Black Pen
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At the age of 4 months baby star began to learn the face down, besides that I also taught him to hold something like a cake made specifically for babies 6 months + , I taught him to eat cake with his own hands. Besides cake, sometimes I also give him fruit that I have cut neatly.
I apply the Baby Led Weaning method or introduce an ASI companion by letting him choose and eat his own food without being bribed. It is too fast the method that is commonly used at the age of 6 months I apply at the age of 4 months, even some of my neighbors criticize it, he said, quite large is indeed the risk when feeding a companion of ASI under the age of 6 months, such as choking or swallowing food that he bites too large. However, not a few also among those who gave a positive response.
In addition to being exposed, baby Bintang also began to grow teeth, he grew 2 front teeth at the age of 4 months. The growth is very good and fast, not even infrequently my neighbors tell me about the growth of their children who are fairly slow. Like teething at the age of 2 years, there are also those who are exposed at the age of 8 months and many more. And Star babies include babies who are active and grow quickly maybe even too fast. Somehow, but I feel proud to see the development of my baby.
The debt that ensnared my small family is getting bigger and bigger, the interest will rise drastically every time we are late to pay, so instead of decreasing even more, increasing, the interest will increase, in addition, pay a fairly large house rent. The needs of the Star baby became a burden that I felt, not infrequently we did not eat because we ran out of supplies that should be enough for the next month. Our economic conditions are getting worse and worse, the abuse and ridicule from in-laws I swallowed deeply. I leave it all to the wrestling of God, hoping for a miracle to come, taking me out of this misery.
With conditions like this, the interference of in-laws became one of the serious problems for me. They treated us like puppets, I was obliged to follow their own rules. This is nothing more sad than hunger.
Almost every day the baby star cries, he feels ASI he consumes feels tasteless, even the color almost resembles blood. Yes right, the hardest moments in my life again felt after 9 months I was pregnant with various kinds of misery, now I have to swallow again all the bitterness . Even the change in Dav's attitude that became a temperament made me even more tormented. He became an angry, irritable figure, not even rarely he hit me to vent his anger. I understand very well the difficulty he feels, then what about me? lies after lies he told me, to make me miserable like this.
The absence of food and money made Doni take the initiative to bring the remaining customer's leftovers on his plate, he carried it very neatly.
"Eat, your baby needs a good breast milk" he handed a box of rice complete with side dishes that are only half, like a bite mark.
"Where did you take this box of rice from? I don't want this if you get it from taking someone else's property". I stared at the box of rice, gulping down the saliva I had collected, the hunger poking me in the stomach. I can't stand it, I want to go home to see Mama and Babe. But what my day, let alone the cost for me to go home, even to buy rice is not there.
"I picked it up in the kitchen, leftovers of good customers, baby if I throw it away" I saw Doni holding back a wink so as not to let out his tears, he lowered his head to hide his sadness.
"If I had killed him in the past, maybe we weren't in this position now, I'm sorry . Forgive me" My tears flowed withholding tightness, unable to feel like living in this condition. Even as poor as I was, I never ate the leftovers of others, and today I swallowed them very greedily.
