Honeyed

Episode.44 (SEASON 2)

"Honey, his rich Mas can't take you to USG today. There is a job that cannot be stayed, sorry. I tried permission from the superior. But not allowed. If not just another USG next day how? ".

"Hmmm. Though Aisyah already wants to meet with her prospective sister Wawa".

" I'm sorry, honey. But how else, Mas has tried to get permission to the superior. But not even given. Again sorry".

"Mas, if allowed. Aisyah wants the USG today as well. May? ".

" But the same Oma Marwah is not able to drive you dear? ".

"Ngga papa Mas's. Kan Aisyah can use our family taxi subscription. Hows it?. Aisyah has been very eager to meet the grandpa in the stomach".

" How is it?, isn't it delayed? ".

" Yes, if Mas Fahmi does not allow ".

I was very excited to do the USG check. For all pregnant women, USG is a time that is always waiting to be able to see and know the growth of prospective baby who is still in the stomach. Moreover, this is the first USG for the second child I am carrying. My pregnancy is now eleven weeks old. Usually at this age, if the doctor who examined her has a lot of experience already can see the sex of the grandpa. But what may be done, like his Abin Wawa will not allow myself to go USG alone.

"Hmmm... Yasudah. Let you use USG. But remember, be careful and do not go anywhere after the check is done. You go straight home dad".

" Huh?!, seriously Mas Fahmi allowed Aisyah to go USG Mas? ".

" Dear, my dear, I can't help you to meet our baby in this belly".

Fahmi stroked my stomach gently. The part that I like every pregnancy, is when my husband Mas Fahmi gently stroked my stomach, kissed my stomach that was getting distended, also invited to talk to the baby in my stomach.

A happy smile is clearly visible on my husband's face. Mas Fahmi looks very happy, will have an adorable little baby again. Ah, it feels like nothing could be happier than seeing a smile on my husband's handsome face.

"Thank you, thank you very much. Thanks for giving Aisyah permission to go USG".

" Yes, love you both. Say hi Mas to the prospective child Mas later. Apologize also to the grandpa, sorry his Abi can not take his Umi to USG".

"Yes Mas, later Aisyah conveys her greetings well".

" Oh yeah, I'll call Mr. Herman. Let him come home to pick you up. I want to nitip to him".

"Huh?!, does he want nitip what Mas? ".

" Want to nitip to Mr. Herman, in order to bring the angel Mas and the prospective fruit of love Mas carefully. Hehe... ".

" Ah, Mah. Kirain Aisyah really wants something. Turns out.. ".

" It turns out what?, it turns out that Mas actually made Mas's wife so embarrassed and misbehaved right?. Heheh".

"Yes yes, Aisyah's husband is the most able to make Aisyah so shy".

"When do you go check on her, baby? ".

" Later Mas, tenth hour. Anyway, at this hour, Lina's doctor is still practicing in the hospital".

"It's a list, right? ".

" It's dong Mas".

"Alhamdulillah. Yasudah Mas Fahmi left for the office. Don't forget to tell Mom and Marwah. If you want to go check the USG at ten".

" Yes my dear".

I brought Mas Fahmi's briefcase, drove him to the front door, and didn't forget to kiss the back of this man I loved so much. Mas Fahmi gently stroked my head covered in an ash-colored veil and then kissed my forehead. Things my husband never forgot. He kissed his wife's forehead before leaving the house.

"Assalamu'alaikum darling".

" Wa'alaikumussalam ".

I waved my hand, and looked at the car that Mas Fahmi used to walk slowly leaving the courtyard of the house.

" O God, take care of my husband. Make all his affairs easy. Launch rezekies. Aamiin".

My prayer was soft while looking at Mas Fahmi's car which was increasingly invisible from the front door of the house.

