Honeyed

Honey Ep.34 (SEASON 2)

Since taking Wawa to school, Aisyah my wife became more silent and daydreaming. Just this time I saw Aisyah like this. I don't know what really happened. When I asked her, my wife always said it was okay. I even asked my daughter Wawa. Ask from the first to leave, on the way, to get to school. I asked Wawa if Umi said anything or talked about anything?. Wawa just said, he said on the way. Wawa only asked when she would have a baby sister. Ah, I'm sure. It must be Wawa's question that made my Aisyah become often moody. It seemed like Aisyah was still very traumatized after experiencing such great pain. Honestly, that's why I never discussed the problem of adding booze to her. I want Aisyah to talk first about our second child. Ever since I saw Aisyah being so ill, I really didn't want to hurt her.

"Daddy?. You why? ".

" Why what?. Aisha is okay".

"You have a problem?. Mas noticed a few days after taking Wawa to school, you become often moody".

" No papa kok Mas Fahmi".

"Hmmmm. earlier Mas asked Wawa. Said he asked you about when he had a sister?".

" Have the Deck. Mas also did not force to immediately have a baby again. Seeing you're healthy, I'm so happy, baby".

"Ohh... Yes Mas. Aisha knows too. Fahmi Mas? ".

" Yes, baby?. What was? ".

" Mommy, how about... ".

" What is Aisyah?. Continue the question".

"But would you agree? ".

" If that's the best thing, why disagree?. What's up? ".

" Mas Fahmi, Aisyah wants to move Wawa to another school".

"Huh?!. What's wrong with the school now?. Isn't Marwah's school a very good school now?".

" Aisyah just wants Wawa to go to school where her basic religion is more Mas".

"But, isn't our agreement that Wawa will be attending boarding school when he enters elementary school? ".

"Not a boarding house. It's just school as usual. But the basic religion is much more. And also, there's only female students at her school".

" Why the deck?. Which school did you choose now?. Kasian Wawa dong dear, moreover he already has many friends in his school now".

"Yes Mas Fahmi, Aisyah knows. Aisha changed her mind. There's a good daughter we just moved to a girls' special school".

" Yes try later let Mas ask first to his Wawa well. I hope he wants to".

"I'm sorry, Mas. Aisyah made a sudden decision like this".

" It's okay, baby. As long as it's a good deed you'll approve of it. Don't be sad anymore, Dad".

"Please Mas Fahmi".

" Koo thank you dearly. Ordinarily atuh. Yasudah mas to Wawa's room first yah".

"Yes Mas".

I don't think about Aisyah. First he's the one who desperately wants his daughter Marwah to get into that school now. Though I used to give the option to go to a school that is specifically princess. And now, Aisyah turned around and changed her mind. Marwah will be transferred to her school. It's nothing, I feel astonished and strange with Aisyah's attitude. What's wrong with Marwah's school now?. All this time, the school was very good. Marwah has many friends there. The teachers were also very friendly and kind. Kasian Wawa, she must adapt and find good friends again in her new school. Wawa had a good friend, Ilham. Nak Ilham's parents were also very good to Marwah. I don't know, I'm confused. Why do women often plan like this.

"Tock... ".

I knocked on my daughter's bedroom door.

" Wawa, this boy Abi. Wawa can Abi enter the room? ".

" Yes Abi".

Little Marwah opened the door for me. Marwah has been taught to always close the door of his room. Because she is a woman, to be looked after and respected.

"Son?. Is she learning or not? ".

" No Abi, Wawa is just preparing books for school tomorrow".

"Son, Abi wants to talk to Wawa".

" Well, Abi would like to say what Wawa is?".

"Son, Wawa loves Umi? ".

" It must be dong Abi. Wawa Sangaaat dear to Umi".

"Alhamdulillah. Son, the Umi Wawa said to Abi. Said Umi wanted Wawa to change schools, baby".

" Moving Abi's school?. Butwhy?. Wawa is already happy to attend Wawa's school which is now ".

I could not bear to see the sad face of Marwah. I know, a kid of Wawa's age can't be easily comfortable with the environment as well as his people. Moreover, Wawa is the type of child who is not easily close to people. Wawa will talk to what he thinks, that person is a good person. Wawa was very afraid of strangers.

"Yes son. Abi knows baby. Abi is also shocked when Umi wants to move Wawa to another school. But this is Umi herself who asked for love".

" Wawa already had many friends at Wawa's school who were now Abi. They're all very good. And Wawa also has a good friend, Ilham".

"Keep?, what would Wawa want if she had to change schools, dear?".

" Wawa is actually very sad Abi. Wawa doesn't want to change schools. But if Umi wants Wawa to change schools. Kan Wawa has to obey the parents".

" Hikks... ".

My daughter Marwah cried.

It hurts so much to see my beautiful little daughter have to cry. The cry of a child who does not want to go away from his good friends. A very natural cry. What can I do, my wife's goal is good. I can't possibly disagree with his wishes. Which mother does not want to make her child into a child of piety and good religion. I agree with my wife's decision, although honestly I still feel awkward with Aisyah's decision which is very sudden. Agreeing to the wishes of a wife, who wants her child to be more understanding of her religion. Death will come, when it is time. Obviously, every living person will feel dead. Death is the destiny of all beings, human beings or jinn, animals or other creatures, whether male or female, old or young, both healthy and sick. As in the word of Allah Ta’ala follows (which means), “Every soulful will feel dead. Verily, on the Day of Resurrection shall be made full of your reward. Whoever is cast out of hell and put into heaven is fortunate. The life of that world is nothing but a deceptive pleasure.” (QS. Ali Imran 185). Every human being has a death, and death is inevitable and we no one can escape from it.

