Black Pen

37

Let me tell you what freedom means, I used to think that by living on the streets I would discover what freedom, happiness and tranquility are. In fact my body does feel free, even like it just slipped from a shackle, free as freely as it is, like an eagle flying high above the clouds without fear of falling, though clearly far down there are many dangers that are eyeing. My selflessness made me ruin it slowly, physically and mentally.

Then, a happiness that I seek but never find. It was like drinking sea water, the more I drank it the more thirsty I felt, that was my world. The dark world I've known for the past few months. Ever since I loved an Akbar, ever since I knew those who are currently my best friends, also since I realized how wonderful it is to live on the streets.

I admit, I did not find a moment of calm when I was living on the streets, but not many know that it was only on the streets that I found the sincerity of someone I called a friend. It was on the streets that I began to understand the importance of friendship and solidarity. Well, there's nothing to be sorry about not because life has to go on even if you know how bad your past is.

How many months have I been among them? I don't know ! but it feels like it's been a while. Who first introduced me to alcohol? I can hardly remember it, which obviously from that moment on, me and the Princess became close friends, even very close. The daughter of an ex-punk boy who is now transformed into a housewife with two children, funny once I remember back, she was very tomboyish , torn pants and semi-finished clothes are her favorite clothes, now she has become a real woman and a real mother. May it be healthy always mak, Hehe..

I remember very well when it happened. When my friend Aida Lara came to work with me, she came alone. But with a sister so-it happened named Fira Sita, sister so-japan ? what does that mean? haha. So what I mean is that so-called sister, a very close friend even like a brother, they put themselves as a brother and a sister who actually have no bond other than friendship.

Just like me, Aida and Fira are easily accepted here and again because of the Princess. Even though at that time the Princess did not know Aida, she only introduced her once, that was when tomorrow she wanted to apply to this factory. Ah My daughter, she is indeed an amazing friend.

Aida and Fira adapted well, they had no trouble getting to know my friends. However, there are things that make me a little disappointed, I think Aida will stay in my room with me, Ayu, Riani and Putri. Yes indeed one room of six is not a good idea, but at least it will be very fun in my opinion.

At first Aida decided to go alone with Fira. I understand him, because I think maybe they need privacy, or maybe if we stayed together he would have trouble in many ways, considering they just got to know each other.

But it was not that, Aida lived with Fira because their boyfriend turned out to work in a place not far from where we worked, and their boyfriend chose to be in the hostel in the same place as us, then every night they would swap places, Aida's room was on the second floor, while her boyfriend was on the first floor, and it turns out that without me realizing their girlfriends knew each other, wasn't that a coincidence? of course not ! they had planned this long before I brought him to this place.