
Today is exactly two months of age Siska content. And his attitude towards me more and more as she feels, even almost every day I get bad treatment from Fatih mas because of the incitement from Siska. I really am not strong enough to go through all this. I need to talk to Fatih about who Siska is and who the child is in her womb right now. For almost two months I have been treated very cruelly, I can no longer, O God. Aisyah was really tired.
I approached Fatih's mas sitting on the back porch, in my favorite chair. There is no Siska. Maybe it's the right time to talk to Fatih about the real events.
"Mas?, is Fatih busy right now?,". Me ask carefully.
"Well, what's wrong, brother?,".
"Before, Aisyah apologized if she had not been a good wife. Aisyah wants to talk about an important issue, mas,". My voice was raucous and felt choked.
"What problem?, what problem?,".
"About Siska mas,". Reply lirih. I'm actually really, really scared to be honest and tell you what really happened.
"What's wrong with Siska?!, her baby and Siska are fine right?!, you've been taking good care of her right?!,". Fatih's tone was high, it seemed that Fatih was very afraid of losing Siska and her baby.
"Siska and the baby are fine. And.. and Aisha had tried her best to look after Siska and her baby as she wished,". I tried to hold back my tears.
If you knew how your young wife treated me like an animal, she was cruel and heartless. Just because your happiness will get a baby, your heart closed, your blind eyes do not see some marks and bruises on my body because of the many blows from Siska. And Aisyah can only cry because according to your request mas, Siska and her baby should be fine.
"Thank God, then what about?, about what siska do you want to talk to me about Aisyah?,".
"Mas, Aisyah wants to tell you what really happened, please listen carefully,".
"Hurry up, don't make the mas curious,".
"So, two months ago, when Fatih was out of town for office, Aisyah overheard a phone conversation between Siska and a man. It was the same man when Aisyah first met Siska when she was going to bring you two together. Long story short, Aisyah heard a friendly conversation from the phone plane, like a lover of gold. And after 1 month after Siska went to the villa, Siska for three days often nausea and vomiting mas, so Aisyah told Fatih mas to persuade Siska to the doctor, and when Sorenya Aisyah accidentally found a pack of pregnancy test packs, Aisyah had asked three Bi they also no one knew, and a few days after Aisyah found it, Aisyah had already asked her three Bi, Aisyah comes home from monthly shopping without accidentally hearing the quarrel between Siska and the man at home, Siska cries for accountability from the fetus that is now in her womb mas...,".
"Stop!!!. You are indeed evil Aisha!!. How could you slander and fabricate such a cruel story for Siska!!. Mas Fatih got up from the chair and then pulled me.
"Mas... Aisyah tells the truth, if the fetus in the womb of Siska is not the result of marriage from the Fatih mas?!, but the result of her relationship with her affair Siska mas?!,".
Fatih slapped me until I fell on the floor. It really hurt that slap. My jaw is going to break. So-so.
"Aisha!!!!, mas tau!!. You instigated the mas to stay away from Siska right??!!!. Huh!, answer...!. Your mouth is really so despicable Aisyah!!!, how could you slander your own cruel honey sister!!!!,". I was forced to get up by Fatih's mas and then slapped for the second time, I cried I shouted.
"Mas, believe the same Ayesha mas, Ayesha did not lie!, mas has been deceived by Siska mas!. Hix... hicks...,".
"Based on evil women!!!, despicable women!, cheating women!!, women do not know how to profit!!!. Listen Aisyah!!!. You told me to remarry with Siska!!, even I refused and never wanted a wife other than you!!, but you forced me!!. And now what..!, huh!!. Now you also want to destroy me again by slandering Siska pregnant with another man!!, replied....!!,". This time Fatih kicked hard on the chair, until the chair accidentally hit my body. I screamed in pain.
"Mas Fatih!, Ayesha never cheated on me!, never once!. Even Siska's mistress almost did evil to Aisha mas!!. Hiks.. hiks.. Please believe me,". I was completely helpless, the slap twice Fatih was already very painful, and moreover my body that was hit by the impact of the chair was very hard, really very painful and painful.
"What!!!, no cheating!!, you are loyal Aisyah!!!, where any despicable woman like you can be loyal!!, huh!!. Now I'm asking....!!,".
"Ta... Ask me what?. Hiks. hiks... hiks..,". I still cry withstanding the pain.
