Honeyed

Episode 69

" Assalamualaikum" I knocked on my door. I arrived at the solo at about 5 p.m. Actually my body really feels very tired.

" Waallaikumussalam warohmatullahi. Brother Aisyah ?! ". the one who opened the door was Abi. Great man who never hurt umi. great man whose physique never touched the body rough.

" abb... Aisyah went home, umi and Aldi where ?".

" Umi's in the sis".

" brother Aisyah ?! who's home with brother ? where is Fatih brother ?! brother why ?! her face Paled so pale sister?!". umi immediately hugged my body very tightly.Her tears trickled seeing her daughter look pale and thin.

" Aisyah came home alone umi, Mas Fatih was having office business. Maybe the last time Fatih mas will be here, Aisyah only soybean umi. Aisyah is fine".

" Yesudah brother quickly enter the room yes brother, sister Aisyah rest first. later umi there ".

" yes umi ". I walked slowly to my room.

I haven't been in my room for a long time. My hiding room when Fatih came to the house for the first time. The room is the same, nothing different. In this room, it was the first time I slept in a single bed with a man, a man who was now wasting me, a very good man then turned into a man who was violent and very rude to me. A man who darkened his eyes because there was a woman who felt more than everything from me. I tried to hold back my tears. It turns out that my sacrifice for my mother-in-law and my husband has been so far. I sat in a chair by the window facing the back garden of the house. This is where I calmed my mind and heart when Fatih came to propose and marry me.

" tokkk... tok.... tokkk, brother Aisyah?". umi's voice knocked on my room door and called out to me.

" Neh mi".I woke up to open the door.

" sister, this is umi bring warm chocolate and soup for Aisyah. Ayesha's face is still very pale ".

" thank you very much Umi".

" sister ? brother Aisyah there is no problem with nak Fatih right ?".

" why is Umi asking like that ?".

" umi's just worried, brother".

" umi don't have to worry. Aisyah is fine with Fatih mas kok, oh yes mi. Aisyah has a request to umi".

" what's brother ?".

" umi, tonight Asiyah wants to sleep foursome with umi, Abi, and Aldi ".

" why brother ? why suddenly sister Aisyah wants to sleep four in one room ?".

" Aisyah only missed when Aisyah was a child, longing to sleep with umi, Abi, and Aldi in one bed, longing to talk together until finally falling asleep mi". I said to Umi with a smile. I miss it so much with them.

" yes already, now brother Aisyah drinks first her chocolate, the same soup later let umi tell Abi and Aldi yah brother. You are there-just a request. even though I already have a husband". I saw Umi laugh at me, it was very happy to see the laughter and smile Umi so beautiful. I saw the body of Umi that disappeared from my room.

I looked at my wedding photo and Fatih mas which turned out to be installed on the wall of my room. It was very happy at that time.highlight my eyes and mas Fatih really sparkled very happy. I used a white robe with a beautiful crown at the end of my head, while Fatih was wearing a black suit, very handsome. Ah.. That robe, that robe that also bears witness to my happy day, and the day of my destruction. My tears were dripping, remembering all my good times with Fatih, and the times of the destruction of my household. Aisha was tired, O Allah.

" sister.... ". all of a sudden Aldi came into my room. I wiped my tears.

" sister is crying yaa.. His eyes are wet?". asked Aldi innocently to me.

" engga, Kaka is just a flick of dust". I said as I pinched Aldi's cheek.

" sister .. Aldi kangen sister. don't go yes brother ".

" where are you going ?".

" no, brother, don't go far. Aldi can't play with Aisyah ".

" yes the deck really, brother is also tired. oh yes, the deck later if Aldi is an adult, already big. Aldi must be a strong man well, but that power is not to torture women, but to protect women, like Abi who always protects umi and Aisyah".

" yes, brother, later if there are criminals, Aldi who take care of usi same brother Aisyah well".

" Kak Aisyah nitip umi Abi yah dek, is Aldi's only sister".

" yes, brother".

At about eight o'clock in the evening, I felt my body sweat a lot. Maybe I was too exhausted because of the long journey from Cirebon-solo. whereas I was also on the train along the way a lot of sleep.. I have to drink a lot if I sweat a lot like this. I changed my nightgown wet with sweat. After drinking a lot the body is much better.