I want to, when my wife and I meet death. There will always be the prayer of the righteous child, whose prayers will always flow to cool me and Aisha later. As in one of his words, the Prophet once said that “If a man dies, his charity is cut off, except from three things: alms, useful knowledge, and, or the godly child who prays for him” (HR. Muslim). Not only that. Neither Ayesha nor I, want our daughter Marwah to get all the good. I remembered one of the hadiths which read “Whoever Allah wills to have all the good, then Allah will understand him about religion.” (CHR. Bukhari no. 71 and Muslim No. 1037).What is meant by understanding in the hadith is not just knowing the law of’i, but more than that. It is said to understand is if someone understands the monotheism and the subject of Islam, as well as those related to the shari’at Allah. Thus said by Sheikh Muhammad bin Shalih Al-‘Utsaimin in Kitabul ‘Ilmi (p. 21). 

"Dad?".

" Yes my dear daughter. What's up, son? ".

" Where is Umi, Abi?. Wawa wanted to ask Umi. Why Wawa had to change schools ".

" Umi's in the park behind Nak".

"Wawa said he wanted to go to Umi ya Abi".

" Daddy son. Ask her politely, dear".

"Dad Abi".

I watched my daughter wipe her tears. The little girl whose attitude was already very mature. It seems Wawa is already worthy to have a sister. Ah, I don't know. Now Aisyah alone is often moody. I still wonder what exactly happened to my wife. As I recall, when I was taking Wawa to school. My angel is still ordinary. Still carefree and happy, his face was filled with smiles. What really happened to Aisha?. Really, I don't want to see any sadness on Aisyah's face. Enough, enough once I saw Aisyah moody and daydream like that, which is when I was married to myself first. It felt like a leaf had fallen from its twig, weak helpless, that was my condition when I saw Aisyah gloomily reminiscing about the figure of the man who once filled her heart and life.

"Son? ".

" Yeah Mother? "

Suddenly Mother came from the direction of her room and approached me who had just come out of my daughter Marwah's room.

"So mom accidentally overheard your conversation with Oma's granddaughter".

" Oh, yes Oma".

"Right Aisyah want to move Wawa to another school, son? ".

" Yes Ma'am, right. Aisyah herself asked for permission from Fahmi Bu".

"Sorry son, I don't want to interfere in your business. Shouldn't you think about it again, son?. The Kasian Grandson of Oma. Until we cry like that".

" To be honest, Fahmi didn't have the heart, Mom. But how else, Mom?. Aisyah desperately wants her daughter to go to a school that learns about her religion far more than the school that is now ".

" Then?, Wawa wants to be moved? ".

" I don't know, Mom, Wawa said to Fahmi. He said he honestly didn't want to change schools. Because there have been many good friends and good teachers in his school now".

"Where's Wawa, son? ".

" So saying to meet her Umi in the garden behind Bu".

"Ooh, if it were. When will Grandson Oma start moving schools? ".

" Tomorrow Fahmi will take care of his move ma'am".

"Why is it so rushed, son?. Isn't Oma's granddaughter also not enrolled in a new school? ".

" Aisyah's request is so Mother. Fahmi can only meridhoi as long as it's true and good Mom. For the problem of registration, Fahmi will register through Online Bu. While his physical files follow".

"Hmmm. Mother somewhat disagreed. Grandson Oma even has a good friend, namely son Ilham. Her parents were also very kind to Wawa".

" Fahmi understands Mom. Fahmi also thinks the same with Mommy. Son Ilham and his parents are very good. They're good people, ma'am. Even his grandmother Ilham was also very fond of Wawa like his own grandson".

"Well, not necessarily also Grandson Mother will get friends and parents who are as good as Ilham and his parents".

"Aisha wants that, ma'am. Fahmi just avoids fighting. Moreover, Aisyah was sick. Fahmi doesn't want to make Aisyah drop again Mom".

"Have it, if it's the best decision you two would think. I can only support and pray for the good of my beautiful grandson". .

" Thank you Mother, Pray for the best for Wawa yah Bu".

"Definitely son. Mother's prayer will always flow for your Father before me, for your son Mother, and for all those whom Mother loves".

" Thank God. Fahmi pamit followed Wawa and Aisyah behind yah Bu".

"Dad, talk three. And remember, give understanding to Mother's Grandchild slowly. Marwah is still very small to be able to accept the purpose and intent of both of you".

" Good Mom. Fahmi will do".

I smiled at Mom, and walked down the corridor of the house. Aisyah really likes to sit behind the house even though just to look at plants that are lined with green. He once told me that his heart and mind became calmer, when he saw lush plants with flowers of various types and colors. In fact, Aisyah my wife is very painstaking in caring for all the flowers and plants that exist. He always told me that if we water the plants. The plants will always pray to God. Ask forgiveness for the person who has doused himself (plants). It can even be alms for those who plant and care well. What Aisyah said is true, I once read a hadith

From Friend Anas bin Malik ra said, Prophet Muhammad said: “It is not a Muslim who plants a tree or plants a plant then a bird, a human being, a Muslim, and the livestock eat the fruits of the trees he planted unless it counts alms for him” (HR. Bukhari). In the history of the Muslim Imam there is an additional sentence “and the fruits were stolen from the tree, then it is alms for him” and also an additional “then it is alms for him until the day of doomsday” (HR Muslim).

I looked out the window, My wife and my daughter Marwah were talking while watering the plants and flowers. Aisha smiled very sweetly. Is it possible that Wawa told her that she was happy because she was going to change schools?. The two of them laughed together, smiling at each other.

"O Allah, take care and love the women I love. The mother who gave birth to me, Aisha my wife, and Marwah my daughter". My prayer was soft, wiping away my tears.