cried because again fate gave Aisyah a bad situation. Truly, there is nothing that Aisyah covers mas. Problem photos, honestly. Aisyah herself was shocked, when the covering cloth fell because it was pulled Aisyah's legs accidentally. Aisyah never knew, if it turns out Umi put it there. In the past, Aisyah had asked Umi for help, to get rid of everything that reminded Aisha of Aisha's past. Aisyah has said honestly, the rest is up to Fahmi, want to believe or not to Aisyah,".

"Mas trusts you brother. Do you want to help your ex-in-law's mother?, Dik?,". Fahmi asked a question I could not answer. I don't want to be stuck with my past anymore. I'm sure, at this time must be the feeling of Fahmi mas is experiencing a very great fluctuation. But Fahmi always calm face everything.

"Aisha does not know. Ayesha frowned with the orders of the mas regarding this letter mas,".

"Yes, let me think about it again. You rest now, baby. Come on inside. It will soon rain big, after all,". I said while embracing Aisyah's shoulder.

"Jazakallahkhoyr yes mas. I have listened to all the stories of Aisha in the past. Forgive Aisyah if there's something that just hurt you accidentally,".

"Wa anti Jazakillahkhoyr my wife. Thanks too honey, you've been willing to open up and share with us. May you always be happy on your side dear, yes,".

"Amalein,".

I rested in the room, while Fahmi did not come to sleep, he told me to rest. He said there was something small he needed to finish as soon as possible. My exhausted body finally fell asleep in the bed.