" Where is Abi's daughter who suddenly asks to sleep with a rich child". I saw Umi, Abi, and Aldi coming together into my room. I saw both my parents and my sister laughing happily. It feels like my heart is completely at peace Seeing all of them.

" he... Aisyah bi, Aisyah wants us all to sleep together in one bed tonight. Aisha longs to be a child".

I hugged Umi, Abi and Aldi. A very haru atmosphere. My brother and I and my parents hugged each other, and we didn't feel like weeping.I was happy growing up from a nice guy like Abi, born from the womb of a solemn umi, and comforted by my brother Soleh. They are my only treasure. Only those who are able to give me spirit, when I am completely in a state of disintegration.

" sister, do not be a child. later Aldi not big. later Aldi can not take care of umi same Abi rich who brother Aisyah said".

I saw Umi and Abi laughing at Aldi's words just now. I smiled at the innocence of my only brother.

" no kok, sister Aisyah will not be a child again and will not be big again ".

" Yasudah, Ayuk is sleeping".

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It's ten o'clock now. It's not good if I have to go to Umi and Abi's house these nights. Besides, I'm very tired all day trip Jakarta to Cirebon, and Cirebon to Solo. My condition is very unlikely, disheveled and very sad. It's better now that I find a nearby hotel, to rest the body. I drove my car to find a nearby inn, and after arriving and checking in I immediately took a shower and laid down. It felt so good, God.

" Aisyah, wait for Fatih tomorrow baby, I will explain everything to you, you will repair our household relationship again. mas promise will never hurt you again even a little, even a little bit, never will dik. pardon the dear Fatih mas ". said lirih before finally falling asleep.

I woke up around eight in the morning, I was having a bad luck. I really panicked, I didn't even have time to pray at dawn. It turned out that I was really too tired, to be like a drugged person. I went straight to the bathroom, to take a shower and pray at dawn. I still perform dawn prayers, because if it is forgotten and accidentally left the prayer then it is mandatory to pray when remembered. After bathing and praying I hurriedly checked out and slid towards the house of Umi Abi. I can't wait to hug my wife Aisyah.

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Today I put on the robe of the contract given by Fatih mas to me. somehow today I want to use this white robe.robe that I used when my marriage contract with Fatih mas, I really want to use this white robe, and this robe is also a silent witness when I accompanied Fatih mas to do the second marriage contract with other women. I want to go to the mosque, I miss. I want to use this robe, I want to perform the prayer at the same mosque when Fatih did a great deal with my Abi, a covenant that changed my whole life, the covenant that changed my devotion to my parents to the man who had entered into a marriage contract with my brother.

" sister ? brother Aisyah where are you going?". asked abi and umi who were confused to see me wearing a white robe that was similar to a party robe.

" Aisyah wants to go to the mosque Umi Abi, Aisyah wants to confide in Allah. Umi's... Abi... Ayesha apologized well, if during Ayesha became the daughter of Umi and Abi Aisyah had a wrong and sin, small or large, which was intentional or not. Aisyah please mi, forgive Aisyah, Aisyah apologizes if she can not be a good daughter for Umi and Abi. Aisyah loved umi and abi. Hix.. hiks ... hiks.. ". I say goodbye and apologize to Umi and Abi. I have lied to them a lot. Again, I couldn't hold back my tears.

" Dek, Kaka apologizes well same Aldi, if brother Aisyah can not be a good brother to Aldi. brother apologizes if brother Aisyah there is wrong with Aldi. inget order brother Aisyah yes dear. Brother Aisyah nitip umi and Abi ". said to my only brother Aldi.

" Yasudah, brother when it is finished from the mosque cepet go home yah".

" with Umi, Aisyah is also tired of wanting to go home really".

" sister Aisyah wants umi to make what sis ?".

" Kak Aisyah pingin put some flowers yes mi. later umi strung for sister".

" oah Abi's daughter kok so mellow gini. hehe ".

" hehehe. yasudah Aisyah paid to the mosque first nggih umi. Assalamualaikum".

" Waallaikumussalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh ". said as I went to walk leaving Umi, abi and Aldi.

I stood up, watching my house. A house that always makes me miss and want to go home. I wiped my tears and continued my steps towards the mosque that used to be my contract with Fatih mas.

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I finally arrived at Umi's house. I was once going to meet my wife Aisyah.it felt like the first time I met her first. I have also prepared a flower bucket that I deliberately bought for Aisyah. Aisha loves flowers. Bismillah...

