Honeyed

Episode 44

Since the incident at the park, Aisyah's attitude was very different from mine. He was often alone and silent. She didn't even want me to touch her before I wanted to comply with her request for me to marry again. There was never a warm welcome from her again, there was no beautiful smile from her lips anymore, all the warmth from her suddenly disappeared.

In fact, I never wanted to have two wives. I am so grateful for Aisha's presence in my life. But I am also not strong, a household without any warmth feels very bland. What should I do, God?.

"Lu why keep daydreaming Tih?,". Suddenly Alex, my office mate, surprised me.

"I've got a problem with my son Lex, again,".

"Why?, bini lu?, angry because of the shopping money you love less?, or because you are less satisfied while in bed?, hahaha,".

"No, that's not the case,". Flat answer.

"Then what bro?, until the whole thing is very you,".

"The thing is, my wife suddenly told me to even force me to remarry Lex. But I don't want that at all. I feel enough about my wife in my life,".

"Wooow...., that's awesome!,".

"What's so amazing?!,". I was confused to hear Alex's response.

"Yes, bro, now why do you make such problems a burden. Sampe daydreams continue to be rich. You should be smirking bro, bini you gladly tell you to get married again. Everywhere, there is rarely a wife who tells her husband to marry another woman. Awesome emang your wife,".

"But Lex, I don't want to. I am too in love with my wife. I don't want to hurt her heart or her feelings. I don't want to get married again,".

"Your father is a man. If I were you, I would answer yes. Who does not want to have a young wife, right?, your desire can be fulfilled with two women your own wife. I also really want to, if I tell you to make a wife. After all, it's your wife who told you, not you who asked. So it won't hurt your man,".

"I'm confused about Lex, I really don't want to remarry Lex at all. But my wife's getting weird. She was quiet, and I wouldn't even touch her if I hadn't fulfilled her request to remarry. I'm confused about what to do?, I've been a few days I've never felt the warmth of my wife Lex. He never smiled at me again, or welcomed me. You could say my wife went on a strike in my service if I didn't want to get married again,".

"I'm afraid Lex, I don't want to fuck my wife, I don't want to hurt her feelings Lex. I love him so much,".

"Lu tuh boy, don't look at it. Thank goodness, this time it is a bonus from God because you have become a good husband. God love young wife through your wife. Thank you, after all yes, I've got testimonials from my friends who even have more than two wives, he said delicious bro. There is something going on here and there, and most importantly, if you are still the same bini first or second bini. You can ask for the third bini, and vice versa. Just accept it, bro,".

"Try it, I'll think about Lex. Thanks for the input. Sorry, I'm telling you a story. I'm confused who to share it with,".

"Don't slow down think you. Good even bad. I am just as astonished. Okay just relax bro, if there's anything to say it's the same me, yaudah I want to go first yes, want to go back. There's a need at home,".

"Okay Lex, be careful, yeah,".

"Okay bro,".

I just kept quiet, twirling my seat. I thought about all of Alex's words just now. There is a truth, why should I be upset and refuse to have a young wife?, when out there many men to cheat on his wife to be able to have another wife?, while I, the, my own wife asked even to force me. So there's no way I'm going to hurt or disappoint Aisyah right?, but deep down in my little heart, I'm incapable of loving any woman other than Aisyah. I was confused, really all of this was destroying me slowly.

Last night, I tried to find out through Aisyah's cell phone, when she fell asleep. But what?!, his phone he changed his password. Honestly I was angry and disappointed, Aisyah changed her phone password without my knowledge. What is she hiding from me?, why did Aisyah change her phone password not tell me?, did Aisyah not have another man besides me?, or is there a friendly chatt of her with another man without me knowing, and she changed her phone password so I can't open it and find out?!, and she changed her phone password?!, for a long time I could not stand Aisyah's attitude of hurting and ignoring me.

Maybe Aisyah had cheated with other men, until her cellphone password she changed, even worse she forced me to marry again. Maybe he meant that when he remarried to the man he cheated on, and asked for a divorce from me, I already had a replacement. It was so petty that my wife turned out. It is only fitting that his attitude has changed for me. Cold without any warmth. I was fooled?!, it turns out that Aisha is not as good as my Mother who is always loyal to Father, even Mother often sacrifices herself for Father. But Aisha sacrificed me for her own happiness. Aisyah is really outrageous. He should be able to follow Mother. Not even a criminal like this.

".... Lithang....,". A glass fell on my desk. I couldn't bear to hold back my emotions towards Aisyah, I clenched my hands hard and hit the glass hard.

I think I should follow Alex's advice. I must gladly accept Aisyah's offer to remarry. I can have a better wife than her, I want to have a wife like Mommy. But Aisha is far from that. I'm sorry, it turns out Aisyah is a cruel woman. Okay, I'll follow your request Aisyah. I will sacrifice and I for my great love for you with another woman who will be your honeymooner. May you never regret hurting my heart like the glass I just smashed Aisyah.

I think I told the right person. Thanks Alex, I said. I took my bag, and left the broken glass. I have to go home and meet Aisyah.