Thank God, finally, Mas Fahmi gave me permission to meet with my second child candidate. It feels very impatient to see the development of the fetus that is now in my stomach. Suppose time passes, I want to immediately feel the adorable kick of the baby's grandpa in my stomach. Thank God, this second pregnant I also do not nausea badly. Just like when pregnant with Marwah. If this person says her name is pregnant. And this is the most desired pregnancy by many women in the world. How not, some pregnant women experience severe nausea and vomiting. Sometimes there even have to be treated and infusions in the hospital. Because there is no food that can enter the stomach, because eating just a little bit of vomiting immediately severe. It is also dangerous for the fetus. Because the fetus does not get food intake from the mother.

"Kriiing.. kriying".

I was surprised by the sound of the home phone. Who in the morning has called the house number?. Or maybe it's a phone call from Mom. It just so happens that Mom is in a way at the new Marwah school. Maybe you need something, so call home. But why didn't Mom just call my phone?. I don't know, I walked a little faster to the house phone that was still ringing aloud.

"Hallo, Assalamu'alaikum".

" Aisha, this is Ayesha, right? ".

"This is me, Aisha. Who yeah? "

"Aisha son. This is Mother Layla. I'm sorry you called your house this early. Somebody wants to talk to you".

I was surprised, it turned out that Mother Layla called the house number. What else do you want?. What will Mother talk to me about?. And about what?. Not satisfied with what happened a few days ago, came home suddenly and directly accused myself of various kinds of false accusations. Insult and fill myself with hurtful words. Why come back now. If not out of respect for older people, I might have hung up by now. I don't want any more trouble with my ex-husband's family. And now I am pregnant. I was traumatized by what happened a few years ago, where I had a lot of physical and inner stress. Which eventually led to the disappearance of the fetus that I was carrying. Miscarriage is one of the most painful events in a woman's life.

"Aisha?. Halo... You're still taking her calls, right? ".

" Yeah, what's wrong, Mother? ".

" Aisha, Mother wants to apologize to you. Because yesterday Mother was already emotional and angry for no apparent reason. Mother wants you to forgive Mother. Sorry if Mommy hurt your heart again".

"Oh, I'm sorry. Even before Mother apologized to Aisyah. So Mother doesn't have to apologize anymore".

" It's not so, son. Aisyah, may Mother ask you something? ".

" What is that? ".

" Daughter, do you still have a little love for Fatih, Mother's son? ".

What questions did Mother ask me. How could Mother ask such a thing to a woman who even already has a husband. Should not be asked, Mother already knows. If only I would love the man who has now become my husband.

"Didn't Aisha hear wrong?. Aisyah tasa, Mommy already knows. Aisha already has a husband. And Mommy should also understand, that Asiyah's love is only for Mas Fahmi".

" That is, you don't even have the slightest taste with Mother's son? ".

"Yes Mother, even if Ayesha has feelings for Mas Fatih, it was Mother. Once upon a time, when Aisyah was hurting her mind and her physique. But now not Mother. The whole feeling of Aisyah is only for Mas Fahmi".

" Tega once you spoke like that to Mother, Aisha. Mother wants to tell you. If Fatih still loves you so much. Even he has been willing to widen rather than seek a replacement for you. Don't you have pity?".

"There's nothing Ayesha can do Mother. Mas Fatih is not Aisyah's responsibility anymore. Aisha has nothing to do with the son of Mother".

" Aren't you willing to give Fatih a chance?. He really wants to come back to you Aisyah. Even Fatih wanted to correct his past mistakes".

"Mother?!. What else must Aisyah say to Mommy. Aisha has a husband. So please Mother, let Ayesha live the life of Ayesha now with Ayesha's husband".

"Mother please Aisyah. Give Fatih one chance to have you again in her life. Mother knows, Mother and Mother's son once destroyed your life. But didn't we apologize to you in person, in front of your parents?".

"Aisha has forgiven you all. Now Aisyah only wants to live happily with Aisyah's life partner who now accompanies Aisyah. Mommy can find Mas Fatih women who are more than Aisyah. Like in the past, Mommy found Siska for Mas Fatih. Aisyah was sure, it was not difficult for a Mother of Layla".

