Black Pen

Black Pen
12



"I am always with you, even when I want to learn I still choose to accompany you ! just this time , accompany me" One message I send on the number listed on my phone, the owner of the number with the nickname "YOU".


I used to feel so good, glorifying his name as if he was the single most important person in my life


Trings


A message sign in report has been received.


There was no reply to a message from Akbar, but I'm pretty sure he will come considering that we had a few nights fighting over the same problem, Risna Berlynda, said, a woman who became a thorn in my relationship with Akbar by claiming to be Akbar's girlfriend, or they did have a special relationship behind me, ah I don't know my mind is damaging my nervous brain's working system, I know, just thinking about it makes my head tired.


Although he has explained and apologized many times, it still hurts. And forgiving him is hard to do. Even so, my affection for Akbar has defeated my disappointment towards him.


It only took 20 minutes for Akbar to arrive where I was waiting. A fork not so far from my house.


We used to be in a relationship secretly, unlike today's children who openly bring their girlfriends home.


I used to be so afraid that if I was afraid of having a boyfriend, Babe would get angry and he would usually lock me in my room, not allowed to meet my friends, even to go to school.


According to him, having a girlfriend in school is not a good thing, it can damage concentration, make grades decrease, even damage the future.


Without being told again I went straight up on the bike, and again we walked without knowing where the direction and destination because the most important thing today was spending time together.


"What is your relationship with him?"


By holding back the feelings of annoyance and jealousy that almost made my brain explode I dared to ask, although I knew for sure the answer he would give would be very painful.


"Rissna?" The answer, back asking made me even more upset, if only the man in front of me was fried chicken, I had eaten him.


"Who else is it?"


"You're beautiful if you're jealous again" Riding his favorite red MX motorcycle, he looks so calm that he might even be smiling at me.


"Hey, who's jealous? you think I care?" Still with a high tone and arrogant attitude also tried to maintain the image, unfortunately my anger sounded funny in his ears.


"It doesn't matter you won't scold me like this, hehe . I know you love me so much, I'm so jealous" He laughed and laughed at the look on my face in the rearview mirror of his motorbike.


I was silent for a moment, I took a deep breath, trying to manage the rising anger.


"Risna is an ex..."


"Kok her ex-boyfriend" I cut off her words, still with passionate emotion.


"Dengerin first, new comment"


I was speechless with a mouth that was like a duck, manyun and expressionless.


"You're horrified" I covered my ears, I don't know it might look childish, but that's my attitude towards Akbar, spoiled and annoying.


"Yes already" Akbar began to get upset, he did not continue his words.


"What is it? continue dong , why diem? actually your boyfriend yes" I saw his facial expression that began to go awry, but he remained silent patient with my attitude that began to rest.


"The gini loh.. I used to date him, but he cheated. Yes I think our relationship is over, anyway the proof is that he still goes with the guy. Finally I asked Iwan to help me make a decetin me with you, yes I already like you from since Iwan asked me to help me make anterin you go home" He explained the core of the problem patiently, patiently, he was getting upset because of my attitude.


"Oh, so you're gonna let me run? did you have a girlfriend at the time? so it turned out? can you lie to me, right?" My anger is getting to make him clumsy at once confused.


"Not that, you know, I'm sorry if I made you sprain" That's what I like about him, he's patient and understanding. Although I'm not sure what he just explained. I was just thinking, maybe this is karma, where I had cheated Cepi at that time.