Honeyed

Honey Ep.42 (SEASON 2)

"Darling, sorry. Because yesterday Fahmi was angry and misunderstood you. But really, I was so jealous to see Fatih your ex-husband, suddenly in our house. Moreover, he could even see the beautiful face of the angel mas".

" Hmmm.. Aisyah knows. If you are jealous. Aisyah was only afraid of excessive misunderstanding and did not want to believe the same Aisyah. Jealousy may be, but you must not be jealous blind".

"Dear, if only Wawa hadn't told Mas. Maybe Mas is still upset and scolded by you. Honestly, I don't want to lose you Aisyah. You're a precious treasure after Mother in Mas's life".

" Mad won't lose Aisha. Aisyah will always belong to Mas Fahmi. Aisha would never betray Mas".

"Aamiin, Aisyah can love other men. But if Mas is dead. Let Mas not feel the heartache. Even Aisyah could remarry with Fatih Aisyah's former husband. But if Mas Fahmi no longer exists in the world".

" Athaghfirullah, Mas Fahmi said what the hell?!. Aisyah does not like to talk rich. Mas must always be there for Aisyah, Wawa, and Mother. After all, if God were to call one of us, it would be Aisha first. Kan Aisyah who yesterday suffered from malignant disease. And the cancer could have returned to Ayesha's body again, right? ".

" Dear not, death does not look healthy or sick, old or young, let alone poor or rich. The death was very mysterious Aisyah. People who are healthy today may die a second later. No one can guarantee when and what the cause of death is, or who God will call first. For death is absolute only God knows".

"Yes the Mas. Even if later one of us has God called first, please keep the trust of God. The Marwah".

" certainly. Hmmm.we just pray. That God may give us long life and blessings. Aamiin's ".

" Aamiin's".

Thank God, eventually Mas Fahmi did not misunderstand again because of the incident. It felt like I was almost desperate, when Mas Fahmi silenced me and was indifferent to me. Luckily, my daughter Marwah told me what really happened back then. Otherwise, I can't even imagine what will happen to my household and Mas Fahmi. I wouldn't change my heart to a man. Even if that man I loved very much before.

There is still one that holds my heart and mind. What else if not the arrival of Mother Layla to me. Mother came while angry at me. Saying all the words that hurt me. Accusing myself of doing evil deeds, which I myself never thought of in an instant. Why did Mother even blame myself for all the events that received her son?. I know nothing about my ex-husband's life. What happened to Mas Fatih, Mother made me her suspect. After all, who would tease and approach his son?. Even yesterday I didn't think it would happen. I never knew Mas Fatih would come home. It all just happened and very quickly. Even I was trying to move my daughter's school to avoid anything related to Mas Fatih.

"Darling?. Why daydream. Did any of my words hurt you?. Or is there something you're thinking about?. If there's a share with Mas".

Should I tell you about the incident that my mother came from my ex-husband home?. Would not Fahmi misunderstand again if I told the arrival of Mother Mas Fatih home?. I was afraid, Mas Fahmi did not believe and misunderstood again. Baiti jannati, I want my home to be heaven. There is no quarrel, no misunderstanding, there is only love and compassion. If the husband and wife continue to fight. How can my house of paradise wake up?. There is a home like hell. Full of sorrow and suffering. But if I don't share with Mas Fahmi, with whom I should share all the distress I feel. I need advice and a way out.

"Mass? ".

"Yes dear. What was? ".

" Move yuk house".

"Huh?!. Move where Aisyah?. And why move house? ".

" Aisyah does not want yesterday's events to repeat and get worse. Aisha just wants to live quietly. Happy with husband, son, and mother-in-law Aisyah. Aisha doesn't want any more divisions between us".

"Honey, there is no need to move house. Kasian sama Wawa's. He even moved schools. If you have to move house too. Wawa will need another adaptation Aisyah. Kasian Marwah's".

" Yes, Aisyah knows. But this is for our family. Aisyah does not want any problems like yesterday again with Mas Fahmi. For years Aisyah married and became the wife of Mas Fahmi, only yesterday we had a long fight Mas. Aisyah does not want to happen again Mas ".

" Aisyah, Mas Fahmi is wrong. The one who is too jealous is too much. You don't have to worry, baby. God willing, God will also take care of our household".