"But this time the situation is different son. Mommy has tried many times to talk to Fatih. But she refused to marry again. He even said, to death. Fatih will continue to be a widower, if he can't get married to you again. Hikk... ".

"Why is Mother crying?. No need Mother. If indeed the mother's son no longer wants to marry let it be. After all, your son is quite mature. He has the right to determine his life".

" How can Mother not cry Aisha?. Fatih is the only child of Mother. Mother could not bear every day to see her lonely without a companion. Mommy also wants to have a grandchild from your own son ".

" Your mother, maybe this has become the destiny of God. If Mother had not forced Aisyah to share Mas Fatih with other women. Maybe Mother is now fond of grandchildren born from the lineage of the biological son of the mother herself. Still clear, when Mas Fatih said Aisyah with the name of barren women. Mommy knows?, how was Aisyah at that time. It's ruined!".

I wiped my tears. It felt like these eyes were extremely hot considering all the events in the past. Where I was treated like an animal by my ex-husband and my ex-mother-in-law. No, I don't mean to be vengeful. But in fact, until this moment. Those memories can make it hard for me to breathe if I remember. And at this time, Mother instead shamelessly, begged me to return with her son. They are very selfish, not even thinking about how traumatized I am until now, because of events in the past. Isn't Mother too evil?. What does it mean to ask me to give her son a chance to come back to me. Indirectly, Mother asked me to separate and leave Mas Fahmi. How could it not all be called a crime. The marriage which to me is very sacred and also a great covenant before Him, in the eyes of my former Mother-in-law is nothing more than divorce and reconciliation.

"I'm sorry Mother Ayesha. Mother begs you. At least remember how Fatih used to be with you. Long before the bitter events befall us all. Fatih loves you so much, even treating you like a queen and a diamond. Is only the ugliness of your son recorded in your life memory?. Where was all the goodness of Fatih when the incident had not happened Aisyah?. Aren't you the only victim?. But Fatih also Mother was the victim of the old man's crime, Aisyah".

"Sorry Mother. Aisha can't. For Aisyah, loyalty is number one. Aisha can't be Mother. Forgive Aisyah".

" Daughter, Mother beg of you. Give a glimmer of hope to Fatih son. She loves you so much".

"Aisyah already has Mas Fahmi, Mother. Fahmi's love for Aisyah is also very big. Aisyah does not want to lose the Fahmi mas in Aisyah's life".

"Wait for Aisyah dear. Do not rush to make a decision. Please consider again. You think you're mature, son. Mother begs you, do you need Mother to come and beg her directly to you?. Please accept Fatih back in your life".

" Mother?!. Aisha is not a widow, who can be as you like Mother told to be with your son!. Aisha has a husband and also a princess!!. Doesn't Mommy want to understand?!! ".

I can't hold back my anger and my heartache. My tone even tends to snap. I know, it's not polite. But I had to do all this. So that Mother wants to understand.

"Son, if you marry Fatih. Marwah will be considered like her own biological son. You don't have to worry".

" I'm sorry Mother, Ayesha has to go. Aisyah has to turn off her phone line".

"Aisha, please Mother. Fatih wants to come back to you. Mommy will wait for news, if you want to be back again with the Mother's son".

" Assalamu'alaikum".

I said my regards and then hung up on her phone. I took a deep breath and threw it away hard. I wiped away the remaining tears that were still on my eyelids. So frustrating. Why did I become like an item, which Mother likes to throw away and take back. I won't, won't. Fahmi is too precious to be hurt and betrayed. God has been very good to me, giving replacements with men as good as Fahmi. I calmed myself, I was pregnant. I can't stress, I'm the baby. He deserves to be happy, even though he is still in the womb. Stress is very dangerous for the fetus. I must continue to be happy, so that the child I am carrying is also happy. This baby should not be the same fate as his sister-to-be who finally chose to give up because of my stress and great stress. I gently caressed my stomach. And wipe my tears.