" Tookk.... tokk...., Assalamualaikum". I knocked on the door and said hello.

" Waallaikumussalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh, Nak Fatih ??!". It turned out that Umi was in Aisyah who opened the door. I immediately kissed Umi's hand, and then Abi also came to me and Umi.

" Umi, Abi. sorry Fatih just got home. Aisyah where mi bi.

" Aisha is not at home, son" replied Abi to me.

" Where is bi ?".

" So saying he wanted to go to the mosque to pray nak. just try to follow Fatih to the mosque ", Abi said to me.

" oh good bi, mi. Fatih pamit followed Aisyah first in the mosque yes mi. assalamualaikum". I say goodbye to umi and Abi, and immediately walk to the mosque. Ah it's the same mosque when I did the wedding with Dik Aisyah. Bucket flowers still I carry in hand. I speed up my steps. And I entered the mosque. I saw my wife praying. I sat behind her, holding a flower bucket for Aisyah. I waited for Aisha to finish her prayer.

I continued to look at Aisha who was very solemn in praying the Sunnah. After the last rakaat, Aisyah long bowed her bow, maybe she is indeed prolonging prostration at the end of the raka'at. I was still eagerly waiting for Aisyah to finish praying.I want to immediately hug and apologize to her. My tears trickled down my eyes to see the body of my wife who was still solemnly bowing to her Lord. In this mosque I married Aisha, made a great covenant between me and my Lord, and now in the same mosque, I will repair everything with my niece, Aisha Fatimatul Salwa.

Ten minutes had passed, Aisyah had not yet moved from her prostration. Confused, I decided to approach my wife. I held onto her shoulder and Aisyah's body fell onto my lap. Aisyah's pretty face was very pale, my heart was beating very fast.I called Aisyah, but she did not answer.I tried to check her pulse was not palpable. I close my fingers to my wife's nose and there is no breathing, Aisyah's body stiff and cold.

" Aishaahhhh !!! wake up in banguuunnn !!! fatih has arrived !!! Aishaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!! Please, don't be in Jangaaaaaannn !!! Fatih has brought you a very beautiful flower bucket my dear wife !!!! awake dik.. hikss.. hiks.... hiks..., O Allah wake up my wife O Allah, wake up !! Aishaahhhh !!!! do not, please wake up !!!! it came in !!! I want to fix everything !!! I want to explain everything !!!!!!! aishaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!".

I shouted, I called Aisyah, I shook my wife's body. His body was very stiff, his face was very pale, and cold. I was shaking violently, my heart seemed to stop beating, my world had come to an end. Aisha did not wake up.

" I am a !!! you are so beautiful today !!! you put on a robe when we get together today !!! you are so beautiful Aisyah !! wake up on !! mas Fatih please wake up !!! wakeup !!! aishaahhhh !!!! hikkks... hiks... !!! Mas Fatih loves you so much in aisyah. !!".

I hugged Aisyah's stiff and cold body, I hugged her very tightly. I really didn't expect Aisyah to be gone forever. My life is like death, there is no light and no more spirit for me.

" innalilahi wa innailaihi... ". I said softly while kissing the forehead of Aisyah's body that is still in my lap. I don't know what to do, I'm really dead.I can't say anything.I can only stand still looking at my wife's very pale face.

I carry the body of my wife who has slept forever. I carried her back to the house of Umi which is not too far from this mosque.I also brought a flower bucket that I had prepared for my wife Aisyah. along the way I could only cry with Aisyah's body that was not moving anymore.

" Aishaahhhh !! astaghfirullah wants Fatih !! Aisyah why son !! hikkkss hiks hicks !!. Umi and Abi-in-law I cried and screamed at her daughter's stiff and pale body.

" Stt... Umi Abi, Ayesha is sleeping. Aisha was tired enough, Aisha was asleep for good, Aisha was happy to be an angel in Jannah Nyah Allah ", I said while still carrying Aisyah's body. I looked at Aisyah's face which looked very beautiful.

Umi and Abi fell unconscious. While the neighbors came to help take care of my wife's body and help carry the body of Umi and Abi who were still unconscious. My sister-in-law Aldi, crying and screaming calling her brother in my arms. I sat down while still kissing and continued to hug Aisyah's body.

IT WILL BE FINISHED IN EPISODE 70.

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