"But Mas.. ".

" Of course, believe me, baby. Everything will be fine without moving house".

Ah, how else to persuade Mas Fahmi to want to move house, if need to move city as well. I do not want to be terrorized continuously by Mas Fatih and Mother Layla. They are nothing more than my past. Not anything, Mother Mas Fatih has insulted and made me a scapegoat for all her own child problems.

"Mass? ".

" yes? ".

" Aisha wants to tell me something ".

" What is that?".

"But Mas Fahmi promised yes, do not misunderstand again. Aisyah doesn't want Aisyah's husband to misunderstand again".

" Neither dear".

"Mas, actually. Yesterday Mother Layla Aisyah's former in-law came to meet Aisyah Mas at home. He was angry at Aisyah. And accuse Aisha of a no-no. Aisyah did not understand why she was blamed for everything that happened to her son. Aisyah was accused of seducing her son Mas. It feels so painful. Even Mother Layla threatened Aisha, if she would not stay silent if her only son happened something. Mother Layla does not play know Mas. He was so vengeful towards Aisyah, especially since Aisyah was unwilling to help and came to Jakarta while her son was sick. Aisha did not want to be accused of what Aisha did not do. Aisha wants to move house. If we need to move the city, Mas Fahmi. Hikk... ".

Fahmi hugged my body. I am no longer able to hold back my tears. I decided to tell you about yesterday the day after tomorrow. I just want to enjoy the rest of my life with happiness with the people I love and love. For some reason, fate always gives me a test. What sins do I really commit?. Was it not enough to destroy my household with Mas Fatih first?. I accept the heartbreak as well as my physique for having to share my husband and receive undue treatment. Why, destiny is again dragging the people of my past back into my present life?.

"Mas understands what you feel. God never sleeps my wife. God knows everything we do. Don't be sad, I believe in you. Unwarranted anger from the mother of your ex-husband, just because of feelings of affection for her child. Even though it is expressed in the wrong way, and blame someone else is you. Be patient with a lot of patience, baby".

" Why did they?, they have to come back in the middle of our lives now?. Hikk... ".

" In fact it was also a question that Mas had not yet got Aisyah's answer. He is also very afraid of losing you, because of the presence of your past in the middle of our domestic life. But what is the power of Aisha, we are only a creature named man. Like it or not, what God has outlined in the course of our lives is His provision. There is nothing we can do but accept and live the trials and challenges that come from God. So, it's not just you who are actually disappointed. I love you too, and maybe the people around me".

"So?, what should Ayesha do Mas? ".

" There's nothing you have to do, baby. Because you didn't make any mistakes. You just need to pray a lot and ask God for forgiveness. Calm down my angel, dear. There will be rainbows after the rain, although sometimes it comes very long. Similarly, with the trials we live now, surely God is preparing something beautiful for us, if successful patience and sincerity".

"Please Mas Fahmi, for always believing and loving Aisyah as she is. Thank you for accepting a widow like Aisha".

I hugged the body of the man in front of me. The man who even for all these years has never spoken rudely even in his anger. Very responsible and super patient man. It always feels grateful to have Mas Fahmi in my life. Years of marriage, Mas Fahmi never offended me by calling the word widow or another as her even though she was in anger.

"Sstttt. for Mas Fahmi, even though you already have Marwah. Mas Fahmi still looks like a 17-year-old girl".

" iii.. Fahmi Mas. Don't embarrass Aisyah".

I reflexively closed my face with both palms of my hand. Somehow, when Mas Fahmi teased me like this. I immediately shrieked in shame. He has been married for more than five years with her. It was still very flowery when my husband tempted me with sweet words.

"Mas Fahmi? ".

" Yes baby? ".

" Close dong's eyes ".

" Why do I have to close my eyes?".

"Look, close his eyes".

I raised both of Mas Fahmi's hands to close his eyes.

" Yes-yes. This is the closing of his eyes".

"Wait a minute, yeah".

" Aisha?. Haven't you?. How long is it? ".

" Yes patient. This Aisyah is done. Will the count of three open your eyes? ".

" Hmm. yeah. Come on quickly count dong. He was curious ".

" Satuuu.. one... ".

I'm mocked Mas Fahmi. It was very happy to see the face of Mas Fahmi pouting, very anxious.