I can't explain why I changed my phone password. I can't be honest with Fatih that the one who told me to marry her to Siska was my Mother-in-law, her own biological mother. Just now I'm talking honestly about his young wife, I've been treated like this, especially if I open my mouth about Mother's problem to Fatih mas. No. I still have to be quiet.
"Mas, Ayesha never cheated!!,".
"Jawab!!, you are not deaf!!!. Why shut up!!, huh?!!. Give me the reason why you changed your mobile password secretly without telling me even until this moment!. Which man has fucked you Aisyah!!!,". Fatih's words destroyed me, more painful than the physical blows I received from her.
"Mas... Hicks.. hiks... hiks..,".
"Dear woman!!!, filthy woman!!, cheating woman behind her husband!!, remember Ayesha!. Never again do you slander Sisk!!!, this is all your fault!!. Why are you telling me to marry Siska, if you finally want to break my relationship with Siska!!!
Look!!, the first time I met Siska!!, I guess she's a bad girl because her clothes are sexy!!!. But I was wrong!!. It turns out that the cover cannot be a guarantee!!!,".
"Istighfar mas?!!. Aisyah is not that bad as Fatih, Aisyah never cheated behind you mas. Never!!,". I was still crying, and now Fatih was holding my arm very firmly.
"And you remember..!!, you even ruthlessly forced me to keep marrying Siska!!!. I was not given the slightest right to choose the young wife I wanted to marry!!!. You women don't have Aisha's heart!, you really are more evil than animals!!!, now what??!!!!. You are envious because I now love Siska more than you, yes?!!!. You are envious because now I prefer Siska over you huh?!!. Huh....!!!, Answer.!!!,".
"Mas Fatih, what's wrong Aisyah mas. Why does Fatih always number Aisyah mas duakan, why is Fatih picky and unfair to Aisyah?, why mas??!. Hiks.. hiks... Why did Fatih ignore Aisyah mas?, why....,". I haven't had time to complain about all my feelings, but Fatih suddenly woke up my body again violently.
My head was pulled back, so my head scarf and hair were drawn. It hurts so much. I was really helpless, I was really weak, physically I was going to die.
"Listen to dirty women!!, there are so many reasons why I prefer Siska!!. Listen carefully... and don't pretend to be deaf Aisyah!!!. First, you've been destroying me since you first told me to marry Siska!!. Second, you cheated behind my back!!. Third, you are barren Aisha!, you are barren!. You can't give me a descendant!. And now Siska is my young wife who gave offspring to me, but evil women like you are vilely slandering!!!,".
My heart is broken, I really can't do anything anymore, my body is not strong, my heart is really broken. I am not a barren woman as Fatih said, I have checked to the doctor that I am in good condition, my uterus is no problem. It is only a matter of time, God has not given me the sustenance of a child. I'm not barren Fatih... I'm a normal woman.
"Astaghfirullah mas Fatih!!. Istighfar mas.don't say that. Aisha is not barren. Aisha normal...?!!. Hiks. hiks... Mas, didn't we make a deal that we'd have offspring after two years of marriage?,". I tried to remind Fatih mas back about our planning when we were newlyweds.
"Hahahaha!!!!. Fucking planning!!, now how many years has Aisyah been, hahh!!!. It has been more than two years, it has been two years over three months!!, you are not yet pregnant, you are barren!!,".
Fatih dropped my body. I'm like a numb person.
I was devastated, completely devastated. Why does God not take away my life. Aisha is no longer strong, O Rabb, Aisha, an ordinary woman who is willing to be treated this harshly just because she wants to get Your heaven through my obedience to the husband of Aisha, O Allah.
"Mas..nough, Ayesha was already helpless. Don't mas... Hicks.. hiks... hiks..,". I held onto Fatih who wanted to slap me for the third time.
"Based on the unlucky carrier!!!. I regret ever loving you so much Aisyah!!!. Siska is much better than you!!!. He's not barren like you!!. He's loyal!!,". Mas Fatih was still very emotional, his sweat was flowing, his eyes were red.
For me today is the day that I have truly felt the death, death of my soul, death of my heart. I'm not strong anymore.
"Mas Fatih.. mas can ask all what Aisyah told the three Bi!!!. They are witnesses mas, those who are every second at home!. They know everything!!,". I said still crying.
"Halahhhhhh!!, now you want to take those who know nothing!!, you despicable woman!!. It is usually troublesome for many people, even until the household assistant you bring along!!,". Fatih just left me. I drooped helplessly, all the cells and joints in my body like they were dead.
I was still crying until I was finally unconscious.