Black Pen

98

The factory where I work with Art is suddenly in trouble, no matter what is going on. Our salary has been paid for two weeks, so I feel unable to get out of the place without carrying the salary they should immediately give me.

Feeling worried about work, I contacted a few friends who would take me to work at least looking for money for supplies if at any time get a permanent job.

This time it was Ayu, just like Farin he was my friend during MTS. The difference is, I used to not know him that well. What makes us familiar is because of the business of buying and selling, I found her contact on FaceBook she was one of the members of MLM (Multi Level Marketing) on cosmetic products that are quite famous among young mothers like me, she had invited me to join her, she said, I also had time to participate even though not too focused because I think it only benefits the side.

The frequent communication made us familiar, since then we were close, we exchanged stories until later I became aware that he had been in school with me.

Ayu kindly want to invite me to join her place of work, I strongly agree, any work I will do as long as it is halal, so I will stay in college and Bintang will still get sent from me.

Every day after returning home from work my routine activity is a Video Call with Akbar, releasing longs after all day we both work.

***

It was a beautiful Sunday night, after a long day of work. I cleaned my body, performed magrib prayers and then spent the night in front of the terrace with Ayu and her boyfriend, Bang Jek.

"Who is the PC? Like we dong dating real instead of online" Bang Jek teased me with a big smile.

"Ah this, my mistress is hahahah" This time it was my turn to laugh quite wide.

"Haah stash? KIKO hehe times" Ayu added her babble so as to make the night even warmer.

"That's a big ice Cup PINO hahaha bodor" I said, laughing along with my two friends.

"Where are you looking at your stash?" Bang Jek took my phone, looked at Akbar who was on Video Call with me.

"What the hell?" I took back my phone from the hands of Jek bang.

“ Deposits you can also” He pensive for a while, until Video Call I end because Akbar pampit to return to work.

"Lu believe I didn't say this guy was wearing SUSUK?" Bang Jek looked at me with a serious look.

I stared back at him sharply, then I laughed as hard as I could. "HAHAHAHA, what the hell are you bang for?"

"Lu so people don't be too skeptical, I know your intention of revenge with him, but you feel heavy to release him. That's because your relationship is not from the heart but there is a game of Jin who lives in you" Bang Jek expressed his opinion, but immediately I tepis.

I admit that Jek is right, I can't let go, it's too deep in my love for Akbar that I forgot the main purpose that I kept him just for revenge.

"Lu don't make it up, you make me scared. Anyway if he paket susuk why I can last a long time with him, we will be dating since still High School. You've been like a shaman" I don't accept the accusations that Jek made on Akbar, I think it makes no sense.

"Okay, you don't believe I challenge you . You can't call him for 7 days. As long as you can't see the pot, let alone see it. Every morning you should read short letters that ntar gw kasih, night lu salat tahajud same hajat keep dikr . Ntar Iw who fast, inget yes pesen I don't try to squirm the potonya"

Next day..

‘‘Meet yuk” Pinta Akbar at the end of the sentence while joking over the phone.

“ When? Now then? I still work. At night, how? I said.

Akbar confirmed my offer, my break time is up. I hung up the phone and continued my work.

“Where are you going?” Ledek bang Jek, when I was waiting for Akbar to pick me up on the front porch of the boarding house.

“Maen lah, gw ga singles hehe” I smiled , my cheeks flushed holding shame.

“Say you accept gw challenge how is si?’’ 

“Yes, tomorrow I will see you, now I want to see you first. Kalopun really what you said, I'm ready. But I have to find him first, should make pamit” I immediately go leave Bng Jek alone on the terrace kosan.

Akbar has been waiting for me with his big motor “ Come on up, where are we going now?” Akbar asked while turning on his motorbike.

“Apartment” I smile looking at him. This time I want to take control of his body for the last time before my revenge is carried out.

I enjoyed every cent of his burly body, the world as if it were all mine, I didn't want to be far away from him. If God had brought us together at the right time instead of at a time like this, maybe everything would have been perfect.

Time passed so quickly, my night spent to release the longing to the peak of the pleasure we felt together, I kept my head on his chest I tried to close my eyes it did not want to end, I wanted to end, I hugged her body until morning.

And sure enough, it was the last time we met, until I chose to let go by following everything Jek told me.

7 Days I carried out the command of bang Jek, every morning I read short surahs and some prayers of repellent, in the evening, I prayed circumcision hajat and tahajud as much as 12 rakaat and then in conjunction with dhikr until I fell asleep.

There were many changes after I followed the orders of bang Jek, my deep love for Akbar was lost in a period of 7 days alone for me this is beyond reason, how can I forget it so quickly. On the first day there was a very big longing, even I almost broke the message bang Jek to meet him, on the second day my feelings began to fade but I can still remember it , on day three my feelings for her were almost 50% gone by day 4 , 5 , 6 & 7 I was getting used to it without her, and I no longer even remembered her.

"How are you feeling now?" Bang Jek smiled happily at me.

"Gw forgot to bang, I blocked all his contacts. I'm sorry I ngeraguin you" I looked down embarrassed, how would it be if bang Jek did not help me maybe until this moment I was still in a forbidden relationship with Akbar.

I immediately contacted Akbar's parents and told them everything, I asked his father for help so that Akbar was given advice so as not to bother me anymore.

We parted in a beautiful way, I gave up everything, my heart and my feelings, I made everything for her happiness.

From that day on I determined not to look for Akbar again, I decided my own feelings to forget him forever.