Black Pen

52

"Son this is just a little thanksgiving, is Mama here? how can you behave like a child? you've become a mother, no longer a spoiled baby Mama, It's a good day for your baby don't you get ruined with the drama you're making".

I don't know what Mama is thinking, what Mama's words must have is true as well. In fact, the sadness I felt I could not hide.

I immediately wiped my tears, moved away from my seat, while Mama coolly swung the Star baby who was sleeping on her lap.

The event will start in 30 minutes, everyone arrives one by one, Mama Doni standing upright at the door welcoming the guests who attended this afternoon.

With a chaotic feeling I immediately went to the bathroom to clean the body of various kinds of dirt and dust attached.

"Dear, you just took a shower. 30 Minutes to start".

Doni looked at me, as if he had realized, that my mind was really messed up. Obviously this is too much, but I don't know if it all just happened, or maybe I started having baby blues syndrome? what kind of disease is that? it's really troublesome if that's what's going on.

I ignored it and just passed. I don't know everyone looks so boring this afternoon.

***

I pour it over my head, whether it is the cold afternoon weather or I am enjoying every splash of water that I flush over my head.

"Hmmm so fresh, it feels like I want to linger in the bathroom". My mind constantly carried my mind flying as far as I felt.

"Tok tock". Someone knocked on the bathroom door.

"In a moment, I'm out". I think I know who's standing straight behind the bathroom door. Who else wouldn't be Doni.

"Well, you're so pretty after the shower, can I come in?" Doni teased me with his naughty smile.

"No, that's right ! quickly get me clothes, there must have been many guests out there. How can I get into my room using just a towel". Ketus.

"Okay, ma'am, I can't wait to have a good night". Doni passed by leaving me in the bathroom by myself.

"What's going on tonight?" I thought in my heart.

"Now, get your clothes on. Everyone's waiting for you, the show's already started". Doni thrust the Longdres and pasmina I had prepared before I went to the bathroom.

"Hey, what the hell is this. Obviously she's my baby, why did they start the show without me? have I been in the bathroom too long? ah, that's right !".

I took the clothes that Doni offered and immediately put them on.

I came out of the bathroom and the room was so full of guests, Doni was waiting for me among the crowd of guests, he was holding a baby star who continued to sleep on his lap.

I stood beside Mama Doni, I let Doni freely carry the baby Star. Doni surrounds the guests standing by holding baby stars and letting public figures such as ustad and RW cut out baby stars' hair. What an incredible sight, there's a feeling of joy and disbelief.

Every now and then Doni looks at me with a smile, I see there is pride in him when carrying a baby star, is the same feeling I have been feeling lately.

I feel proud when I have a baby.