Honeyed

Episode 54

"Siska, are you busy?,". Ask her. The corner of Siska's lips still looks a little blue because of Fatih's slap three days ago. Fatih explained everything to me, including when Fatih slapped Siska twice in the face.

I can't even believe it, my husband dared to slap women. For sure at that time Fatih was really very emotional and could not control himself. And the Siska thing that humiliated me, after he and Fatih got home, the next morning Siska was escorted by Fatih's men came up to me and apologized to me, maybe Fatih's forcing Siska to apologize to me. Though I have also forgiven Siska and on the contrary I also apologized to him, even though I was not wrong.

"Siska, there's something I want to talk to you about,". Siska still did not look at me.

"What?!,". Ketus answer.

"Before I apologized, I overheard your conversation with a man a few days ago,". My voice choked.

"What?!, so you heard all my conversations with.... You meanwhat?!. Huh?!!,". Siska glared at me, she looks really riled up. His facial expression looks unusual.

"Really, I accidentally heard it. And you happen to be hardening the loudspeakers. I heard you coming from behind your bedroom door, so....,".

"Yes.so what you heard a few days ago is true!, why!, huh!. You want to complain to Fatih's mas?!,". Damn, it turns out that Aisyah heard my conversation with Mas Deni.

"Ja... So it's true that you have an affair behind Fatih's mas?,". I still can't believe it.

"Yes, long before I got married to your husband, I had a very long relationship with that man!!!. And remember, if Fatih came to know about this matter!!. I won't hesitate to report you to Mommy!!!, keep it!!!,".

Siska was so furious, her confession in front of me was heart breaking. How can he marry another man when his love is only for the man he has been in contact with?. And... Ah. again Mother. I have to do what if I've been in contact with my Mother-in-law. The threat that would make me a widow is still unfolding and traumatizing my life.

And in a few days Siska will go to the villa. But my gut feeling is very strange. Looks like Siska didn't go with her female friends, but rather with her cheating man. Astaghfirullah. Not that I meant to sue'udzon (bad-minded) at Siska. But this is really very strange in my heart.

"Dik.., uh...,". Fatih told me.

"Dad, what's up?,".

"Mas will go out of town one week more, mas nitip Siska well,".

"Why should I leave everything?,".

"Mas doesn't want anything with his young wife. So please take care of him,".

Again Fatih broke my heart. Why?, I am also his wife, why do Fatih worry more about Siska than I do?, and what about me?, my tears jostling to come out of my eyelids. And again I tried to hold him back.

"Yes mas. In shaaAlloh,". Say it with a loud voice.

"That's why, after the incident mas slapped and scolded Siska, mas became more afraid of losing Siska. Cassian she is,".

"Mas?, do you see Alex every day?,". I asked with doubt.

"What's up?,".

"Daddy just ask, mas,".

"Still, almost every day. It was from Alex that I understood how to treat Siska well,".

But you ignored and hurt me. You do not realize at all that every day my heart is broken, if not for my love for you as a wife, I would not have been strong enough to go through all this. I said in my heart.

"Oh yes, yes, my mother,". Flat answer.

"And because of Alex's advice, I can accept your request. And marry Siska. And I am grateful to have a young wife like Siska. She is good at making mas happy, even she is very sexy, to be able to tempt mas to continue to love her, and surely Siska is a very loyal woman, more loyal than you Aisyah,". I saw Fatih's face look excited.

"What do you mean?, who is unfaithful?,". I was shocked to hear Fatih's words just now. Why would he say that to me.

"You Aisyah?!. You have betrayed your own husband?!, have you cheated behind my back?!,". Now the tone of Fatih's voice is getting higher, like a person who is really in an emotional state.

Astaghfirullah, O Allah, Lord, what else is this?, why did Fatih vilely slander me for cheating on his back?, whereas all this time I always tried to keep my honor only for my husband. I never once cheated on Fatih. Fatih was wrong, not me cheating, but Siska. Siska is a young wife who is able to make mas crazy and in his influence. Siska mas betrayed you Fatih, not Aisha.

I was no longer able to hold back my tears. My heart is very sick, I am willing to be in honey to maintain my honor, in honor of my Mother-in-law, and for the sake that I am always beside her even though it hurts, but the man I loved so dearly suddenly mercilessly accused me of being alone with another man, a thing I never did as long as I was a wife. I don't know, from where did Fatih mas can conclude that I had cheated and betrayed her?.

"Hiks... hicks...,". Cry broke.

"What?!, why are you crying Sagala Aisyah?!, you are sad yes, because your foul attitude of cheating behind your husband is exposed?!, huh?!, answer?!,". Fatih's shrill voice snapped at me very loudly.

"Ti. no mas. Aisyah never once betrayed Fatih. Never was mas... Hiikks.. hiks.. hiks.,".

"Hallaahh....!!!, bulshit?!. You've cheated on Aisyah. I've known for a long time, but I can't say this to you?!,".

"Mas Fatih, Aisyah has always been loyal to Fatih. Aisha never cheats on you mas, hiks... Why did Fatih reluctantly accuse Aisyah of doing such a deed?!,".

"A contemptible deed?!, only done by a despicable woman like Mu Aisyah?!. I regret having defended you and slapped Siska in the face because of you?!. It should be you that I slapped!!!!,". Mas Fatih's eyes were red, and I was only able to lower my face. My heart is so broken. I am not strong, God.

"Istighfar mas, Aisyah never cheated mas?!, never?!. Hiks... hiks... hicks...?!,". I was still crying, I couldn't resist all the rude talk Fatih said to me.

I walked into the room, I locked the door and cried loudly. Aisha is not strong, O Allah. Aisha's heart is sick. Umi's.... Abi. please Aisyah. I was crying in the middle of my crying.