Honeyed

Episode 67's

Today Aisyah is no longer nauseous but she cries screaming in pain holding her stomach. I panic, has her magh been so severe ?. I finally decided to take Aisyah to one of my subscription doctors in Cirebon. I panicked to see the pale face of Aisyah who had been enduring the pain, cold sweat pouring down her forehead. I was a little speeding with the car, really freaking out.

" dok..!!, emergency please handle first doc ". I said panic.

" this should be immediately referred to at the nearest Hospital ", said the doctor. I hurriedly brought Aisyah with the help of some people to head to the RS. I was wrong, I should have brought Aisyah directly to the hospital from the beginning. Panic really makes the brain can not think brilliantly. I still saw Aisyah who was crying and thrashing holding her stomach. After reaching the RS, Aisyah was immediately taken using a push bed belonging to the RS, and entered the ER to be handled.

I waited for Aisyah in front, I was worried and anxious.why is the stomach problem so terrible ?!. And this was the first time I brought a sick person to thrash like Aisha. I was really worried. it had been fifteen minutes yet there was no news.

" Mrs Aisyah's family ?". A nurse called.

" yes I sus the family of the patient lady Aisyah. what is it ?". I panic.

" please enter the administration room ".

" i followed the nurse into the administration ".

" Mom, Miss Aisyah should be on the internet. Due to the results of the doctor's examination, Miss Aisyah has just had a severe contraction in her womb.

" A....what?!, the content of sus ? my friend is pregnant sus?!".mu ask full of passion and happiness. Aisha must be happy to hear this news.

" Yes Miss Aisyah was pregnant, but due to severe contractions and lasted a very long time, the fetus of Miss Aisyah could not be saved, non Aisyah suffered a miscarriage at the age of four weeks. please fill out the patient administration data to take care of immediately ".

My heart feels broken, why again Aisyah tested so hard, lost her husband and now lost her baby. I who did not feel directly really feel falling and painful.I can't imagine how there is in Aisyah's current position. my tears trickled down his unfortunate cry the fate of this very good friend of mine. After filling out the patient administration documents, I have been allowed to visit Aisyah who is currently still in the ER.

My steps are heavy, I can't see Aisyah's face right now. Even I who did not feel it immediately really felt like I did not have the spirit to live anymore. I opened the curtain between the patients. I saw my best friend still unconscious after getting action from the hospital's medical team. I gently rubbed her face, Aisyah a very good woman, even as long as I was friends with her, she never once hurt my heart. My wet black hijab cries for my own friend who is still unconscious.

About about six in the afternoon coinciding with the Maghrib Adhan, Aisyah was able to be moved to the hospital room. I delivered aisha who was still unconscious. I continued to accompany Aisyah, I did not want when she came to, she felt alone because there was no one beside her. I chose the VIP room for Aisyah, so that she could rest soundly. And I can more freely wait for Aisyah without any patients or other family members.

" August ...?". I immediately shook my head and headed to Aisyah's bed.

" yes, I'm here. Alhamdulillah you've realized.I panic Shah, I'm worried same you ".

" i'm not papa, I'm sorry I'm bothering you again". I don't know, this is what his heart is made of, even in a still weak condition still had time to feel bad and apologize, even though I actually did not feel bothered at all.

" What si, you absolutely do not bother me Shah. The important thing now you have to recover, you have to recover ".

" Zah ? What did the doctor say about my condition ? why do I feel immeasurable pain in my stomach ? it felt like he was going to die... ".

" Well, you just need a lot of rest. You are too stressed. later I ask the doctor again about your condition. now you have to think about anything else. must rest and must be healed !!".

I can't possibly give you all the information about what just happened to Aisyah. I had to lie and pretend to ask the doctor first. Meksipun actually I already know how Aisyah's condition, and why she could feel pain in her stomach.

" yasudah zah, please if the doctor has given information about my condition tell me yes zah, because I just first felt pain in the abdomen like that ". I saw Aisyah was still very weak with an infusion hose in her hand.

" yes, the song is usually later the doctor will visit, you can ask directly to the doctor who handles you shah".

I think, it would be better if the doctor who directly explained to Aisyah.I really can not afford and not until the heart has to tell the truth to Aisyah.however I am also a fellow woman, I am also, I know exactly what it's like to lose the people he loves. Even now I am still alone and I still have a mission to complete before I get married.

" most tomorrow morning Shah, so now you just rest first. while tomorrow if the doctor visit you ask about your actual condition how ".

" well Azizah bawel" said Aisyah while then asleep.

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Cirebon, June 30, 2015. Today I am still accompanying Aisyah in the hospital. .

" Good morning, Miss Ayesha ". Greet the doctor and nurse who came visit to Aisyah's room.

" dock morning".I answered and Aisyah at the same time.

" how is the condition now ? is it okay?". I heard the doctor ask about Aisyah's condition.

" Thank God it's better, doc, better than yesterday afternoon. I'm sorry, doc, if I may know why Doc ? I just first felt pain in the abdomen that was very painful once doc". I heard Aisyah ask her condition to the doctor who handles her.

" so gini mistress Aisyah, yesterday the abdominal pain experienced by Aisyah's mother was due to the contractions of the very tight and severe contents. And that contraction has been going on for a very long time".

" sa... I'm pregnant doc. ..??". I saw the sparkling eyes of Aisyah and her hand stroking her belly.

" yes, the mother is pregnant, but due to the occurrence of severe uterine contractions and prolonged stress, causing Aisyah's mother to lose the future fetus Bu Aisyah. The fetus can no longer be saved when the contraction occurs. The age of the womb entering the fourth week is indeed pregnant women should not fall stressed or even too tired physically".

the doctor explained what happened to Aisyah. instantly the sparkling eyes immediately dim replaced with tears Aisyah. I really can't stand it and can't bear to see it.

" well, tomorrow mom can already go home, later I will prescribe medicine to take home yes Mom. hopefully soon recover.I'm sorry".

The doctor left Aisyah's nursing room while I went straight to Aisyah who was still lying still, only her tears were continuously flowing. even until the headscarf she was wearing was wet from her tears.Aisyah's gaze was empty, she must have been very hit once.

" She.. istighfar yah. you must be strong. I'm sure you are a great woman. let your future child be because you go to heaven. you must be healed". I tried to calm Aisha.

" Zah.. I was devastated ". suddenly Aisyah glanced at me with a very pitiful face.

" Well, you must be able to rise. Instead of you ever tell me, the test is a sign of Allah's love for His servant ? Allah loves you so much, so God tests you many times. Plisss the Strong Shah ".

I was unable to stem my tears anymore.I held tightly onto Aisyah's hand, and wiped her tears.

" tomorrow you can go home, you have to start living your life ".

" zah, even my husband does not know this news, but my future son has given up zah first. ".

" but you can't give up Shah. you're strong, let your son be a witness there, if the umi is a woman who solihah. I believe you ".

that night I spent crying with Aisyah until I myself fell asleep and woke up many times, but Aisyah was still awake with tears that continued to flow.