"Honey, from earlier one kept on anyway. Open my eyes, yeah. You're even being ridiculed, already know Mas is very curious".

" Don't dong Mas. Okay-okay, Aisyah recalculate. One. two. ti. tigaaaa.... ".

I saw Mas Fahmi open his eyes. And immediately took the gift that was in my hand. It seems that my husband is very impatient to see the contents of the gift box I gave him earlier.

" Wahhh. tumben. What is it, baby?. Small very gift. Lightly again".

"Emang why if the gift is small and light?. Don't like it?".

" Loh, dong lengga. That's not what it means, Mas. Kan Mas just ask. Aduhh. Mas baperan's wife. Haha... ".

"Yeeeeee".

" Yaudah, can you open it yet? ".

" May dong Mas. Come on open it, but read Basmalah first yeah".

"Okay Honey. Bismilbornrahmanirrahim".

I watched Mas Fahmi's hand open the gift from me. The card was deliberately wrapped very tightly, and difficult to open.

"Aisyah, get me some scissors yeah, please".

" Scissors?. What's Mas for? ".

" Entake a gift from you. It is difficult to open it. You wrap it using what glue. Where is the thick paper ".

" Hehehe. You should be able to open the gift with your bare hands. Relax, the contents of the gift do not disappoint. Mas will not regret even having to painstakingly open the card. Haha... ".

I'm actually Kasian, look at Mas Fahmi's trouble opening his card. But fun too, Mas Fahmi is very excited to open all the layers of his gift.

" You're playing Mas yah? ".

Said Mas Fahmi who is still fun to open his gift.

" Cockless, where dare Aisyah ngerjain Mas. Aisyah just wants to see the business of Mas kok".

"Alhamdulillah, finally this gift is open as well. Just look at it".

Fahmi smiled with satisfaction. After painstakingly opening his card wrapper, it finally succeeded as well.

" Wait baby, read the bass again".

"OK yes. Bismilbornrahmanirrahim".

I noticed Mas Fahmi's shocked face. Her face was so happy to see the contents of the gift from me. Mas Fahmi immediately fell down in gratitude and cried. I was immediately pulled in his arms. Her tears broke in my arms. The happy cry of the man I love so much.

" Two red lines, baby?. Are you pregnant with her sister Wawa?. hikks.. ".

I just nodded my head. My eyes are glazed over, it feels so happy. Seeing my husband cry. I myself did not expect, God gave trust to me and Mas Fahmi. Even after I had kidney cancer. I guess my chance of having another baby is very small. Because after all, the influence of cancer drugs on my body has great side effects including on my fertility.

"O Allah, thank you Lord. Has given the future second son a slave in the womb of this beautiful woman".

Said Mas Fahmi who wiped his tears and gently stroked my stomach. My tears fell down. It feels so happy.

" It is true. Behind all the trials God has given. God gave her happiness too. Aisyah did not expect Mas. Aisyah can still get pregnant again after getting cancer. Hikk.. ".

" Yes dear. Mas very happy. I love you Aisha".

Said Mas Fahmi while kissing my forehead long enough.

"Cieee. cieee.. Abi the same Umi".

Suddenly the voice of Marwah shocked me and Mas Fahmi. It turned out that he had already come home after being invited away with his Oma. Both Mas Fahmi and I were immediately nervous, we were not used to making out in front of our own children.

"Sir Wawa, here baby".

Fahmi called Wawa Kak.

" Abi, why call Wawa Kak? ".

Marwah my daughter protested to her Abi. Because this is the first time his Abi called himself Kak.

" Yes, Brother Wawa. Because in a moment, Wawa will be an older sister". Mas Fahmi said to Wawa.

"You mean?, Wawa's gonna have Abi's sister?".

"Yes dear, Alhamdulillah. Allah loves Wawa a sister in Umi's stomach". Fahmi wiped his unstoppable tears.

" Thank God, yeaaayyy. Wawa will finally have a sister too".

Wawa looks very happy. He even kissed my stomach many times. It feels adorable to see her innocent behavior. Even Wawa immediately invited chatting prospective sister in her Umi stomach.

"O Allah, Aisha Please. Don't take this kind of happiness away from us. Make my family a sadinah mawaddah and warahmah family. Aamiin".

My prayer in my heart.